reign it in a little

Bus, Bike, Train

Seulgi doesn’t expect her missing phone to bite her in the until it does. 

 

She doesn’t use it much, to be honest. Sometimes Seungwan pesters her on line or she pesters Seungwan about what an assignment was, but it’s not something that happens frequently enough to be a regular occurrence. Seungwan already knows that Seulgi is terrible about checking her phone anyway so she doesn’t think anyone will be taking things personally.

 

So she spends the weekend slightly stiff, rubbing ointment on her legs and shoulders, sprawled out in front of the TV in full control of the remote since her brother is off at a MT somewhere by the sea getting plied by alcohol by his seniors, probably.

 

It’s a petty good set up until she shows up to school again on Monday, fishing the phone out of her desk. (And miraculously, it hasn’t been stolen, but then again Seulgi always keeps it on silent and it was hidden among the wasteland junk yard of personal artefacts that is her desk…)  

 

Soojung isn’t in yet. Seulgi didn’t see her anywhere on the hill. She wonders if Soojung is still store and took a day off. She hopes sickness isn’t in the question.

 

Seulgi is really just mostly impressed the battery has held out this long. There are about fifty or so message notifications.

 

It’s hard to read them all in chronological order without flicking her eyes over the latest message at the bottom of the chat. Seungwan has basically assaulted the poor phone with messages, some of which literally just read ‘spam spam spam’ between snide ‘i can’t believe you left your phone somewhere’ or ‘is your phone buried somewhere in the depths of your blankets?’ comments and emoticons.

 

Soojung has messaged, though, and only left a few messages. At least some people have manners. She starts there.

 

Everything hurts and I hate you. 

 

Out of context, that might be concerning, but it’s probably just about how sore she was after a day of doing…well, basically everything. (She got breaks that day, but that clearly was not enough.)

 

Then, Sorry. That wasn’t supposed to be sent to you.

 

Presumably, Seungwan was meant to be at the end of that. 

 

A few more minutes later. Seriously, everything hurts. It’s like I’m going to die.

 

A Line sticker of that rabbit curled up in the floor, trembling with one arm outstretched for help.

 

Half and hour later. You shouldn’t have let me cycle home. You shouldn’t ever let me make life choices. That was a bad life choice. 

 

Only one more message. 

 

Asleep? I should probably be too. I’m sure I’ll think it was fun when I stop being in pain. Night. 

 

It’s nice sentiment. Soojung knows when to stop, which is more than she can really say for Seungwan. She skims over the messages. There are a lot.

 

Soojung keeps whining about how in pain she is. She’s right when she says it’s my fault, though. For once I have a weekend free! Want to go over to her house and feed her stuff? I’ll bring soup. Or maybe fried chicken? Should we give her healthy stuff or junk? I don’t think she’ll really care as long as we show up with food~~ Kekeke. 

 

Are you mad at me for making you tired too? Oh, come on, Sseul, it’ll be fun. I promise I remember how to walk to her house from the bus stop. I was paying attention! You sure weren’t, though.

 

Not up for it? Come on~~ You didn’t even do half as many events as Soojung.

 

I’ll buy you chicken too. How about it? Chicken, chicken, chicken~

 

If you ever wake up then I’ll be over at Soojung’s place~

 

A photo this time, of Soojung’s door. Seulgi remembers as much. Seungwan’s arm sticks into the shot carrying a large white plastic bag. Has Seungwan sent her a whole real-time updated account of her trip to Soojung’s place. What’s even the point of that? The photo is captioned, Made it! Wish me luck!

 

Seulgi doesn’t pay any more attention to the time stamps for the messages.

 

A photo of Soojung eating the foot, feet propped up against the table. Her parents don’t seem to be anywhere around. Caption: The Princess feasts.

 

Soojung’s here all alone with me! You should come and join.

 

Pay attention to your phone. Pay attention.

 

Hey! That buzzing! That means something! Maybe you should check it out.

 

Buzz.

 

Spam. 

 

Spam.

 

Pay attention to your phone.

 

Do you even have your phone?

 

Where is your phone right now?

 

Where are you right now

 

GASP. Has your phone been stolen? Am I talking to a random stranger? Are my texts traceable? What’s happening?

 

But knowing you, you probably just left it somewhere.

 

Tut tut. Irresponsible.

 

Spam.

 

Spam.

 

More spam.

 

Pick up your phone!! 

