dream??
Let it go"Hyung, what happened?" Seungri asked right away as soon as Jiyong opened the door.
"I don't know. Maybe she can tell you." Jiyong took the paper bag from Seungri. "She's still sleeping though."
"Was it the same panic attack?" Seungri asked.
"I guess. She won't talk to me. I had to force her to take sleeping pills." Jiyong answered.
"hyung, you should let her see a doctor? It's not that simple anymore." Seungri suggested.
"She has and is being treated. It's just that she won't tell me about it."
"you're here?" Jiyong and Seungri trurned towards the bedroom door. Eunji stood there with her rumpled hair.
"noona!" Seungri got up and throw a hug on Eunji. "hyung cancelled the dinner. He said you're not feeling well that's why we came instead. How are you feeling? "
Eunji turned to Jiyong. "I just had a bad nightmare. Uh... Are the boys coming as well?"
"Seunghyun hyung and Taeyang are on their way." Jiyong answered.
"I'll go wash up then." she turned her back. Jiyong was fast to follow her.
"Babe how are you feeling?" Jiyong's right hand was on her shoulder.
"My head's a bit heavy. I had a bad nightmare. Uh... Wait...Were we supposed to go out for dinner. Did I screw up?" Eunji turned to Jiyong.
"No.. No... You pleaded sick that's why I cancelled the dinner but you know my friends especially the maknae. He came right away worrying." he lied.
"I'm sorry." Eunji apologized.
"Don't worry about it. We're all glad you're feeling okay."
"Did I feel ill when we're supposed to leave?" Eunji pointed at her clothes.
Jiyong nodded.
"I'll change." she opened the closet to look for clothes.
"Take your time. Seungri and I will set the table." Jiyong left the room.
"Hyung, you should get noona see the doctor. She might be pregnant."
Seungri got a hit on his head from the back. "You shut up or I won't talk to you. I am not pregnant and I am not stupid to get pregnant." Eunji glared at the maknae.
"Noona, you're getting sick recently and soo moody. I read that it a symptoms for pregnant women.." Seungri smoothen his head.
"You'll be the first to know," Eunji chuckled.
"and why would the maknae be the first to know?" Jiyong in.
"Well because, you might go into hiding once you find out I'm pregnant. At least Seungri would held your neck before you escape."
"Jung Eunji, I will never do that. If ever you get pregnant, I will be a proud daddy. " Jiyong stated.
Eunji rolled her eyes. "That might be SeungHyun oppa and Sol." the bell just rang.
"I'll get it," Seungri volunteered and got up to open the door.
""Babe, for real. Can we have a baby?" Jiyong grinned at Eunji.
"Kwon Jiyong, that will.... "
"My dear Jung Eunji," TOP's voice boomed in the room.
"Evening guys," Eunji got up and bowed to the newly arrived guest.
"How are you my dear?" TOP walked around the table and gave a kiss on the cheek.
"Heol!hyung." Seungri reacted. "You're becoming bolder hyung. Careful. Jiyong hyung's eyes are ready to slit your neck."
"Jiyong, it's just a kiss on the cheek. You know better that it's a normal greetings." TOP chided.
"okay, enough of the greetings " Taeyang interrupted. "V, can you finish up setting the table. "
Eunji automatically helped the maknae with the food TOP and Taeyang brought.
"Noona, hyung can be scary when he gets jealous," Seungri whispered to Eunji.
"I can see that," Eunji smiled at the maknae.
"Table's ready," Seungri shouted.
The 3 members sat down. Jiyong sat beside Eunji.
"Eunji, you should try this." The steak is good. " Seungri put a slice in Eunji's plate.
Jiyong took it with his fork and cut it.
"kuuuu... Oh my God! That's soo sweet." Seungri squealed. "hyung..you're really suited for Eunji noona."
"Of course I am," Jiyong bragged.
"I'm really sorry. I didn't expect to get sick." Eunji apologized to hide her face from Seungri's teasing.
"Don't worry about it. The important thing is you're okay." Taeyang said.
"Your leader is stressing me out recently that's why." Eunji replied.
" Ya ! Jiyong hyung. What have you been doing to noona?" it was the maknae's turn to be overprotective.
"Eunji-ah, I..."
"Enough. We came here to have dinner with our dear Eunji not to argue." as usual the hyung intervened.
"So.. You're all excited for the last leg of the tour?"
“hmm…We still have Tokyo and our final stage here in Seoul. It will be our last stage together. We won’t be standing on the stage as 5 for a while. TOP hyung’s uhm… enlisting this year and who know who else will.” Taeyang answered.
“Oh….That’s great.”
“Babe, how are you feeling?" Jiyong sat beside Eunji after cleaning up.
"I feel like I slept for so long," Eunji hit the remote. "What time did I slept?"
"babe you don't remember anything?" Jiyong asked hesitantly.
"Did something happened? Did I have a panic attack?" Eunji started to panic.
"uhmm.. You said you had a nightmare." Jiyong answered.
