Jiyong
LosersThis Chapter is fully written on Jiyong's POV
This is me who laid on the street just now, my name is Kwon Jiyong.
After my encounter with that certain blonde guy named Lee Seungri, I kinda run away from him because he seems like has this interest on me-- well not emotionally or physically but I was sure that guy is not really wanted to befriend with me.
Probably he just wanted to use me on something.
I have this thoughts because hell- who wanted to befriend with me? people didn't even dare to look at me to talk to me. He is the first, the first volunteer who dared to talk to me. Wow, I somehow surprised at his ability. Its not like I hate humans, no, I didn't hate humans-- or I like to prefer, other people. They are the one who hates me, I always see that looks on their eyes everytime I passed them, their eyes is full of hatred and disgusts. They hated me. And forever would be.
I walked on the same streets, wondering here everyday. I don't know why, there is no reason, no purpose, I just wanted to take a walk here everyday. I somehow like watching other people's eyes, searching for some humanity in them but for now, I found none.
But that Lee Seungri guy. . . I feel like I saw a little bit of sincere in his eyes.
Or it just me?
No, I can't believe anyone. I didn't even believe myself to believe anyone in particular.
I continue walk, walk and walk until I reached at the front of this certain female clothes shops that already closed, its already 6pm. Of course most of the shops here will be closed anytime. I stopped there, not that I wanted to stop but. . . I feel like someone is staring at me. This happens everyday, I always have this feeling. The feelings that someone is watching over me, watching all my actions in every positions. I wanted to run but. . . I still remained there. My legs feels like glued, I can't even move to walk away. . .
And then the feelings' coming, I feel like someone is standing beside me. . .
And also that person is staring at me, he stopped his tracks as I stopped mine. So that person is the one who always watching over me? my inner thoughts are so many that I didn't know what to consider as the truth, and this inner feeling in me, I feel like wanted to see who it is. Who is the person that following me day by day?
I remained there, I slowly move my sight and snapped my head at the direction in full speed. To see the person beside me, but what I see is not even what I thought of.
I see. . . . me.
I see myself reflecting on the glass. I sighed, I stared at myself- my reflection on the mirror in front of me, so this is why people are avoiding me? my face is terrible and scary. Like some evil creatures on earth.
I stared at my face too long until my head are suddenly spinning and it clicked. . .
Wait, this is definitely not me.
I saw something. . . My reflection on the mirror, is smirking at me?
He looked at me from head to toe, and uttered something that I couldn't hear. I put all of my courages as I leaned myself to the glass mirror, and what I've heard is. . . "Jiyong-ah. . ." his voice is something
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