 

Another photo. Feeding Soojung sweets. It’s the best. Refreshing to look at. Note to self: set up mukbang? Soojung could be good at it. Always could use some spare cash.

 

Are minors allowed to do those kinds of streams? My instinct says no. Darn. Dreams quashed.

 

Soojung fell asleep right after eating. You should be here! It’s seriously cute.

 

Damn. She should have just taken her phone.

 

Is it bad if I take picture of her while she’s asleep? It’s not creepy, right? At least, it’s not super creepy right?

 

I took them. I took them. They’re great. Oh my god I took them.

 

Am I creepy? I’m creepy. Nooo. 

 

I deleted them.

 

I changed my mind. It’s not creepy. I took one more photo.

 

You know what? I was going to share these with you, but you’re not even here. This is your punishment for not paying attention to me or your phone. What’s the point of even having a phone if you’re not going to do anything with it.

 

Seungwan could sure be petty.

 

Soojung woke up! She’s trying to delete the pictures of her being asleep off my phone!

 

Crisis!

 

I left Soojung’s house. It was really for the best.

 

Then it’s just a bunch of spam spam spam, man it’s going to be hilarious when you finally find your phone again.

 

It’s really not, but Seungwan would surely disagree. Seulgi contends herself with checking up on everything else on her phone. What does SNS have in store?

 

Apparently, a photo that Seungwan’s taken herself of her and Soojung on a sofa.  Seungwan’s captioned it, taking care of the class hero

 

It’s got more likes than there are members of the class. Of course, there are people who don’t even use this website anymore. (Is Seulgi behind the trends again?) There are some names that are all in English listed down there too. Soojung’s friends from America, maybe? If they’re liking without being able to understand the Korean caption, maybe they’re just really desperate for proof that Soojung is still alive considering how inactive her account is. Seulgi’s English isn’t great, but it’s enough to recognise the words ‘she lives’.

 

“Boo!” Seungwan stays from behind, a hand covering Seulgi’s eyes. “Guess—”

 

“Seungwan, let go.”

 

“Aww.”

 

Seungwan obliges, swinging around to the front of Seulgi’s desk. “How was your weekend?”

 

“Relaxing.”

 

“Hmm?”

 

The phone question is coming. Seulgi figures she might as well pre-empt it. “I left my phone in my desk, so I had nothing to do this weekend except relax alone at home.”

 

“You just left you phone at school the whole weekend? Isn’t that kind of dangerous?”

 

“Well, nothing happened to it,” Seulgi says. “So…”

 

“Ugh.” Seungwan scoffs, crossing her arms and turning away. “Don’t do stuff like that. It’s terrible. I was in on the weekend anyway so I could have picked it up for you. Delivered it too. I was making house calls all weekend.” She winks. 

 

“Why were you here on the weekend?”

 

“Had to hand in some paperwork thinks to confirm expenses for the banners on Sports Day,” Seungwan explains. “Materials don’t buy themselves.”

 

“Sounds like a pain,” Seulgi says.

 

“Didn’t have too much cram school this week, anyway,” Seungwan says. “Handing in paperwork is better than that.”

 

“Did your parents decide to go easy on you?”

 

“I get rest days every now and then too, you know,” Seungwan says. “My grades have been pretty good lately anyway.”

 

That must really have meant Seungwan was batting 100s, then. It was more than Seulgi could say about herself. If it’s cutting her some slack with her parents, though, then Seulgi’s happy for her.

 

“So… House calls,” Seulgi starts. “How was Soojung?”

 

Seungwan smiles, eyes twinkling and mischievous. “You’re not getting any photos,” she sings, teasing.

 

“Maybe I actually just care about how Soojung was.”

 

Seungwan still can’t wipe that smile off her face. She goes, “Soojung is okay. She sure likes sleeping, though. Still, I understand wheres she’s coming from.”

 

“And you don’t feel the least bit guilty about making her run so much?”

 

“If she didn’t want to, then she would have said something before the end, wouldn’t she?”

 

“That’s a little…” Seulgi sighs. She needs to step up her game. Once is manageable, but she foresees some problems in their future if Seungwan keeps going like this and Soojung doesn’t say anything.

 

Seungwan tilts her head, waiting for the reply. “Hmm?”

 

“You should reign it in a little.”

 

“Soojung needs to let it out a little more.”

 

“It’s not like I disagree with you…”

 

“Then don’t make it seem like it’s just my fault.”

