i like your name

Bus, Bike, Train

"I like your name," the transfer student tells her in a voice that's unnaturally level, a performance of professional calm too rehearsed to really feel genuine, as she leans over Seulgi's desk after the bell rings. "It's really cool."

Seulgi pauses, halfway through loading her books into her backpack, and looks up at the girl. Her face has a neutral expression on it, maybe with just a hint of a smile, almost cold, and Seulgi wonders if she's being threatened. It's a little presumptuous of a new student to be trying to set a new status quo, but then again, this one's been shipped straight back from America and who knows how things are meant to work over there.

It's not like Seulgi hasn't been complemented on her name before. It's not written in hanja; it's just pure Korean, a little unique. Kind of trendy, or so her classmates keep telling her. She likes it just fine. 'Wisdom' is a pretty good thing to hope your child will have. At least it wasn't one of those embarrassing, really long names that never fit into the entry section on the top of test forms. 'Kang Seulgi' fits fine into those three block spaces they give you. Seulgi won't have trouble filling out forms for passports or driver's licences or anything else.

She decides to play things diplomatically. "Thanks. I like yours too, Jung Soojung. It's the same if you say it backwards or forwards, huh?"

The transfer student's eyes light up a little, smile softening on her face, and Seulgi feels bad for ever thinking this girl was trying to pick a fight. It's really just a cold sort of awkwardness, very chic, very sophisticated. Seulgi had always admired that sort of cool look. 

It's nice to think that someone with an image like that, all elegant and composed, thinks her name is cool. Rather than just being pretty, Seulgi's always wanted to be the kind of girl other girls admired and not just because of her looks. Her looks might be lacking. All through middle school, the girl who sat next to her, the girl who Seulgi had been convinced was her friend, kept suggesting she try out some double eyelid tape. Seulgi refused all the way though until, the day before graduation, she found her bag in the middle of the water fountain.

Soojung shifts awkwardly, leaning her weight from one leg to the other while she looks around, sometimes looking Seulgi straight in the eye, sometimes looking away like she can't remember what's the polite standard. Maybe she can't. Soojung's accent is pitch perfect and her grammar is fine but there's something about her choice of words that's just a little odd--something in the way she strings her sentences together.

"How long did you live in America?"

"Ah," Soojung says. Seulgi can see numbers and calculations flickering in her head, almost flashing in the back of her eyes. Maybe they're not numbers, but words fluttering past in translation attempts instead. Seulgi wouldn't really know. "I was born in America, actually. I lived there my whole life until now."

"Oh," Seulgi says. "Your Korean is great."

That's the wrong thing to say, because Soojung flinches for a fleeting fraction of a second before schooling her features back to that polite calm instead of the shy, hopeful smile that was on her face just before. Seulgi feels like kicking herself, and she doesn't really know why because she's only known Soojung for a few hours, half-asleep at her introduction that morning to the class.

"Um, not that it wouldn't be great anyway," Seulgi says, trying to recover. "Whether you're Korean-American or Korean, if you're Korean's good then it's good but that's it I guess." 

Soojung smiles again and Seulgi takes it as a win. She says, "Are you going home now or do you have a cram school or anything to get to?"

"I'm going home, actually." The school day was long enough.

"Okay," Soojung says. "Which way are you headed?"

"The station by the bridge."

"That's on the way for me too," Soojung says, pleasantly. She folds her hands in front of her. "Can we walk there together?" 

She's pretty blunt. Maybe it's an American thing. Good for Soojung, anyway. It's probably hard to try and make friends in the middle of the school year when you just came from a completely different country. Seulgi doesn't know how she'd handle it. Soojung seems nice enough. There's no reason to object. Is there?

"Sure."

Soojung's smile widens and her fingers lace and unlace themselves, b with nervous energy. "Okay. I'll get my bag."

 

 


 

Soojung rides a bicycle into school. It's a girl's bike, which she can only tell because of the lack of a crossbar, and it's a matte dark grey that makes it edgy cool and still understated, which seems to fit Soojung.

She could get home faster, Seulgi's sure, if she was actually riding the bike now, but instead she's walking it next to her as she accompanies Seulgi to the train station where she's begin her own long, gruelling commute through overcrowded pubic transport. 

Soojung must live nearby, she guesses, though she supposes it's too early for them to be having those kinds of conversation. The bicycle suits her, anyway. Soojung seems pretty athletic. Seulgi (or anyone really considering how obvious it is) can see how toned her legs are, even through the tights they all have to wear as part of the school uniform.

They're the same age, so Soojung is talking to her informally, at least. Well, mostly informally. Some of her verbs are conjugated a bit weird, but Soojung would probably be embarrassed if Seulgi brought up how she keeps drifting in and out of panmal.

"How long have you been back in Korea for?"

"Just a week."

Soojung will definitely get it, then. She's just readjusting, that's all. Seulgi remembers the way she flinched in the classroom when she brought up her Korean and elects to wait and see how things go. Nothing Soojung's saying is wrong, after all, just occasionally odd. Cute, even. It could be getting used to speaking Korean or it could be shyness. Her smile is, at least, useful in clearing that up. She should talk to the rest of class tomorrow and clear things up before Soojung has any weird rumours spread about her. Between Soojung's cold default expression and the way she bluntly talks, there's far too many possibilities for misunderstanding.

"How are you finding things?"

"They're going okay."

