[CONTENTID1] I am Her. [/CONTENTID1]

[CONTENTID2] I opened my eyes and squint at the light, I smiled to myself at the image of her smile, and our memories came back together. I know it is insane how she don't remember me at all. She even told me that she was born in Seoul while Soyeon… she.. she was born in Bucheon. But I can't deny the fact that she is the same. Everything, from her face until her attitude. Everything is the same.

"Urgh." I groaned before getting up to get ready to go to school. I sighed, it had been weeks since she came here and it's really bothering me when she don't remember me. I gave up thinking and start to walk to the bathroom.   "Hyun."   I stopped my track and look at the direction of my bed.   "Hyun, wake up. We're going to be late for school!" she poke my cheeks before I hugged her and changed our positions, I'm hovering her, "Morning kiss?". She giggled, "Equals to morning breath so no.". "Just give me one." I pouted making she giggle again, "Just a peck.". She pecked my lips before smiling the angel smile of her, "Now go."   I can see it clearly how is us that time. I wanted to know what happen. What happen in Seoul that made her lost her memories. I want her back. "Just wait, I'll uncover the truth."   – I can't stop thinking about the voices and images that came the last time I am with him. I wonder why? Why would I have that if it really is the first time I met him? Why mom is being fishy? Why everything just doesn't make any sense? I was born in Seoul, right?   Birth certificate. Yes, that's what I should searching for. I know it's not good to not believe my own mother but I just want a confirmation. I need to know the truth. "And I need to make sure that my mom is not lying." I muttered as I open the door to my parents room.    "I'm sorry mom. I want to know what is it about me.. and him." I said as I went to the drawers where my mom put all the documents. I was about to open it when a voice called, "Soyeon? Dear, what are you doing?". I froze in my spot before I turn around, smiling, "Mom.". "What are you doing?" she questioned and I shook my head, "I'm just searching for.. A4 papers. For school works.". "Oh, you should've told me sooner." she chuckled and I smiled awkwardly. "Sorry..?". "Go downstairs, the breakfast is ready." she said and I nod obediently.    I sighed at my fail attempt. I went down with a heavy heart and ate my breakfast, ready to go to school.   – "Soyeon!" she turned around at his call. "Baekhyun.." he waved at her before walk along her side. "How are you this morning?" he questioned and she shrugged, "Fine I guess.". He chuckled at her answer, "Anyway, have you gone to check up with a doctor?". She look at him weirdly, "Why would I..?"   "Because of your head of course. Last time it ache, right?" he said and she nod, "Yeah but, I'm sick of doctors.". He look at her in confusion, "And why is that?". "Oh, before I moved here I always went to met a doctor. So I'm tired of the smell of a hospital. Pfft, it's boring anyway." she shrugged before he questioned again, "Why would you go there?". "I don't know. My mom said it's regarding my health but she never tell me anything about the doctor's advice. It's like their own world regarding their lives and not mine." she shrugged again making he frowned, "Weird.". She smiled at him, "Weird."   He smiled at the same of habit again. "Still the same." he muttered and she dart her eyes on him, "What?". "Nothing." he chuckled, he is a step ahead of her. "Aaa tell me!" she whined and he laughed again, "That too.". "What is it? Which one? Tell me~!" she frowned before catching up with him. "No." he shook his head and she automatically pull his arm, "Tell me!". "Demanding as always." he thought before stuck his tongue out at her, "I won't tell you.". "Byun Baekhyun!" she called over and over again as he keep on ignoring her until they reach school.   - "Yeonie!" my ears perked up at the call and I smiled at him, "Hi.". It had been two months since we first met —maybe not the first for him, a month since the flashback incident and we actually grew closer. But Baekhyun keep on convincing me about the similarities between me and Soyeon he knew. The flashback doesn't came back since then, maybe because I really am close with him in a different way. Still, I can't confirm that. It's whether a coincidence or there is more behind the flashbacks.    "Can I.. walk you home today?" he scratch the back of his neck awkwardly before I think for a while, "Have you ask Irene?". "Yes." came a quick answer, his cute grin came out on his face. "Okay then." I accept his offer making him grin widely, "Okay. After class.". "After class." I said before he disappeared from my sight.   "I really do like to repeat words huh?" I said to myself when I noticed what I did just now is the same as Baekhyun's Soyeon. I just can't stop. It's my habit and habits are hard to break. Once the bell rang, I quickly made my way to the classroom.    - "Let's go, shall we?" he questioned and I nod an okay. We started to walk to our home —it's the same neighborhood anyways. I walk a step behind him and kick a pebble that was in my way. I eyed him sometimes, re-confirming that it really is him, the Baekhyun I saw in my visions. And I'm sure it is him.   But what is our connection if we really have met? Am I really was born in Seoul? Gosh, since the day my mom found me in her bedroom, she just sit there like a security guard. And believe me, I never understand why.   "Baekhyun." I called and he turn his head to look at me almost immediately, "Yes?". "What is.. your connection with your Soyeon?" I asked, not caring the word 'your'. "Well…" he pursued his lips before smiling at me, "We are.. a couple.". That got me mouth hanged and I completely stopped my track.   "You gotta be kidding me, right?" I said and he laughed, "I'm serious. We are a couple.". The word 'we' hit me on the face, it felt like he was mentioning me and him. "Why?" I let out, and I don't even know why I let out a 'why' when I should be asking 'really'. Nah, it slipped out anyway. "Because.. we love each other?" he chuckled, "Why would we be a couple if we don't love each other? What type of question is that, yeon?"   "Psh, it just slipped out." I muttered lowly before I tripped over the pebble I kicked, I let out a short yelp before my face hit the ground, right on spot. Urgh, great.   "Are you okay?" he quickly bend down as he panicked, "Aish, next time don't you dare to kick a pebble, even a tiny rock.". I blew a raspberry, "Pfft, it just a pebble.". He glared at my little rebel and I zipped my mouth immediately. "Do you think you can walk?" he asked and I laughed at his concern, "What? You think a pebble can make people can't walk? You're a funny gu—!"   I fell down again but luckily he catch me right in time. He gave me a victorious smirk, "Yes. Come on, get on my back.". I pouted at my defeat before obediently got on his back. He started to stand up and walked, grunting maybe, because of my weight. I'm heavy and I can't deny that.   "Pfft, you don't need to grunt. I can walk if I want too." I said and he chuckled darkly, "Oh no, princess. I have done this for so many times because of a girl who really like to play with a pebble and ignored my advices.". He jump a bit to let me stay a bit higher making me yelped and I unconsciously let my hands drape over his shoulders. He then laughed, "She is a really stubborn girl, same like you. So the results of her stubbornness is I'm the one who carried her on my back, at least twice a month."   "Fine. I won't kick the pebbles again." I huffed and he shook his head, "She said the same too. But never did she stop.". "Well maybe because you guys are a couple, she wanted to get a piggyback without you noticing it." I stated and he let out a 'hm' before nodding his head, "Maybe."   As I started to get sleepy —I don't know why but it felt so comfortable behind his back, my head unconsciously rest on his shoulder, our cheeks brushed together. "Sleepy?" he asked and I hummed a 'hm', saying a yes. "Then sleep, it's okay.". I nod again before my eyelids, closes and…   "Baekhyun, can I sleep on your back?" I puffed my cheeks cutely and he chuckled, "Of course.". I let my head drop on his back, "I'm sorry for playing with the pebbles.", he laughed again, "Now you say it, you stubborn kid.". "But you love this stubborn kid!" I fight back making him chuckled, "You know I do."   What?   "Seriously? Why won't you follow my advices?"   "Baekhyun, I almost tripped. Almost!" I said and he shook his head, "Almost tripping is not an achievement, yeon."   "Baekhyun!"   I shut my eyes tightly as the sudden visions came. I let out a tiny whine at the back of my throat, telling Baekhyun that my head is hurt. "Yeon?" he look at me when I started to clawing my fingers on his shoulders, the pain is unbearable.   "Baekhyun, can I get a piggyback? I tripped."   "Baek, I tripped again."   "Baekhyun my feet hurt!"   "Hyun, I think I sprained my ankle."   "Stop.." I let out as now my tears are coming. Baekhyun fasten his steps to my house, trying to reach as fast as possible.   "Baekhyun.." I called and he let out a 'hm'. Our cheeks brushed together when I asked, "Do you ever regret meeting me?". "Of course not! Why would I?" he said in a 'that's-ridiculous' tone. "Really? I'm thankful then.." I said and he stopped his track. He look at me, our face is three inch further despite I'm being on his back. He look deep into my soul with his caring eyes, "Don't you believe me?". My mouth was zipped for a while before I look down, "Maybe..". "Why is that?" he questioned and I shook my head timidly, "I don't know. Maybe because you are good in fanservices.". He chuckled, "But I only love you. Fanservices are for fans. Look, which fan who get a fanservice like this?" he laughed mentioning to the piggyback. I smiled at him, "Me? I am your fan.". He nod his head, "Also my lover.". "I love you, Baekhyun." I said and his face inch closer towards me, "I love you too, Soyeon.". And so, our lips touched.   "We kissed." I said when the visions stop. By then I already crying on his back. "We kissed, Baek." I said as my tears fall down again. He look at me worriedly, "Wait a little bit. In just a minute, we'll arrive.". I let my head rest on his shoulder as I sobbed, repeating the same words, "We kissed.". He stay silent until we were about to reach my home, with one last time of the words slipped out of my mouth, he finally said, "I know."   He let me down and I stood up, eyes still on him. I knew that he felt wronged by saying that because I said the word 'we', meaning the both of us. Not him and her. But it just felt so right to say the word 'we'. Both of us now don't even know whether I really am Soyeon that Baekhyun is looking for, or I am the other Soyeon who owned the same face, name and attitude of her.    "I'm sorry." I let out as I think that he must have a hard time forgetting her, missing her. He loves her so much. I can see it in his eyes. The way he look at me.. it shows so much love. "It's the same." a voice at the back of my head said making I avert my eyes quickly.   "It's okay." he smiled, "But promise me you will go to the hospital. Even if you're sick of it. Please?". I hesitated for a second before I nod, "Promise."   "Dear?" my mom voiced were heard and both me and Baekhyun look towards my house's door. "Mom.." I let out before smiling at her, "Mom, this is Byun Baekhyun.". I introduced him to my mom. Once their eyes met, both of them had their mouth hang low.    "Ma'am.." Baekhyun let out like he knew my mom for a long time. Maybe..?   "Get in, Kim Soyeon!" my mom pulled me harshly into the house making I yelp at the pain on my wrist. "Mom!" I yelled as Baekhyun steps forward to my mom, "Ma'am why?". I noticed his eyes when he look at my mom, he looks so hurt. Just what the heck is this?   My mom zipped before she pushed Baekhyun making he backed away and closed the door shut. "Mom, you know him right?" I said and my mom sighed, "No. I told you to stay away from him. You are the one who said he is a psychopath! Are you crazy? What if he do something to you?!". "You are not answering th