Dear Diary. 

I am now, working. Status? Still single, Minggling? Yes, Well, How would you expect me to do everything in a right way? 

The answer would be a long story, But here I am writing again, as tunnel of excuses, pain, hurt and sufferings. 

It was way too odd that I write this things here, with this kind of emotion, Yeah Maybe I am that super duper emotional person again. 

But Please, Hear me out, I'm not playing now. I dont wanna play now, I wanted to change but i dont  know where to start. 

How would I? How should I?