Goodbye
Goodbye
Haneul's POV
Flashback
" haneul ah , dont be mad.. Its about dongwoo "
Whenever someone mention his name , my heart went ; dugeun dugeun dugeun
" what up with our best friends?"
" he .. "
She sipped her drink ,
" asked me out "
That time , i feel like the entire sky fell onto me . I can't breathe . I almost slipped my drink from my hand . My body felt numb . I cant move .
" haneul ah , dont be mad.. Its about dongwoo "
Whenever someone mention his name , my heart went ; dugeun dugeun dugeun
" what up with our best friends?"
" he .. "
She sipped her drink ,
" asked me out "
That time , i feel like the entire sky fell onto me . I can't breathe . I almost slipped my drink from my hand . My body felt numb . I cant move .
Why must everything is you , Lee Hyorin ? you have been stealing my spotlight eversince we're being friends .
But , i admitted that i can't live without you . You're the one and only best friend for me after Dongwoo . I know you're a bit cocky but ... You always there for me .
With my trembling lips , i sipped my drink to look cool .
" do you still like him ?"
How can you ask that question ! Of course yes ... But there is desperate tone in your voice telling me to answer you 'no'
My heart was crying when i forced my throat to say this ;
" no . "
I didn't know that a simple word can be this hurt .
" really ?"
You beamed with those shinness in your eyes . I simply nodded with my emotionless eyes .
End of the flashback.
That weekend Woohyun came. Who is he? He is my cousin , the not blood related sibling
" do you still like him ?"
How can you ask that question ! Of course yes ... But there is desperate tone in your voice telling me to answer you 'no'
My heart was crying when i forced my throat to say this ;
" no . "
I didn't know that a simple word can be this hurt .
" really ?"
You beamed with those shinness in your eyes . I simply nodded with my emotionless eyes .
End of the flashback.
That weekend Woohyun came. Who is he? He is my cousin , the not blood related sibling
. No romantic relationship except we're counting on each other .
" wow ! You really changed ! "
He stood there at the door , surprised at me , i gave him a weak smile.
" i thought you're just kidding when you telling me that you're going to diet"
He poke my cheek . " what ?! No baby fat cheeks already" he pouted
I just rolled my eyes . Suddenly he took my wrist and pulled me down to couch . " i think this is more than just a diet " he gave me his serious facial .
" wow ! You really changed ! "
He stood there at the door , surprised at me , i gave him a weak smile.
" i thought you're just kidding when you telling me that you're going to diet"
He poke my cheek . " what ?! No baby fat cheeks already" he pouted
I just rolled my eyes . Suddenly he took my wrist and pulled me down to couch . " i think this is more than just a diet " he gave me his serious facial .
" spill it out " he hold my hands and look into my eyes , full of concerness. My dried and chapped lips started to tremble
" he ... Is not .. Mine anymore "
With that i broke down in front of Woohyun . all he do was hug me and comforted me . Telling me that he always there for me . For me , my .
There you guys are , hugging and cuddling in front of me .
I feel like i wanna break down in front of you two . I cannot endure this anymore , so i left that place , an obvious yet oblivious to you guys excuse slipped from my tounge that time .
" if you're going to StarBucks , buy us Americano "
How funny Dongwoo .. You still can ordering me around when i just about to cry ?!
After a few steps away from that place , i bent down to my knees . My stomach made this weird pain again . My already sore eyes became blurry ... This pain ... Only God knows how it hurts .
" he ... Is not .. Mine anymore "
With that i broke down in front of Woohyun . all he do was hug me and comforted me . Telling me that he always there for me . For me , my .
There you guys are , hugging and cuddling in front of me .
I feel like i wanna break down in front of you two . I cannot endure this anymore , so i left that place , an obvious yet oblivious to you guys excuse slipped from my tounge that time .
" if you're going to StarBucks , buy us Americano "
How funny Dongwoo .. You still can ordering me around when i just about to cry ?!
After a few steps away from that place , i bent down to my knees . My stomach made this weird pain again . My already sore eyes became blurry ... This pain ... Only God knows how it hurts .
Im not me anymore . I lost appetite , my skin looks paller , i don't talk as much as i used to ... Cheerful , Annoyying , bubbly haneul is gone . Nobody noticed ? Yes nobody except Woohyun .
Even dongwoo didnt noticed, he is too contented with his 6 monthed- Girlfriend . Also my mystery illness ... It comes more often now..
I lied flat on my bed . Look at the white and empty ceiling ; seems like my heart . Its so empty . Maybe its not just because of Dongwoo , its my best friend too ... I lost them .. No , they lost me .
4:43 am .
