Los Angles….

“Fine…, I understand” Chaerin said, ended the phone call. She sighed, showed her annoyed face. After put her phone on the table, she turned back and walked to her favorite room and opened the door carefully

“Mama!!!”

A high pitched voice echoed through the room, automatically caused a smile spread wide on Chaerin’s face

The gorgeous lady walked in, squatted and open her arms wide open to caught the little angle who was running to her

“Mama is back…” The little girl said happily with her baby-talk

Chaerin laughed instantly when she heard her baby girl said that simple sentence

“Yes, my baby…. missing Mama already?” she said as she hugged her daughter’s little body and kissed the crown of her head

“Yes, mama… I miss you a lot!” The little girl hugged her Mama back

Chaerin kissed her again repeatedly and the two involved in a cuddling-giggling party for minutes

After they started to stop laughing, suddenly Chaerin’s mind went back to the previous phone call and her smile faded away

“Jessie…” Chaerin called her daughter’s name lovingly

Jessie who was sitting on her mother’s lap looked up. “Yes, Mama?” She said cutely

Chaerin smiled at her daughter’s cuteness. The way that little girl looked at her, the way she smile to her just remind her of someone she wanted to forget forever. She inhaled sharply to calmed her heart and smiled

“We’re gonna moving to Seoul….” Chaerin said and Jessie’s little eyes widened instantly

“Se-oul? To halmoni and haraboji’s place?” Jessie asked enthusiastically. Her eyes blinked for her over-excitement

Chaerin knew just smiled and nodded and it was enough to make her daughter jumped and squealed happily

Chaerin shook her head, looking at her almost two years old princess. She knew, Jessie was always idolizing all about Korea. Even though little Jessie Lee was born and staying in L.A, but her love to Korea just grew so strong out of nowhere

Chaerin stood up and reached Jessie’s little hand

“Now let’s sleep, baby… we will have a long journey tomorrow” she said as holding Jessie in her arms, walked to the bed and laid Jessie’s body there

Jessie couldn’t hide her excitement and asked so many things while Chaerin laid beside her. the mother sometime just smiled or laughed for she didn’t know the answer of Jessie’s questions, like : ‘Why do Korean has smaller eyes?’ or ‘Why mama has blonde hair when another Korean were black-haired?’ or another simple question from a 2 years old kid

“Ok…, it’s enough. Now sleep, baby… it’s late already….” Chaerin spoke softly

“Ok Mama…” Jessie answered cutely and closed her eyes. Chaerin smiled blissfully and kissed Jessie’s forehead but then Jessie opened her eyes again

“Mama…” Jessie called

“Yes, sweetie…” Chaerin answered, still with a smile in her lips and focused her attention to the little princess

“Will I meet my papa in Korea?”

Chaerin was surprised by Jessie’s sudden question. a very simple question, but also the most hurting one…

Jessie was still looking into her mom’s eyes, waiting for the answer while the mother just couldn’t find the right answer

‘Of course you will, baby…’ thought Chaerin. But her tongue was tangled that time and she couldn’t say anything

“Mama?” Jessie called again, demanded for an answer

‘oh.., so typical her Papa…, always being bossy….’ another thought flashed in Chaerin’s head

Her heart started to ache again. But before she lost her control, she made up her mind and decided to smiled, bent down and kissed Jessie’s pointed nose

“We’ll find out later…, now sleep, princess…” Chaerin fixed her position and pulled Jessie into her arms, and lulled her to the dreamland….

Meawhile, Seoul

“Can’t you make a little happier song, hyung? Do you plan to make me a broken-hearted album or what?” Mino complained. He was working on his first solo album and Jiyong, as one of YG’s best rapper and composer, of course in-charge to help the younger one as the producer

“Haish… there are good, you know?” Jiyong complained back

Mino sighed in frustration. “Yes, hyung. you’re right. All of these songs are good…., Very good in fact. But seriously? Will you make me an album full of 12 broken hearted songs? Big no! I’ll use my own song then” Mino ranted and exited the studio

“That boy… how dare he complained my work” Jiyong grumbled. Teddy who was there too, just scratched his head after reading the music sheets Mino complained about

“Sorry,Ji. But this time, I agree with Mino” Teddy voiced up, earned a disbelief look from Jiyong

“With these songs, you will make Mino turn into a ballad singer instead of a charismatic rapper” Teddy added

Jiyong grabbed the papers and read it again. And yeah… he had to admit that they were right.

“Did the military service change you this much? Aigoo…, Put more colors like you used to do on your albums” Teddy said and stood up, about to left the studio too

‘You’re right, Hyung… all I can see now is only black, and sometimes grey….’ Thought Jiyong

“Fine…, I’ll try” He said lazily right before teddy left

After the studio door closed, Jiyong sighed sharply and put all the music sheets harshly on top of the mixer

He pulled his hair frustratingly, looked into the ceiling

This Romeo is bleeding

But you can’t see his blood

It’s nothing but some feelings, that this old dog kicked up

His heart was aching again. After view minutes, he felt his cellphone vibrated and check it. it was a message from YG. A reminder for tomorrow’s meeting to plan another comeback from YG artists.

Jiyong read the message and threw his phone along with the music sheets. He sighed again, collected the papers and opened the drawer to save it. But then something stopped him. a little blue velvet box

His heart beat faster as he saw that box and grabbed it.

Suddenly, Jiyong felt a huge urge to check his sns

He sat on the sofa and logged in into his private instagram account, still with the box in his other hand. Once it opened, a bunch update about Chaerin was there. Yeah, Jiyong made a private account just to stalked Chaerin and her fans

That’s the only way for him to get every information about her…, about them

It’s been raining since you left me

Now I’m drowning in the flood

You see I’ve always been a fighter, but without you I give up

He scrolled down and a picture caught his attention. It was posted by Chaerin’s fans. A candid picture of Chaerin feed up a little girl. Not so clear, but it was more than enough f