Blue Valentine

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Notes: First Posted posted in TabiSan Fanfest Characters: TOP, Dara

"For the love that is purest and sweetest
Has a kiss of desire on the lips."

Sandara and Seung hyun are friends.

 

That is their current relationship designation.

 

So it wasn't such a weird set-up that on one of his very few, very far staggered day off was going to be spent helping her paint her bedroom.

She had told him over the phone last week that being single .

 

He chuckled.

 

He always chuckles when she moans about being single.

 

"I'm single." He says, he chokes on a bit of spit that doesn't go down very well on his last swallow.

Why did that kind of sound like an offer?  He clears his throat. Reminding himself that he doesn't like her that way. Dara is like... a princess... or a dried dandelion. He doesn't know. All he knows that he isn't interested on her that way... because she was special.

She was delicate.

"That's my point, Tabi. Doesn't it being single?"

Dara was like him. He knew her intimately because always when she says things it always kind of sound wrong... like he does.

"I don't think being single ." He told her. "Being alone doesn't mean you're lonely, Santoki."

She huffed. He imagined her blowing on her new set of bangs. He heard her bed deflate.

"Aw. Santoki, what exactly is wrong?"

"It's Valentine's Day next week." She deflated.

He got it. He does. He always thought being alone doesn't mean one is lonely, but everything pink and red and everyone is dying to be sweet and in love, being single kinda, sorta did . He usually ends up drinking with poor ers of friends who were single. This year though even weirdly awkward "I need a Girl" Young Bae was going on a date.

 

And . Was he lonely?

 

"Do you want to go out and have a drink, maybe?" He blurted out before he could think of what he was saying. His eyes grew wide. Jesus F. Did he just ask her out?

"Excuse me, Choi. I don't take pity dates. I am a strong independent woman."

He laughed, cool relief crawled up his spine. Lately, to him, he's been sounding more and more like he was interested in her romantically. But that couldn't be right... right? Because he liked her like her.

Because she was funny, and awkward, and dedicated to a fault.

Platonic love is defined as a love of the mind. And he loves her mind. Sandara and him were completely platonic.

"It wasn't a pity date, Dara. It's a platonic soju exhange." He said. He didn't really get why he's forcing the issue. Maybe he was more afraid of being alone on Valentine's than he dared admit.

"Aw. Poor tabi needs company!" He imagined if she was there in the room she'd poke her playfully on his rib. He smiled to himself. "But I really can't. I was being dumb so while Chae-cat was buying chocolates for her Young-baby I bought paint."

Young baby? Seung hyun grimaces. Gross. Romance makes things icky gross, he felt like a quick barf.

On Young-baby's face.

No wait. Paint? "Paint?"

"Yeah, I'm painting my room blue. You know, because I'm having a blue valentine."

"Isn't that a bit extreme?"

"You know if the heart is blue, it's dead right?"

"Oh god Dara! Why are you so morbid?"

"I don't know. Hahaha." S

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rika08 #1
I really like your stories... hoping to read some more finished ones.
juzwannaread #2
Chapter 19: Really, really good. I know i said I liked your stories- I mean, the uncompleted ones that I asked you to update- but, this particular one-shot story is my favorite. It's short and simple but the thought of it isn't as simple at all. What if... ?How frustrating it must be. What if...? Then one must probably have no other choice but to do what he did; that is, if he will even remember to do it by the end of the day. Whatever! But, you got me thinking of possibilities... hats off to you!
kang2noh
#3
Chapter 25: i'm on a re-reading spree. i forget you have so many gems of a one shot.
bangsstory
#4
Chapter 25: Oh gosh my tears just dropped when I was almost to the end because I realized the reason why the letter was written. And I just have a lot of feels like that.
pinkstarbutterfly #5
Chapter 19: Okay, I'm reading all the chapters again, starting from the last because pfft, who cares about convention, and I'm on to Chapter 19 and I think I love you because 50 First Dates is one of my favorite movies of all time, and whenever I think about their situation, it pinches my heart and gaaahhh! <3

Love all the chapters to far! How can you write such diverse plots, settings, and characters?! Like how?! Teach me! ^_^
mikairayu #6
Chapter 10: I always come back here for inspiration
ramAppler27 #7
Chapter 25: Now I want to know Dee's reaction...but...but...I kinda like how it just ended as a letter and how it made me wonder on the possible bigger/longer story...working my mind thinking of various scenarios that lead to that letter, however everything stays on my mind
chiruka
#8
Chapter 25: Waaaaaaaaa this made me cry! I didn't expect the ending! It broke my heart! T.T </3 wow!
cottonmouth95 #9
Chapter 25: Wow. Read this at 3:48am.. Holy.. As soon as i finished, i effin cried.. I never saw that coming.. Omg.. It's brilliant, and i should be happy coz the story was so well written, and thought of, never would i have guessed that that was how it would end.. but.. Omg.. I'm.. Idk.. my heart broke a little for both of them.. Thank you for that story. (╥_╥)
lowhigh #10
Chapter 25: omg.. this is really really.. unique!!.
sad. yes sad.
and.. you amazing. your writing always more than!! you have your style. and very amazing idea. i love that.
and. .thanks. let me read this.. i love your writing. soooooooooooooooooooooooo great!