If You're Not Inside Me, I'll Put My Future In You

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Basically a one shot of Tao/Sehun wih pregnant Sehun.

Written purely out of boredom. Don't like, don't read!

And there will be swearing in this. just so you are warned.

I wrote this when I should have been sleeping. Oh well, sleep is for the weak.

Enjoy!!

Foreword

 

 

{Edited}

 

 

Tao lay on the couch in his and Sehun's shared apartment, with Sehun lay in his arms, the younger boy finishing an entire chocolate bar which he had only opened 30 seconds ago. Tao smiled, remembering the first time he met his boyfriend, and how so much had happened in the past 2 years. Sehun was completely ingrossed in the film currently playing on the television, his hands placed gently on his baby bump. Tao felt his heart burst with pride at his pregnant boyfriend and how beautiful he was, even if he constantly complained about is huge stomach and the other fat he had gain in the past 8 or 9 months. Tao thought he was ridiculous. Sehun was so beautiful to him, even with a little extra weight to throw around. Tao couldn't wait to get Sehun in bed tonight, his soft pants filling the room as Tao genly layed him down and fu-

"Tao?" Sehun's voice suddenly snapped Tao out of his thoughts.

"Yeah, babe?" Tao asked, smiling down at his boyfriend

"Do you think we will have any more kids after She arrives?" Sehun pointed at his baby lovingly.

"Yeah, I think we definitley will." Tao wrapped his arms around Sehuns waist and rubbed his stomach, earning a kick for their unborn daughter.

"How many do you think we'll have?" Sehun looked at Tao, eyes shining.

"I don't know, three," Tao started to gently tickle his boyfriend, kissing his neck as he did. "Four. Five. Six!" Sehun laughed at the contact. He pushed himself off the couch, stretching his arms behind his head as he stood.

"Where you going babe?" Tao asked.

"I'm just getting a drink, Tao, i'll be back in a second."

"You sit down babe, I'll get it for y-"

"No, you stay here, you have been running 'round after me all day, not to mention what you've done for me in the last 8 months. And I need to stretch my legs a bit anyway. Do you want anything?"

"Can I have a kiss before you leave me?"

"I'm only going to the kitchen, not across the country!" Sehun rolled his eyes leaning in to kiss the older boy anyway.

"I love you, Sehunnie!" Tao called as his boyfriend left him. Sehun hummed in response.

Tao picked up his wallet from the coffee table in front of him, smileing when he opened it and was met with the dazzing ultrasound of his daughter. He couldn't wait to be a parent. Neither could Sehun. Only a couple more weeks to go. Tao thought to himself. His iner-monologue was interrupted when he heard a crash and a cry of pain from the kitchen.

Without hesitation Tao leaped up from the couch, rushing to the kitchen where the first thing he saw was water in a puddle on the floor, peices of glass smashed everywhere.

"Baby, did you cut yourself? C'mere let me see." Tao walked over to Sehun, who was gripping the counter.

"No, urgh, I think the baby's coming.." Sehun gritted his teeth, trying to hold back a moan.

"What?" Tao asked in shock.

"Oh ! I'm having contactions, Tao..."

", really?" Tao gripped onto his boyfriends waist. He noticed that Sehun's pale grey sweatpants were drenched, like the younger boy had wet himself.

"Oh god. Okay baby, just take deep breaths, I'm gonna get you to the hosital in time, I promise baby. It's gonna be okay..." Tao rubbed Sehun's arm reassuringly as the youngest boy swallowed oxygen like a drowning man. "Did you pack a hospital bag, babe?"

"Yeah its- OH GOD! " Sehun grabbed onto Tao's hand. "It's by the bedside t-table... Please hurry, Tao, please...."

"Okay, babe, you stay here, I'll be back in just a second." Tao flew up the stairs, getting the bag and a dry pair of pants for Sehun before rapidly skidding down the stairs again, nearly falling down the flight in the process.

"You ok babe?" Tao rubbed Sehun's back soothingly.