Seulgi wishes she was better at small talk. Things might be better if Seungwan was around but she scampered off to dance practice or whatever it was she did after school as soon as the bell rung, as always. How she found the time and energy to do anything after school was beyond her. Once she made it through the mountain of work school issues, Seulgi just wanted to fall asleep.

The silence between them, broken only by the occasional creak of Soojung's bicycle chain clicking away against the gears, is oddly comfortable. They reach the station faster than Seulgi thinks it usually takes for her to get there. It makes her want to take a longer route here next time.

"I'll see you tomorrow?" Soojung asks, with a hesitant wave goodbye.

"Of course. You've got the desk next to me after all."

Soojung grips the handlebars of her bike tightly, knuckles bone white, and nods. Seulgi gives her a wave back and disappears into the stream of people filtering through the turnstiles of the station. Even though the train is packed to the brim like always, commuters jammed in like overflowing sardines bulging as they rot in their tin, the ride back home seems like it's going to be more pleasant than usual.

Seulgi plugs in her earbuds and smiles.

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StagnantPorkChop
#1
Chapter 27: It breaks my heart that we wont be able to know what's gonna happen next because it seems like authornim decided to discontinue this story.
The dynamics of the three characters is really interesting. Seulgi, from the tiny moments they shared together, is truly enamored with Seungwan but she doesn't know what to do with it. There are a lot of things unsaid between them and that annoys her. Soojung, on the other hand, is someone who she thinks highly of. Someone she looks after. There are a lot of elements in this story, I felt like I was watching an anime or something. If ever you come back authornim, just now that there are many people who loves your work and will appreciate it if even you decided to continue this story. I hope you're doing well!
ImMina-nim
#2
Chapter 27: I hope you comeback to this and update. This story is marvelous!!!
trshcn6 #3
God it’s been almost 4 years since the first time I read this fic. Too bad it looks like this is discontinued. Thanks for writing this story I love it so much and hopefully miracle happens one day if you will update it <3 loolll
eunyeonship #4
Chapter 27: Comeback and update... pleeeease
TofuScribbles
#5
I change my bias to Somi, yet i still keep coming back to re-read this story. I'm still hooping that you'll update again someday. Or if you decided to discontinue this fic, please at least let me know how this story will end. Cos waiting is another story, but not knowing how it'll end is killing me.

Hope you're doing well too. With your job and health :)
I miss you
wenderpul
#6
Chapter 19: I found this fic and I read everything up to this point...and I have to take a break. Everything's hurting.
I'm not done with the latest chapter update yet, might be a while until I get to that but I want you to know that you writing style is amazing.
I feel like you really capture the confusion, the anger and the frustration that teenagers feel. All those confusion about love and friendship...I find it brilliant. The absence of the side characters to make way for the three main characters feels a bit jarring at times, but you make it up with the emotions you deliver.

At this point, I don't think Seulgi's in love with Seungwan. She pays more attention to Soojung anyway. And Seungwan comes off as a bit pushy but I understand how her mind works. It might be irritating but she acts first before she thinks, the complete contrast of Soojung. And Seulgi is in the middle between two opposites. I wanna read and know how this dynamic will change after they start dating but my heart can only take so much for one day.
Brilliant piece. Hope you'll update again, someday.
TofuScribbles
#7
Chapter 27: Still reading this up until now and still like it. I thought i would grew tired of it, but nooo. Everytime i re-read this, i always discovered something new. Lol. Which meant I'm not a very diligent reader >_<

Anyway, happy christmas to my dear author-nim
mokimoki #8
Chapter 9: Seulstal please
TofuScribbles
#9
Chapter 27: Sorry for the late comment. It's been a hectic week for me. Still. But anyway~

WHO DID SOOJUNG TEXTING TO?!? BOYFRIEND? GIRLFRIEND??? JIYOUNG? Wait, the last one couldn't be true. I don't think they're in a good term right now. Not when jiyoung stop bullying soojung to take care of herself ;-; my jiyoungxjung couple <\3
What's wrong with them? Is it because of soojung rejecting the package? Which lead me to another question... is there a need to pack it so beautifully if it's just something from the farmacy? Is that mean jiyoung have a feeling for soojung??? O///O YES YES YESSSS
And also, SOOJUNG LIKES SOMEONE!!!!!!!! Someone that she's not allowed to like? Could it be seulgi? Since she already has wendy. This reminds me back of that one chapter, when soojung wanted to tell something to seulgi but then changed her mind. I think it was also the time when seulgi and wendy had a fight! Oh dear, i hope i'm wrong :(
I hope soojung likes someone else. Like an older person. Maybe the girl from the convenient store??? LOL
I don't even know who the girl is. Heck, i don't even know if soojung likes girl XD
The convenient store girl seems to be older, about college student age i guess. And she's pretty observant, especially to seulgi. Hmm... did i miss something.
I guess it makes sense, since seulgi is a regular?

I learned something from this chapter. Soojung is definitely a bad liar. Such a cutie pie. And how yookyung just go along with it, makes her even more adorable!!! Everyone doting on soojung!!! (///3//)~

There's so many cut scene in here. Lol. Is this because last time i was whining about it!!! I should whine more then. Hehehe

How did soojung got sprain is a mystery. You're adding mysterious stuffs to already a huge pile of mystery here! Ugh, this is why i couldn't get enough of this fic! Still my fav story ever. I mean i love your other story too, but that one still need more chapter for me to be able to get attach to it.
jored-anne #10
This slow burn burns and I love it