What the hell was I thinking? WAKE UP HYEJEONG!

I didn’t know what was happening to me. Since second grade all I had ever thought about was being an idol. I worked hard and slowly perfected my own style. I was tough, I was persistent and I was definitely not going to let anyone, girl or boy, stand in my way. Now that I think about it, I had never even thought about the idea of liking someone, let alone loving someone. I was so focused on my own goals that the idea of giving time to someone else didn’t really cross my mind.

Although I was a big fan of girl groups I hadn’t really looked at the members in any way other than my own competition. The same goes for the girls I was training with at FNC. They were just competitors in this crazy, fast paced lifestyle. They were cute, some even beautiful, but I had never felt like I was attracted to any of them. As far as I was concerned I was basically aual. I had never really harbored any feelings towards boys in high school either, so the idea of liking someone to the extent of wanting to explore their body was a foreign concept to me.

But right now, I didn’t know what was happening to me. My stomach fluttered at the sight of this girl. Who was she? She was cute, almost as tall as myself, with long dark hair. She had an air of innocence about her, something fresh and new, unlike a lot of the other girls that I had grown accustomed to seeing every day. I must have looked like a real fool, standing there