"Yeah, h-help me get out of these..." Tao helped Sehun without hesitation, letting him lean on him and helping put the clean pair on.

" Kay, Sweetie?" Tao asked the younger man, rubbing his shoulders

"Mhmm, j-just get me to the h-hospital..." Sehun trailed off, groaning as the intense pain spread around his lower back.

Tao held sehuns trembling hand and threaded his other arm around the smaller boy's waist, slinging the bag over his shoulder as he guided his boyfriend to his car and making sure he was comfortable before throwing the bag into the back, hopping into the drivers seat and speeding of down the drive and to the hospital.

 

"You okay baby? You doing so well, so so good darling..." tao tried to comfort his boyfriend as he screamed in pure agony, a couple of tears rolling down his face.

"We're nearly there sweetie, not long to go now..."

"Tao, we're not gonna make it in time-" Sehun whined for a few minutes before returning to his sentence. "I can feel her-ARGH...GOD!, she's coming! I need to push, gotta-urgh! gotta push Tao....." Sehun screamed, throwing his head back against the head rest, clutching his rock-hard stomach.

"Just hold on baby, we're here now..." Tao pulled into an empty parking space. leaping out of the car, and helping Sehun out. Sehun tried to stop screaming out as they entered the hospital, biting his lip to stop noise pouring out of his mouth.

"Hi I'm Huang Zitao, my boyfriend Oh Sehun is in labour." Tao rubbed Sehuns back as he leaned agianst the reception desk, breathing in out deeply.

"Okay, if you could just follow Hana, she take you to your room. A midwife should be here in just a moment." The receptionist smiled, typing into her computer as a nurse, Hana, offered a wheelchair to Sehun, who sat down gratefully. Tao followed as Hana pushed Sehun down the long corridor.

"Is this your first?" She asked smiling at Sehun.

"Yeah..." Sehun tried to kep a straight face, but failed, groaning loudly as more pain from the contractions ripped through his body.

Sehuns midwife was already in the room, smiling as Hana wheeled a groaning Sehun into the room, Tao following close behind.

"Hello, I'm Krystal, your midwife wasn't available tonight, so i will be delivering your baby." She smiled. Sehun looked alarmed.

"No no no, I need Yoona. Why isn't she here? I need her, she told me she would be here. She promised me!She's the only one who knows what my birth plan is- OH GOD!" Sehun screamed, clasping his stomach.

"Yoona is attending to another patient tonight Sehun. I assure I have checked your birth plan, and I will do everything in my power to make sure we stick to it." She maintained her smile. "Now we need you to get up on the bed, and then we can measure how far dialated you are, and we can look at getting you an epidural, okay honey?" Krystal smiled again at Sehun, who looked at Tao for reasurrence. Tao nodded, helping Sehun out of his chair.

"Okay, here is your hospital gown. Put this on, and we can start!" Krystal said turning away and organising her eqiupment. Tao helped  Sehun into his hospital gown and onto the bed, muttering encouragement to him the enitre time while Krystal got to work measuring Sehun.

"Okay, Sehun, It looks like you are already 9cm dilalated, which means you are to far into your labour to have the epidural." Krystal explained. Sehun shook his head, panic settling in his bones.

"No! I need the epidural - Urgh! I'll stop pushing, I'll stop...there's more time, I know there is!" Sehun cried. Tao couldn't bear to see his boyfirend in pain. "Please, you said you would stick to his birth plan. You need to give him the pain relief. It's killling him!"

"i'm sorry sir, but that just isn't possible. We are gonna give you the entenox, it is here for your to use all you want." Hana handed Sehun the gas mask, and Sehun was so desperate for relief he breathed in deeply.

"That's it. The deeper you breathe in, the faster it works..." Sehun kept breathing deeply, more tears falling at the pain. 

"That's it, Sehunnie. You're doing so well baby." Tao held Sehun's hand tight.

