Reaching 9: Thoughts
My Star
"My name is Jimin Park. My life looks perfect but in reality, it isn't. Eventhough I'm rich, popular and known for my amazing skills in dancing, I can say that my life is incomplete. Knowing that the person I want to notice me, doesn't know about my existence, I can say I'm not complete at all.
But I didn't know that miracle would happened. Earlier, I was hugging Suga so tight. He was my first love, my only one. And I can't believe I was with him .. hugging him. It may look like a dream, but fortunately, it isn't it.
He looks so fine now. He gained weight and became smarter than ever. But I'm glad he's still the same Suga I fell inlove with. The same Syub I tease since we were still kiddos. I'm really thankful that I get to see him again ...."
He felt his heart's crashed into pieces. Suga didn't noticed that tears were already streaming in his face. He isn't a crybaby. Never is. But because of Jimin, he did cry, for the very first time..
He was supposed to feel flattered and all, but he didn't feel it. Instead, he felt regrets, surrow and pain.
He was so damn hurt. It was too quick. It happened so fast. He didn't even notice how and why Jimin's ...
gone ...
He can't believe all of these anymore. He wishes that all of these happenings weren't real.
He even pinched his chubby cheeks to see if he's dreaming or not ...
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Happiness ..
Sometimes we feel it temporarily or in a short period of time because sadness comes over that quick ..
Sometimes, it looks like a dream and isn't real. It was so unbelievable that reality may not seem like it.
For Suga, he doesn't know what kind of happiness was it. Maybe an illusion, perhaps.
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