this is pretty confusing for myself aswell

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another day began like this,

‘aiden~~ please accompany me to come shopping and meet up with my best friend’ ellin said holding my hand

‘why’ i said annoyedly 

‘pretty please, because i want to introduce you to my best friend duh’ ellin rolling her wirst making hand gestures

‘okay okay’ i said closing my eyes

my god this girl 

‘come on, hurry up or else we gonna be late’ she said dragging towards the car

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‘aiden, wait here im gonna find my friend’ ellin said and wandered off before i could say anything

‘who is this friend of yours’ i thought 

without noticing anything, a voice got my attention

‘aiden, i would like you to meet my best friend’ ellin said gesturing the girl behind

my body froze, my eyes widen, my mouth dropped…

‘yah, be polite’ ellin nudged me

‘a-aiden’ her voice spoke, still an angelic voice

‘..krystal..’ i spoke

‘oh you two know each other, well thats great isn’t it’ ellin smiled at the both of us

‘yeah’ i replied awkwardly 

it was awkward silence for a few minute before the tension was broken

‘come on we don’t have all day, can’t you see someone might buy the clothes i want and we don’t want that to happen do we’ ellin said energetically and pushing the both of our arms to a high end store

‘come on soojung, look theres some nice dresses over there lets go’ ellin said dragging her off in a dash

‘w-wait’ i tried to get the girls attention but it was too late

‘what the hell, am i a dog or something’ i whispered to myself before finding a seat to sit down and wait for the girls to finish picking their clothes

i watched from a distance looking at krystal, you haven't changed one bit have you soojung. 

ellin and krystal were enjoying their time and laughing, and i just smiled watching the two of them goofing around

why does my heart get this feeling that makes me feel different when im with you and i don't feel anything with im with another women. does this heart still beat for you even though it has been through my cracks and damage but yet it still manage to beat.

who are you really krystal soojung jung, and what are you doing with me.

after dozing off for an hour, i got interrupt by ellin’s voice

‘hey, aiden, can i borrow your credit card?’ she asked in a sweet voice

‘didn’t you bring yours?’ i raised my eyebrow

‘unfortunately no, so pretty please’ she asked cutely

‘ugh… fine’ i took out my wallet and