"I-it's not working. I can feel everything!" Sehun gasped as more pain ripped through him.

"Just keep breathing Sehun. You are doing great." Krystal cheered.

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Ten minutes later, and Sehun was fully dialated. Krystal and Hana were holding his legs, encouraging the boy as he screamed.

"Just a couple more pushes, Sehun, and we're there!" Hana beamed.

" THIS HURT SO ING MUCH! ARGH!!" Sehun gripped Tao's hand tightly.

"It's ok, honey. It's okay-"

"THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT TO BASTARD! You and your ing high drive! YOU SHOULD BE HERE INSTEAD OF ME!" Sehun shouted at Tao, who stayed glued to his side, rubbing his shoulder.

"I'm so sorry baby. I know it hurts, but your nearly there. I'm so proud of you baby." Tao kissed Sehuns head as he screamed again.

"Sehun, on this next contraction we need you to push as hard as you can." Krystal cheered.

 "Okay, One, Two Three, Push now Sehun!" Hana said as Sehun pushed as hard as he could. "That's it! Keep going!"

"I can see her head, Babe! She's nearly here!" Tao stated happily to Sehun.

"Just one more push, and you will both be parents!" Krystal said.

"! I CAN'T DO IT! I, I can't Tao!" Sehun looked at the older boy crying fresh tears,

"Yes you can, baby."

"NO! I can't do this, I'm not- I'm not strong enough!" Sehun cried, gritting his teeth.

"You can sweetie, you can. You're nearly there!" Tao encouraged his boyfriend. "You're doing so well. I'm so proud of you. Just a couple more, babe. You can do it!" Tao moved Sehuns sweat-soaked hair from his eyes and kissed him on the lips. Sehun nodded at his lovers encouragement.

"Three, Two, One, Now Sehun!" The midwife called, and sehun pushed as hard as he could, crushing Tao's hand and screaming blue murder as he heard the incoherant words fly past him.

"Well done, Sehun, you just need to pass the shoulders."

"You're doing so well!"

"Oh my god babe, She's so beautiful!" Tao reattatched himself to Sehun, who was still pushing, when a high-pitched squeal filled the room.

"Congratulations! your little girl is finally here!"

Sehun sighed, throwing his head back in exhuastion. He looked over at Tao, who was now crying as he saw his daughter for the first time.

"Who's holding her first?" Krystal asked as she wrapped the new arrival in a blanket.

"Me. Definitley me after all that." Sehun tried to sit up, Tao instantly helping, propping pillows behind his beautiful boyfriend as Sehun held his arms out. Holding his daughter for the first time stirred up something inside Sehun. He couldn't explain the feeling, all he knew was that he would fight tigers to protect his little girl. 

Katerin Mali Zitao was born 6th April, and weighed a healthy 7lb.

Later that night, when Sehun had long since passed out with exhaustion, Tao stood next to the bed where Sehun slept, holding his baby daughter and whispering the first of many amazing stories in her tiny ear, non by farthe most magical as what Tao had just witnessed: His favourite person becoming two at long last. He couldn't wait to grow old with Sehun, and watch Katerin grow with them. But for now, the future seemed too far away to comprehend, and Tao was stuck in the beautiful now, with his gorgeous Katerin and beautiful boyfriend, and he couldn't feel happier if he tried.

 

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Just to point out, i am 15 yrs old. I have never had a child, and what i know about childbirth comes from my GCSE child developement lessons and the films and TV I have seen (Knocked Up, Juno and Glee to name but a few), so forgive me if some of the details are incorrect.

I also have literally NO IDEA of how mpreg works, so if it seemes unrealistic, just tell me how to improve it.

I hope you enjoyed. Tao and Sehun are one of my fav power couples.

Please feel free to comment opinions or thoughts down below, and as aways, thanks for reading. It means a lot!

xxxxxx

 

 

 

 

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EccentricEmerald #1
This is nicely written. I love it!
ela63097
#2
It is good actually:) Fighting!!!