I got another insomnia , since i ate unbalanced diet .
Being a morron i am , i went through our old pictures ... Prepare your eyes , haneul .
there was a picture with three of us , as usual , Hyorin be our 'er'
Flashback
" dongwoo ah ! Meet my my best friend , Lee Hyorin . Hyorin sshi , meet my best best best friend , Jang Dongwoo ! "
From Those looks each other , i knew that i did a very wrong decision .
End of the flashback
There is a picture of dongwoo and me , eating ice cream like mad people . Our face were almost covered with ice cream .
" pabo dongwoo.... "
I found myself chuckling , after a long time
Flashback
" me or her ? "
Dongwoo asked me while holding my wrist . I tilted my head to the side ,
" me or her , you like the most ? ! "
He asked me with his unfamous gummy smile ; that make my heart skipped a beat
" hmmmmmmmm "
He started to pout ,
" of course you "
He pump his fist on the air and whispered ' i love you , my bestfriend' in my ear .
I lied flat on my bed . Look at the white and empty ceiling ; seems like my heart . Its so empty . Maybe its not just because of Dongwoo , its my best friend too ... I lost them .. No , they lost me .
4:43 am .
I got another insomnia , since i ate unbalanced diet .
Being a morron i am , i went through our old pictures ... Prepare your eyes , haneul .
there was a picture with three of us , as usual , Hyorin be our 'er'
Flashback
" dongwoo ah ! Meet my my best friend , Lee Hyorin . Hyorin sshi , meet my best best best friend , Jang Dongwoo ! "
From Those looks each other , i knew that i did a very wrong decision .
End of the flashback
There is a picture of dongwoo and me , eating ice cream like mad people . Our face were almost covered with ice cream .
" pabo dongwoo.... "
I found myself chuckling , after a long time
Flashback
" me or her ? "
Dongwoo asked me while holding my wrist . I tilted my head to the side ,
" me or her , you like the most ? ! "
He asked me with his unfamous gummy smile ; that make my heart skipped a beat
" hmmmmmmmm "
He started to pout ,
" of course you "
He pump his fist on the air and whispered ' i love you , my bestfriend' in my ear .
my heart broke into pieces . yes , we're just BESTFRIEND .
but still , i swear , i feel like i wanna kiss you .. And reply you ' i love you too , my lover '
but still , i swear , i feel like i wanna kiss you .. And reply you ' i love you too , my lover '
End of the flashback
When im about to wipe my tears , suddenly this weird pain attacking my stomach and even worse , my back too .
I bit my lower lip to avoid myself from screaming of this major pain .With my trembling body , i try to move my body to reach my phone that was at the edge of the bed .
" aaaaaaahh ! "
That was the loudest scream i made so far . The pain getting more worse , now it attacking my chest , i cant breathe . My hand reached at the edge of the mattress and i pulled it . My phone dropped to the ground made a loud thud , but i don't worry about it anymore . I pressed the number 1 speed dail to anyone ; Woohyun .
" hello ? "
The other line spoke up
I cant speak since the pain took over my body .
" haneul ? Are you okay ? You 're not contacting me anymore these days , why ? Hello ? "
" woo- hyun- i cant... "
Everything went black after that .
Narrator's POV
Upon hearing that , woohyun immidietly called dongwoo to go check on haneul . Somewhere in his heart telling Him to go faster , so he drove to haneul's house really fast . As soon as he reached , he saw haneul was collasped with her eyes all white . Woohyun pick up haneul in bridal style and drove to hospital .
When woohyun driving his car , Haneul opened her fluttering eyelids . "woohyun--?"
" Haneul ?!!!! Hold on ! Hold it a bit okay ! "
" man-manhi ap-apphaseo" ( so hurtful )
Woohyun hold Haneul's hand gently while driving . They dont know why but the hospital seems so far but in fact , it was just a few kilometers away.
" nam ah , "
Woohyun can see haneul was smiling weakly with her faint , dry and chapped lips .
" tell them-- to be hap--ppy .. "
haneul said , trembling . She dont know why but she felt so cold . The pain become more worse but she just let it be . .
" and nam--namstar.. Th-thanks"
" no no no no , dont thanks now ! You can make it ! Hold it haneul ah ! Please please ! For them.. And me..!"
The tears keep streaming down , but the smile keep appears on Haneul's face .
" i love you "
With that , she smiles and close her tired eyes .
" dont close your eyes haneul ! Dont you dare !!! "
Woohyun already started to cry at the driver sit . And keep mumbling ' dont give up ' to haneul who was already 'sleep'
" you're just sleeping, right ?"
