he stood there again washing his face and scrubbing it with anger while looking at the mirror nothing new as he kept remembering all the memories he wanted so bad to forget like easing his face like this will help him wash all the scars away ----___--_--------_---------------_---------------------------- flash back~~~~~~ the drawing dates continued with the same claim that my handsome face couldn't be done in just one time but whether it my over confidence or a reality that the attraction was mutual I was happy like I haven't been since god knows when I suffered yes managed to make a great name for my self sure but I was never feeling like I own the world as I am with him and I kept thinking that I was still in my trance couldn't but believe that this is still a dream with the angel in them is sitting there toung sticking out in concentration was my imagination but as the sessions increased and with it a nice talk here and there and soon from the beauty art studio to his home over a heavenly dinner made by the same heavenly creature which brought me such awarmness I didn't understand cause I never experienced only to realize that it made me feel like I finally belong to a home and that made me finally realize that this wasn't a my imagination it was my dream comming to life in the firm of the angel with a home and so came the another step in my condo a place that I never let any one come to my heaven my home but I finally realized that this angel was them we sat there staring at the night stars talking about each other and the finished drawing lied on the table and I vmcame to know that the angel was a kim son of the richest man in whole Asia but no one knows because like my angel said it never gave him comfort how the people treat him when they know or how they lie just to get close to them which hurted him more than once and I was afraid that my angel would make adistance between us for the same reason I have never ashamed by how I am I was always confident about my self and all my hard work paid but I began to quisten my self but he put a palm upon my heart making all the worries go away with the simple words that he knows how am I good person from the inside and he can see my sincerity and I came to realize how beautiful he was from the inside and so came with it the courage to ask for a real date for which I received alight slap to my arms and took you long enough as an answer and then came our first real date and others followed and with it our relationship progressing more and more with our love increasing it wasn't an easy trip we met a lot of hardship but it only made us stronger my angel held us together I always thought of him as afragile one in continuous need of my protection but he proved how strong he is and kept us strong in front the storms I had a place to call a home and a family to call my own with him and we only waited for our big day only for that tornado that came our way and turned all our happiness upside down a storm neither me and him was able to stand ourgrounds in front of it nor expect and with it came my perfect dream with all my life fall apart and we was left with what ifs