Annyeong,

Hyung this is me jungkook, you still remember me right? Hehe i miss all of you hyung, am i missed as well?

Anyway hyung, its been so long huh? Five years right? Wah jin hyung you are old now- just kidding hyung:)

Hyung, i know you are probably mad at me for dissapearing and never contacted any of you, or maybe you hate me? I'm sorry hyung, i'm sorry

Hyung, i dont want to leave as well

But i have to.

Hyung, remember when i whine about my head hurts after BTS begins? I go to the hospital with manager hyung after that right? And manager hyung said i just overwork myself right? I'm sorry hyung, he lied, i told him to.

I am suffering from cancer hyung

But dont worry hyung its okay, i've accept this fact from a long time ago

I dissapear from all of you in order to not make any of you sad or find out about my illness, but then again i just realize i will eventually gone, and i dont want to be gone without saying goodbye to my favorite hyungs ever

Hyung, when you receive this that is means that i already am gone

I'm sorry for showing up again in your life just to bring that kind of news

Jin hyung, mama, eomma, hi hyung! I heard that you have a girlfriend now, is that true hyung? How is she like? Is she nice? Ah i bet she is. She is so lucky to get my hyung! Ah how i wish i can meet her, but still its good at least now i know you can love a real person other than mario. Anyway hyung i miss your cooking so much! Hospital foods hyung its so plain. Oh and hyung your vocal is so great its improved so well! Its so jaw dropping! Last but not least, be patient with another hyung, just smack their head when they get too noisy haha. Live well hyung, i love you and miss you (and your cooking)

Yoongi hyung, ah you must want to kill me right now for dissapearing and making you worry, i still get 50+ missed call from you until yesterday, sorry for not picking up hyung, i'm not brave enough to face you, anyway i heard your songs about me hyung, i really love it hyung, its beautiful, why are you so good at producing songs? Sigh you never really taught me how to make a song as great as yours. Hyung i have so much respect for you and your music, you know that right? i hope you keep making a great music. Anyway hyung live well and be happy, i love and miss you

Hoseok hyung, hi hobie hyung, are you still the old jhope i know? I hope you are, you are probably going to be the one who cry the hardest when reading this, i'm sorry for that hyung. Hyung can you do me a favor? Please still be the cheerful jhope hyung i know and be the hope for another hyungs, okay? Anyway your dance performance at MAMA last year was sick hyung, i try to do that but get scolded by nurse here, . Hyung you are my- our- angel, and hope, always:) dont cry too much, i love yo