Dear diary,

So today i feel compeletely better, no more sick maknae who is so clingy and whiny, but to be honest, i kinda avoid jimin hyung today, its not that i dislike him or what, but i just feel awkward after what we did the last two days, i mean i was so clingy to him and thats so embarrassing, and i dont want him to get the wrong idea, i feel like if i dont avoid him he will think that i am originally clingy and whiny, but no, i am not, okay maybe i am a little bit whiny but i am not clingy at all, especially with a guy that i barely know

All day long i do realize that jimin hyung keep trying to make conversation to me but i just answer him with a yes or a no then i excuse myself to do something else, well i do know that my change of attitude shows, and i am confusing all of the hyungs, especially jimin hyung, but i gotta do this or they will think i am the whiny and clingy maknae and ew no, i dont want them to think of me like that, okay?

After doing practice like usual (only that i am stuck with namjoon and yoongi hyung all day in order to avoid jimin hyung and jin hyung is like sticking on jimin hyung's side probably to make him feel that he is not alone or something) we come back to the dorm and have dinner, when we are having a dinner namjoon hyung told us that there is going to be a new member, but its not the last member, his name was uh i dont actually remember kim baehyun or taehyun or something like that, but all i remember is that h