Lee Hyejin

When I realize I started to like that i loved him. Yes, I love someone for the first time ever. But I couldn’t do what I wanted to do. I just admiring him from a distance, I was only able to see his smile away from where I was sitting at that time. Yes, I’m only a friend to him, a friend who secretly hitting on him.

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I looked out the car window, staring at the lights around trees and falling snow, Christmas will arrive soon. Maybe Christmas this year will be the same just like the previous year. Spend it with Sehun and Jongin, again.

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Until that accident ruin everything, including my heart

Sehun POV

i secretly had feelings towards her.

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I trailed Hyejin’s step that has come across there, my mind carried away incident in the past when the three of us are friends. Until the sound of screaming crowds heard in my hearing, and when I'm fully aware of my thoughts I can only see a very bright light coming towards me, my last vision before everything blurring is Hyejin that just goes straight without turning back to me.

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Two months. Yes, it’s already two damn months I was never seeing her face in the past 2 months. I and Jongin have no idea what had happened to her. but at this time. Now, I saw a bright smile on her face, Hyejin appeared and walked towards me who was sitting with my friend–Jongin and the several others.

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i cried in front of her face, i’m sure everybody in the hall can hear my yelled and they stared confusedly at me and Hyejin. I can see Hyejin and some people–including my friends looked at me with shocked face, so does Jongin. I could see that Hyejin eyes getting glisten, oh no. I can’t see her cry, but I couldn’t do anything now. My body filled with emotion and disappointment and I think Hyejin deserve it.

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2 years has passed. Life goes on, day after day keep continues but there is little difference in my life. If before my life was empty no my life is hopeless, without Lee Hyejin.

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"you’ve been outrageous Oh Sehun, I've promised to Hyejin even swore to her not to tell you. But you’ve already beyond the limit and I think you really need to know the truth!"

"Maybe you're lying on the ground right now if there is no Hyejin who saved you." said Jongin.

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I quickly ran to my car and gunned the engine to go to the airport,it was right. Karma does exist. Because now I’m the one who wanted to apologize to her, my life won’t be in peace if i haven’t heard her forgiveness.

I hit the steering wheel and gunned back, I do not care about the several cars that honked at me, my mind only focused on Hyejin for now.

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I fell to the ground with tears filled my whole face.