Eunjung

“hey why don’t you take a nap?, you really finish the project till down, huh? you look kind of tired Ji” I say to Jiyeon since her sleepiness is write in all her face as she sulk in murmurs about something in her wallet, Jiyeon can be sweet and kind in her normal state but when she reach a point of tiredness she get sulky and angry pretty easily

“yeah” she say as put out some papers and cards “is just I don’t know where I put some notes” now reading some of them and I stay quiet just seeing her ‘cause lately it brings me peace but at the same time make my inner organs and stuffs move like I’m on a broken elevator that is going to fall, I don’t remember when did this happened, I mean, when I began to feel so….rare towards her, I can’t remember when a touch from her skin lose her lyrical meaning, and  grow into this hurricane if sensations or feelings, I just know she is getting into my nerves, like I’m super sensitive about whatever has to be with her, why she has to be like this, I’m so angry with her for been just like she is and make fall for her and for practically screw up our friendship.

“mmm is that, then are you planning to study in here?” i ask, she look at me 

“no…. yes, I don’t know” she shake her head. Putting all her belongs on it again

“You are spending too much time with Joohyun, is the first time in forever that you actually remember the University exist during break” she glare at me, gosh those feline eyes

“yahh, I’m not” she get closer with her fits close and throw a punch to my upper chest

“hey, stop it you kid, go to sleep” I say as push her softly

“yeah, I need my beauty sleep” she says as get in a more comfortable position, moving the back of her seat, then move her head and look at me in a way I can’t describe, it is calm and soft, it is cute, no, it is serious actually, it is meaningful!, but I don’t know what is behind that look

“you are always beautiful” I listen, and a second before I realized I say it, my brain just betray me, her face got frozen and I can’t say a thing, I have told her she is beautiful before, but never in this tone of voice, never looking at her eyes in this way, never meaning it so much, never from the heart like this time, never the words go out skipping the filter on my brain, I think she knows this is different and it is scaring me to dead right now.

She retires her stare; blinking two times “why d-…Eunjung, w-what?” She face me but I can’t speak, “Jung, is just latel-”

I cut her off “just that you are pretty and everybody knows it, now go to sleep, really, you need it” I say in hurry trying to sound as normal as possible and search for my earphones to pretend ignore her

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Since Jiyeon was too tired to react, she decide to let it go and instead fall sleep, I hear three songs before I fell asleep as well; so we are now in French Polynesia in a ‘cabin’ which is actually a big house with a cabin style that it's in the sea, well actually we are in the beach but the back of the house is in the water, we haven't seen the island, just the way here, but I was asleep coming here too, so I haven't seen anything in here more than the front of the house, where we just reach, yuri is trying to open the door and the rest still getting their luggage from the car

“Oh God, this cabin is more than awesome” says sooyoung