"Sanghyuk?" Sungjae's voice getting closer before I could even mumbled anything. "Right! You're Sanghyuk! What's up?"

That guy smiled at Sungjae, did a high five together. 

"I'm a bit upset that Namjoo didn't recognize me." He said, with a pout.

Why is he acting cute?

"Namjoo is a bit ignorant these days. She doesn't care about anyone beside her oppas."

Sungjae refered to my 'oppas', a boyband I adore. Even that I didn't remember their faces at all. I just love to listen to their songs. 

"Ah, that's why." He answered. It sounds like that he understand. A bit. "I think we need a properly introduction once again then."

"I'm Namjoo."

"Hyuk. Han Sanghyuk. You both better just call me with Hyuk."

"I know, Hyukkie." Sungjae replied. "Want to challenge something with me?"

"Cool." 

Then they left me alone.

I wonder, who's that guy again?

Han Sanghyuk? We may be friends before or that at least I knew him. But even with my disorder which made me can't recognize people's face, I still remember all my friends' name. 

But I think I never had a friend named Han Sanghyuk.

Why did Sungjae knew him?

#

"Who is Han Sanghyuk again?" I asked when we were in the bus to go home.

"Actually, he was your roommate when you were hospitalized after your accident." Sungjae explained without even give a glance to me. "Maybe you forgot about him. I don't really know him, but we met several times in school."

"Which school?"

"Our high school."

I was shocked. "We're schoolmate? Please don't say that we're also classmate."

"Nope, but our class is right beside his."

Okay, I feel bad right now. If he was in the class beside me, it means that our class have a lot of project together. I don't know why our school program runs like that. For example,  they teach two class together in P.E. It's the same for another 7 subjects. Wait, is that means that I always have P.E. together with Hyuk? It's annoying if we have talked before. I mean, at school.

"Wait. He was my roommate? What's his disease?"

"Dunno." Sungjae answered before he slept on my shoulder. 

Even after we arrived at our last destination, I can't stopp think about Hyuk.

How's his face look like?

#

I was listening to I Need You by Kim Sunggyu when Sungjae hugged me from the back. I was freaking out. I almost screamed, but I didn't because I recognize

Sungjae's smell. It's not like he use parfumes, but he has unique smell that I remember to recognize him.

"Are you nuts?" I yelled. He looked guilty at first but then he pinched my cheeks.

"Oh, don't be mad. It's just a joke." He replied lightly. I gave him a kick. He whined and return it with a light punch on my arms.

We walked together to school. It's still early, so we aren't too hurry.

"What do you have for breakfast?" Sungjae asked.

"Sandwich."

"That's so you."

"Oh yeah?" I admit that I have sandwich as breakfast almost everyday. He knows me so well. "What's yours then?"

"Guess."

"Oh you have guest early in the morning? Who?"

Sungjae glared at me. "What?"

"You said guest, right? Visitors?"

He giggled. "I think its true when I told Hyuk that you're being a bit ignorant these days."

I shrugged. "You know that my brain damaged a bit. I think it makes sense."

Sungjae stopped his walk. I did the same because of him. I looked at him curiously. 

"What are you doing?" I walked to approach him. That's when I realized that both of his eyes teary. Oh my. I'm pretty sure that I didn't kick him anywhere. "Sungjae! What's wrong?"

He suddenly hugged me.

Time suddenly freeze.

He suddenly cried.

Did my kick from before hit him so much now?

#

I never ask the real reason of his tears. Even though its my first time to see him like that. I mean, he cried for real. I feel bad.

Why is he so good at making me feel bad?

"Are you fighting or something this morning? Your eyes look bad." Hyuk commented about Sungjae's big eyes when we met him during break. We were in the canteen, but we just arrived. There's no food on our table.

I couldn't told Hyuk that Sungjae cried a lot.

"It's nothing." Sungjae replied with a forced smile.

I really, really feel bad. I think it's my fault that he cried. Is it really because my kick?

"What's gotten into him?" Hyuk decided to sit beside me, he could asked me. I didn't even bother to think about something to answer him. Because I don't really know too.

I stared blankly. I became curious. What happened with Hyuk that he got hospitalized? And also, he's my roommate. I was told that i was injured really bad then. I think its a bit inconvenient for a kid who had common disease be a roommate with an accident victim like me. It might unpleasant to see me, who looked like a corps back then.

"What's gotten into you too?" Hyuk blurred my imagination. I got up, then walked to buy some food for Sungjae.

I wish Sungjae will talk about his tears with me soon.

#

a/n

I'm so sorry, i really have to improve my grammar skill.