"Uhmmmmm… I was in an accident. I was screaming. Was I in my sleep?" Her attention was still on the TV screen.
"uh.. No. You were just . That was a dream. See, you're fine.." Jiyong lied.
Eunji nodded. "I feel bad for the boys."
"oh.. They understand. Hmmm... Your aunt called while you were asleep. She said she'll come and pick you up."
"oh?..I wonder what's it for. "Eunji wondered ."Maybe a development. Kwon, Thanks... Really."
"You know I will do anything for you." Jiyong moved closer to Eunji.
"Stop it Kwon. I made myself clear that we can't be together. I will be honest with you, for once and all, I wanted to end our charade when we get back from Osaka. I told you at the plane but once again, you're the one who's there when I...Kwon Jiyong, I am staying with you because I'm so thankful for you being always around and taking care of me. I ...."
"Shhh....Let's not talk about that. Wanna watch movie? I know you won't sleep right away." Jiyong knew that Eunji will be talking about leaving. He doesn’t want to hear it.
Eunji looked at Jiyong and then she turned to the TV screen and the DVD rack.
"Hmm... Disney's? I always love Disney’s."
Eunji got up and walked towards the DVD rack.
Jiyong followed her. "Little Prince?"
"So nostalgic. I read reviews that the movie didn't justify the book. That's why I didn't watched it."Eunji replied.
"wanna watch it ?" Jiyong pulled the DVD from the rack
Eunji just shrugged and get back to her seat. Jiyong loaded the DVD and sat beside Eunji. He pulled the blanket and covered Eunji'. "It's a good story. Want some popcorn? Ah... I'll make you a latte."
"Thanks but I'll have warm water please."
Both were silent as soon as the movie started. The movie was halfway when Jiyong realized that Eunji fell asleep.
He watched her sleep and smiled. "What will I do with you?" he lifted and carried her in his arms. He gently laid her on the bed.
Eunji bolt up as soon as her back hit the bed. "Kwon Jiyong, it's not a dream right?" she confronted Jiyong.
"Huh," Jiyong stared at her.
"The accident. It wasn't my dream. I remember driving and passing by a car crash. Kwon Jiyong, you're lying to me."
"Uhm..." Jiyong nodded.
"I am right. I just had a memory lapse. Ok. We passed by the car crash and you drove us home? Why do I remember Sol's voice?"
Jiyong made a deep breath and told Eunji what exactly happened.
Eunji got out of the bed and faced the window. She faced Jiyong. "I'm sorry for dragging you into my own situation. I'm leaving. Things will.."
Jiyong pulled her and get her to face him. "Jung Eunji, you are not leaving." it was a firm command. "This things happening to you we will get over it."
"We will." Eunji chuckled. "Look Kwon, you know I have this sudden panic attacks which... I mean you'll never know when will... God! Kwon, you're not responsible of this."
"Eunji, When you went missing in Osaka, I knew it that I can't lose you. Look, you probably can't still believe that I love you but I do. I am serious."
"Kwon Jiyong, every woman might be jumping if you tell them you love them but please spare me." She rested her two hands in the window sill. "Let's just end this thing. It's not getting you anywhere. If you really love me as what you claim, let's better end it up before you get yourself hurt."
Jiyong walked and stood beside her. He sighed. "Eunji-ah, I thought we talked about this? Please, let me take care of you."
Eunji sighed and faced him. "Look Kwon, you have image to take care off. I have my own identity. One single mistake will drag you down and my life won't be in peace. Fine, I understand that.. that.. that you love me but... Kwon, you can't be living with unrequited love. You need someone to reciprocate that love and I can't give you that." she finally said it.
"Eunji-ah, I..." Jiyong's tears started to fall.
'' Eunji cursed at the back of her head. 'Did I just made him cry?' She walked away from the window and sat at the bed. "Look, you've been taking care of me and that's probably because you feel responsible. Kwon Jiyong, you have to check yourself if that's love. That's probably a pity."
Jiyong grabbed her by the shoulders. "Jung Eunji, it's not a pity. It's not because I feel responsible or whatsoever. I love you. What can't you not understand?"
Eunji blow out air from . "I don't get why you insist on loving someone who doesn't love you. You know well that we never get along. we only get along when I... when I have my panic attacks. Don't you see it? I am using you."
Jiyong stared at her. Sizing her up. "Fine. Let's have it this way. Let me take care of you. If you insist that we're not dating. Just stay with me then. You remain living with me. People will ask why we broke up anyways."
Eunji sighed. "Kwon Jiyong. Are you listening to me? You.."
"You listen to me Jung Eunji, you are staying with me and that's final. This time you cannot break my word. Break it and you'll find yourself in a situation," it was a threat.
"What do.. you mean by that?" Eunji hesitated to ask.
"You don't want to know. You don't have a choice. Just stay."
"Oh God! What have I done in my past life." Eunji grumbled and laid on the bed.
"We're fated. You can't fight with fate.," Jiyong laid beside her.
a/n: Hello February. Light chapters for your monday. Have a great week ahead! Don't forget to drop comments.
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