What?

What?

What?

What?

That question was the first thought that came to my mind after what Yuri said.

… I was in utter disbelief.

My mind just seems to be unable to decipher what the hell I just heard. It can’t believe, rather… I can’t believe the fact that she is engaged. The possibility of my escapades with her being nothing but a façade escapes my mind.

Maybe… Yuri is wrong?

She might have already broken her engagement.

A misunderstanding?

I can’t help but rationalize. I want to believe that it isn’t true, that it was a mistake or perhaps a prank of Yuri.

But no, I admit that Yuri is quite mischievous but she wouldn’t stoop so low for a prank.

Why?

After the disbelief… is confusion.

Why did she do that?

Why did she make me feel something like this?

Why am I attracted to her so fast?

Why do I have to feel this way?

Why am I feeling like my heart was being tore apart whenever I think that someone else have the right to embrace her?

Why can’t I call her mine? 

Why am I feeling cheated?

Why am I feeling