I sat on the cafe where we used to go back then, with your favorite hot chocolate on my hand, untouched, i keep staring at it.

"Hot chocolate is a great beverages hyung, you know chocolate got this thing that can make you happy while something warm like hot chocolate can make your mind be at peace, especially in a rainy day like this, you can be happy and peace at the same time" those words are ringing in my head, smiling at my own imagination i see my tears fall down on to the untouched hot chocolate.

I turn my head to my right at the window to see the rain was pouring down, i felt a painful wound in my heart as i wipe some tears that escaped from my eyes.

"Hyung, lets make a promise, in every our anniversary lets go to this cafe and drink hot chocolate together!" anothe words ring again in my head, making it hard to me to hold my tears

"I'm here jungkook-ah, its supposed to be our 7th anniversary" i said at the empty seat in front of me, realizing that i talk to nothing but an empty air i broke down crying, not even caring about my surrounding

"Where are you?" i whisper between my sobs

Its been 3 years since i broke up with jungkook, and i cant blame him, it was my fault, it was my fault that i cheated on him with hoseok hyung, it was all my fault, i let go of someone that is so perfect just for a one night lust, and that whats ed me up the most, that it was all my fault, that i have noone to blame but my self

"If only i didnt make you cry that day, you would be in front of me right now, arent you?" again i talk to the empty seat in front of me

Wiping all of my tears i laugh at my own stupidity, i was just about to stand up from my seat and go home when i see someone familiar walked towards me

"YAH JIMINNIE!" He yelled while running towards me and hug me

"Taetae? what are you doing? when did you arrive in korea?" i asked while hugging my old bestfriend who moves to america when he was 10 for a moment i f