 

“I’m not saying it’s your fault. I’m just telling you,” Seulgi says. “Because you’re here. Soojung isn’t here yet.”

 

With some sort of supernatural sense, Soojung takes that as her cue to appear just in the nick of time. 

 

Soojung manages to amble into class with a stiff walk that’s not a limp, but does relay the sense of annoyance that’s being projected from her eyes and is, for once, not her unfortunate resting face but actual annoyance, right as the bell manages to chime, just shy of being late. It’s excellent timing, but their homeroom teacher is late too, so it’s not cutting it as close as it really could be.

 

As the bell goes, everyone scampers into position. Seungwan sends her one sidelong glance as she returns to her seat and Soojung settles into hers. She leads the class in a bow and ‘good morning’ to the teacher and the day begins.

 


 

Seulgi’s never really been good at concentrating in class, not since elementary to be honest, but today seems worse than usual, enough to merit it’s own mention.

 

There’s the usual background noise of pens scribbling against paper and notes being discretely bounced around the room from desk to desk. Seulgi’s hand presses into her cheek, elbow on the desk the only thing that’s keeping her head aloft. Sometimes, and it might just be her imagination, people with tilt their heads back, just a little, as their hands toss crumpled paper notes to each other, eyes glancing over in Soojung’s direction.

 

Good attention, Seulgi can only hope.

 

Soojung, of course, is oblivious. It’s one of her more endearing traits.

 

She wonders if the attention is going to get to Soojung’s head, if the attention will last at all. There’s a bit of buzz going around the school, it seems, and why wouldn’t there be after Soojung’s impressive performance? It hasn’t quite reached the level to spread to other schools so it might as well blow over soon enough.

 

Soojung doesn’t seem the type, anyway, to let herself get carried away like that. Is she?

 


 

At lunch, the three of them rearrange their desks to form a makeshift table in their own little corner of the classroom. It takes Seulgi a second, but then she recognises something is different about the mood of the room. People, splitting off into their little islands of friendship groups, will look up every now and then to look over to them. 

 

Not them, Seulgi realises pretty soon after that. At Soojung

 

She shifts her chair, trying to look away, turning as much of her back to the rest of the room as she can. It’s all packed lunches today. Seulgi’s mother woke up early to prepare something. Seungwan just has bread from the school store. Soojung is armed with tupperwares stuffed with kimbap. (Good for her.)

 

Seulgi asks, to Soojung, “How’d you get to school?”

 

“The train,” Soojung says. “As if I’d ride a bike. I swear, you guys, I’m going to be sore for weeks.”

 

“Don’t be dramatic,” Seungwan teases. “I’m sure it’ll only be one week max.”

 

“I couldn’t get up this morning.”

 

“That’s because you stay up all night watching videos online. You told me on Talk.”

 

“No,” Soojung says, “it’s because everything hurt.”

 

“You have weird sleeping posture by the way,” Seungwan interjects.

 

Soojung pouts. “No I don’t.” 

 

“You kind of do.”

 

Anyway,” Soojung interrupts, “I got on the wrong train so I was late.”

 

“Just take a bus from your place,” Seungwan says. “There’s one that’s practically direct, just near the gates. It’s like a tiny miracle.”

 

“The bus schedule confuses me. Also, it takes too long.”

 

“It’s kind of a scenic route, but that’s what’s fun.”

 

“I didn’t leave the house with headphones. I’d be bored out of my mind.”

 

“Ooh,” Seungwan coos and jokingly pinches Soojung’s cheek. The other girl swats her hand away and cheeks puffing up, annoyed. “Our poor little Soojungie, having to look outside the window and not have any backing music with it.”

 

“I fall asleep in cars and buses like that anyway,” Soojung protests. “Especially this early.”

 

“Are you saying you’d miss the stop because you fell asleep?”

 

“Probably…”

 

No, Soojung is the same. Soojung is Soojung as always. The rest of the class is just starting to realise who that really is. Seulgi included.

 

 


 

Author’s note:

This chapter came faster than usual, didn't it? It's a treat for you guys (and also because I felt if I didn't let it go now I'd be stuck in editting hell.)

Soojungie got popular. Well, that’s really just the inevitable. (Is she the only person who’s popular, though?)

Friends usually get along, but it’s not smooth sailing forever at all times. Of course, calm seas don’t breed strong sailors. Have faith in that girlxgirl tag and stay for the ride, please.

