Dear diary,

Today i dont feel really well, i dont know why but since i woke up this morning i feel like everything around me was spinning, at first i thought it was just a usual headache, and that it will go away after some hours, but its not even until now, the headache is just become worse and worse, but of course i didnt tell my hyung about it, i dont wanna make them worried, or even worst i dont want today practiced got cancelled just because of me, so i try to endure all the pain throught out the day, i think i was doing quite a good job, because even jin hyung doesnt even realize it, but actually there is one hyung that is creeping me out, yep, who else could it be? of course is Jimin hyung.

I dont know if he realize that i am trying to endure the pain that i am feeling right now or just plainly creepy, but i think the second one was the right answer because noone actually realize that i am sick, even jin hyung, the eomma of the group, so jimin hyung must not know about it as well, he is just creepy.

He keep staring at me the whole time, it giving me chills i swear, i try my best to avoid him but always end up having him beside me again and again, he keep trying to make some conversation and i am being a good dongsaeng of course, talk with him but not for long, i keep finding an excuse to get away from him.

Just then after i wrote that i felt guilty, why did i keep avoiding him? he didnt do anything wrong, he is just a little bit too c