Today, I was alone again in the room...watching tv as usual while waiting for my husband to come back.    The door bell rand, I ran up to the door and opened it quickly and flashed a big smile to him while he glared and make a cold face to me.   "Why are you smiling!", He yelled.   I just stayed there smiling.   "Ha! Who are you to smile! I told you not to smile at me!"   I just smiled..because of him...whenever I see him...I smile even though he told me not to.   He can't stand steadily on the ground because of all the intake of alcohol so I tried to help him by grabbing his shoulders with my one arm and another arm leading him to the right way but he struggled away from me.   "Ya! Get your filthy hands away from me!", He yelled.   I just continued to help him.   "Ya! Didn't you understand what I said?", He growled at me.   I just continued helping him to get to his bedroom.   His? We had never slept in the same room or even the same bed. It was all arranged. My parents arranged a marriage with him. He arranged the rules and regulations of this house. I never had a chance...even to state my opinion...   He struggled out of my grip and slapped me hard in my face causing my cheeks to turn red.   "Didn't I told you to get your filthy hands of me?", He snapped.   I just stood there not even changing my smile into a frown, not even shedding a tear.   "You just broke the rules! Rule no 1. Always listen to my order!", He stated.   "Sorry.", I apologized.   "You should...never"-bang- he fell down on the floor.   I quickly helped him get into his bedroom.   And I laid on the sofa in the living room trying to sleep.   The sofa was just so cold. It is winter and I turned up the heater but it is still cold. I wrapped my blanket around my pity body and making it warm.   Just like that months passed,   Today, he woke up early which is really unlikely to be happening... He wore his suit and came out.   "Today is the day."He announced.   "What day?", I was really puzzled.   "The agreement!" He gave me a clue but I was still clueless.   "Huh?"   "Arghh! The agreements and rules that we wrote in the contract!" He was irritated.   "Oh...today is that day?" My smile disappeared for the first time ever...   "Here are the divorce documents. I need you to fill those up today."   "Okay." I answered helplessly.   He left after that not even taking a bite of what I cooked for him.   It was always like that, I would always cook every meal for him but he never had a bite...but anyways, i cook for him everyday, thinking that someday...maybe someday he might taste it..   But that someday never seem to come...as it came to an end....   I took out the documents from the envelope.   He already signed them and filled them in....   He wants me to sign and get out of his life forever....   I know that from the start first but I was in love...with him...a one sided love...but I just neglected that fact even though I know that someday...it will come...that day..will come..   I went to the living room and go to the desk and took the contract that we signed before the marriage.   I opened the envelope