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StagnantPorkChop
#1
Chapter 27: It breaks my heart that we wont be able to know what's gonna happen next because it seems like authornim decided to discontinue this story.
The dynamics of the three characters is really interesting. Seulgi, from the tiny moments they shared together, is truly enamored with Seungwan but she doesn't know what to do with it. There are a lot of things unsaid between them and that annoys her. Soojung, on the other hand, is someone who she thinks highly of. Someone she looks after. There are a lot of elements in this story, I felt like I was watching an anime or something. If ever you come back authornim, just now that there are many people who loves your work and will appreciate it if even you decided to continue this story. I hope you're doing well!
ImMina-nim
#2
Chapter 27: I hope you comeback to this and update. This story is marvelous!!!
trshcn6 #3
God it’s been almost 4 years since the first time I read this fic. Too bad it looks like this is discontinued. Thanks for writing this story I love it so much and hopefully miracle happens one day if you will update it <3 loolll
eunyeonship #4
Chapter 27: Comeback and update... pleeeease
TofuScribbles
#5
I change my bias to Somi, yet i still keep coming back to re-read this story. I'm still hooping that you'll update again someday. Or if you decided to discontinue this fic, please at least let me know how this story will end. Cos waiting is another story, but not knowing how it'll end is killing me.

Hope you're doing well too. With your job and health :)
I miss you
wenderpul
#6
Chapter 19: I found this fic and I read everything up to this point...and I have to take a break. Everything's hurting.
I'm not done with the latest chapter update yet, might be a while until I get to that but I want you to know that you writing style is amazing.
I feel like you really capture the confusion, the anger and the frustration that teenagers feel. All those confusion about love and friendship...I find it brilliant. The absence of the side characters to make way for the three main characters feels a bit jarring at times, but you make it up with the emotions you deliver.

At this point, I don't think Seulgi's in love with Seungwan. She pays more attention to Soojung anyway. And Seungwan comes off as a bit pushy but I understand how her mind works. It might be irritating but she acts first before she thinks, the complete contrast of Soojung. And Seulgi is in the middle between two opposites. I wanna read and know how this dynamic will change after they start dating but my heart can only take so much for one day.
Brilliant piece. Hope you'll update again, someday.
TofuScribbles
#7
Chapter 27: Still reading this up until now and still like it. I thought i would grew tired of it, but nooo. Everytime i re-read this, i always discovered something new. Lol. Which meant I'm not a very diligent reader >_<

Anyway, happy christmas to my dear author-nim
mokimoki #8
Chapter 9: Seulstal please
TofuScribbles
#9
Chapter 27: Sorry for the late comment. It's been a hectic week for me. Still. But anyway~

WHO DID SOOJUNG TEXTING TO?!? BOYFRIEND? GIRLFRIEND??? JIYOUNG? Wait, the last one couldn't be true. I don't think they're in a good term right now. Not when jiyoung stop bullying soojung to take care of herself ;-; my jiyoungxjung couple <\3
What's wrong with them? Is it because of soojung rejecting the package? Which lead me to another question... is there a need to pack it so beautifully if it's just something from the farmacy? Is that mean jiyoung have a feeling for soojung??? O///O YES YES YESSSS
And also, SOOJUNG LIKES SOMEONE!!!!!!!! Someone that she's not allowed to like? Could it be seulgi? Since she already has wendy. This reminds me back of that one chapter, when soojung wanted to tell something to seulgi but then changed her mind. I think it was also the time when seulgi and wendy had a fight! Oh dear, i hope i'm wrong :(
I hope soojung likes someone else. Like an older person. Maybe the girl from the convenient store??? LOL
I don't even know who the girl is. Heck, i don't even know if soojung likes girl XD
The convenient store girl seems to be older, about college student age i guess. And she's pretty observant, especially to seulgi. Hmm... did i miss something.
I guess it makes sense, since seulgi is a regular?

I learned something from this chapter. Soojung is definitely a bad liar. Such a cutie pie. And how yookyung just go along with it, makes her even more adorable!!! Everyone doting on soojung!!! (///3//)~

There's so many cut scene in here. Lol. Is this because last time i was whining about it!!! I should whine more then. Hehehe

How did soojung got sprain is a mystery. You're adding mysterious stuffs to already a huge pile of mystery here! Ugh, this is why i couldn't get enough of this fic! Still my fav story ever. I mean i love your other story too, but that one still need more chapter for me to be able to get attach to it.
jored-anne #10
This slow burn burns and I love it