" com'on talk to oppa "
Every sentences he said , the tears kept streaming on his perfect cheekbones then to his jawline then to his lap.
Soon, he managed to stop at the emergency ward .
Dongwoo reached at Haneul's house . He went to her room and found their pictures are everywhere . Sudden sore throat and eyes attacking him . Bit by bit , tears forming . Soon his phone vibrates ,
" hyung- "
Woohyun's sentence got cut by his own sobs .
" haneul -- "
Soon he heard the younger boy broke down .
" no no.. please say she is okay .. "
" we're too late "
Dongwoo's knees weakening , soon it brought him on the floor . The phone slipped from his hand.
~
He put down the lavendar on the tombstone .
" if i noticed it, a bit earlier .. Maybe .. We still can change everything .. Im sorry .. "
" dongwoo jalgi ahh .. "
Hyorin calmed down her 2 years husband who is on the verge of tears .
" we will visit you again . "
Dongwoo smile and walked away from that place with his small family.
Woohyun came after that . He put the white roses on the tombstone
" today is the date that you left us 3 years ago ... "
He traced the name with his long and beautiful fingers .
" it gives me a big impacts.. I got a huge depression but managed to get over it .. "
" even though we didnt have lovey dovey relationship"
Woohyun chuckled to himself " i love you , as your the only sibling and ... As a man "
That was the loudest scream i made so far . The pain getting more worse , now it attacking my chest , i cant breathe . My hand reached at the edge of the mattress and i pulled it . My phone dropped to the ground made a loud thud , but i don't worry about it anymore . I pressed the number 1 speed dail to anyone ; Woohyun .
" hello ? "
The other line spoke up
I cant speak since the pain took over my body .
" haneul ? Are you okay ? You 're not contacting me anymore these days , why ? Hello ? "
" woo- hyun- i cant... "
Everything went black after that .
Narrator's POV
Upon hearing that , woohyun immidietly called dongwoo to go check on haneul . Somewhere in his heart telling Him to go faster , so he drove to haneul's house really fast . As soon as he reached , he saw haneul was collasped with her eyes all white . Woohyun pick up haneul in bridal style and drove to hospital .
When woohyun driving his car , Haneul opened her fluttering eyelids . "woohyun--?"
" Haneul ?!!!! Hold on ! Hold it a bit okay ! "
" man-manhi ap-apphaseo" ( so hurtful )
Woohyun hold Haneul's hand gently while driving . They dont know why but the hospital seems so far but in fact , it was just a few kilometers away.
" nam ah , "
Woohyun can see haneul was smiling weakly with her faint , dry and chapped lips .
" tell them-- to be hap--ppy .. "
haneul said , trembling . She dont know why but she felt so cold . The pain become more worse but she just let it be . .
" and nam--namstar.. Th-thanks"
" no no no no , dont thanks now ! You can make it ! Hold it haneul ah ! Please please ! For them.. And me..!"
The tears keep streaming down , but the smile keep appears on Haneul's face .
" i love you "
With that , she smiles and close her tired eyes .
" dont close your eyes haneul ! Dont you dare !!! "
Woohyun already started to cry at the driver sit . And keep mumbling ' dont give up ' to haneul who was already 'sleep'
" you're just sleeping, right ?"
" com'on talk to oppa "
Every sentences he said , the tears kept streaming on his perfect cheekbones then to his jawline then to his lap.
Soon, he managed to stop at the emergency ward .
Dongwoo reached at Haneul's house . He went to her room and found their pictures are everywhere . Sudden sore throat and eyes attacking him . Bit by bit , tears forming . Soon his phone vibrates ,
" hyung- "
Woohyun's sentence got cut by his own sobs .
" haneul -- "
Soon he heard the younger boy broke down .
" no no.. please say she is okay .. "
" we're too late "
Dongwoo's knees weakening , soon it brought him on the floor . The phone slipped from his hand.
~
He put down the lavendar on the tombstone .
" if i noticed it, a bit earlier .. Maybe .. We still can change everything .. Im sorry .. "
" dongwoo jalgi ahh .. "
Hyorin calmed down her 2 years husband who is on the verge of tears .
" we will visit you again . "
Dongwoo smile and walked away from that place with his small family.
Woohyun came after that . He put the white roses on the tombstone
" today is the date that you left us 3 years ago ... "
He traced the name with his long and beautiful fingers .
" it gives me a big impacts.. I got a huge depression but managed to get over it .. "
" even though we didnt have lovey dovey relationship"
Woohyun chuckled to himself " i love you , as your the only sibling and ... As a man "
" this love .. I will keep it in my heart for eternal"
( credit to the owner of the picture <3)
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