A/n : I found this in my draft oh my god this is-- i think i was drunk when i wrote this lmaoooo, but yeah i decide to post it anyway, sorry if this is a trash

Its always been like this, jungkook rejecting jimin, jimin keep trying to get his attention, its always been like that, even the fans know that, theres a thousand jokes about the whole jungkook rejecting jimin all over the internet, its not that jimin doesnt understand that his fans means no harms by making all of those jokes, but he cant help and feel hurting because of that

jimin is standing in the front of their dorm's door, its 3am, everyone is asleep, but he cant even close his eyes and fall asleep, one tear rolling down his cheek as he once again remember what jungkook on the interview

"Of course i like jimin hyung" "Really?" "Yes really!"

A smile curved on jimin's lips, a bitter one.

Fanservice is a must when you are one of the most famous groups that exist in the industry, and jimin understand that, he undestand why jungkook has to said that, for them, for the fans, for the shipper

Being rejected by jungkook hurts, being ignored by jungkook hurts, but hearing those lies come from him is hurting him the most, because damn, it feels like jimin is eating a sweet poison whenever he heard a loveable words comes from jungkook's mouth, it feels like jimin is getting killed by the sweetest killer weapon when jungkook give him an affection, be it a hug or just a simple skinship.

Because jimin knows, he knows, that at the end of the day, its all just a fanservice, and theres nothing he could do with his broken heart

"Jimin hyung has a really nice eyes"

he take one step