May 17, 2013

It was a nightmare seeing you like this. 

Everytime I see you trying to gasp for air, everytime I hear you sob and cry, everytime I see tears flowing down you're cheeks. 

It was hard for me too seeing you in pain. Everyday I prayed for you to live, I prayed that I hope we'll have enough time to spend time with each other. You fainted today . And it didn't help that the doctor said you're illness is getting worse by day, and when he checked you're stats he told us that the pain today was different than yesterday's attack. 

And he said that you're illness was out of control.

And what broke my heart the most is thinking you will be gone, and I won't be ready for it. 

I think I'm never ready to let you go.