people said,differences of love and hate was only covered by a thin veil.The more love or even hate,had same potential to remember those we love or we hate more than usual

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krystal pov

I looked at his back until aj oppa look no further. when he was lost from my sight, I just realized that my heart was stolen by him,why he stole my heart??why he did not steal the hearts of chickens, cows, goats or other hearts in addition to my heart??I have had Minho oppa,although I do not really love him but I just feel sorry for him..what should i do now??I could not ask for a phone number aj oppa or other information that may enable me to meet him..why my throat feels numb earlier, I should call him and chased him until I got it and now that I feel is regret,,regret that suddenly come and haunt me, and unconsciously I was moved to tears

"Soojung-ah I thought you where, I'm afraid you lost again" shindong oppa said who patted my shoulder with breath that is still struggling and because his treatment I woke up from my mind about aj oppa,and a second later I wiped my tears, fear Shindong oppa will know that I just cry.I turned at his and smiled sweetly though my heart is in contrast to my smile " I wanted to get home quickly oppa, I want to meet with Omma, apppa, and Jessica unnie" i said lied to him. somehow I now don't miss my family but rather aj oppa.what should i do now?just a few minutes he was left me alone, he has made a very devastating effect on me,what if I do not see him anymore,are i will die?

"Let us go directly to the van, no one knows that you have found Soojung. I have not been informed on our management andyour family that you have found, I will make a surprise on them" shindong oppa added

"ne oppa" I walked lazily assisted Shindong oppa because my ankle is still pain, I wondered why when I chase aj oppa my ankle did 't feel any pain??what this is called the power of love,make what is impossible be possible??

"Oh yaa Soojung member f(x) now also be in your home "

"ne oppa"

"are you alright??" shindong oppa said with worry tone

"ne,wae?"

"no,it's just your attitude lazy like this.usually if you acted like this, surely you're disappointed, sad, and have a problem..are you have a problem??if you have a problem you can tell me Soojung"

"i don't have a problem oppa,it's just that I'm a little tired and anxious to quickly return at home" i reply him,,I indeed wanted to get home and get to sleep, usually with sleep all my problems would be a little relieved,I hope I can take off the shadows of aj oppa in my head.because I'm not supposed to think about him that obviously is not my boyfriend

"Well, soon we will be home and you can meet with your family"

I could only nod and walk opened the van door,once in the van I just looked into the window with my left hand to refute my chin.the van window who located next to me like the cinema screen who play movie about me with aj oppa,van window shows with images of my meeting with him and unconsciously make me smile,then switched when I and aj oppa in the forest and he was massaging my ankle,I slept in his lap,while him carried me,when we play war charcoal and water,and when my last conversation with him at the airport a few tens of minutes ago then unknowingly my tears dripping like a waterfall that will not stop

"soojung-ah"

"soojunggggg"

"sooojungie" I turned and found Shindong oppa looked at me with a face full of questions and concerns "why do you cry?" asked Shindong oppa are now being wiped tears from my cheek with his thumb. I shook my head "I'm fine oppa, I'm not crying..I had inadvertently intruding dust, forgive me make you worried" i said lied

"are you really fine?" He asked a little don't believe me

i nodded and give him my sweet smile 

"Thankfully,if there is a problem if you do not hesitate to tell me, okay??"

i nod "ne oppa" I pause before continuing my words "ngnggggg oppa do you have a phone number aj oppa??" i asked with biting my lower lip

Shindong oppa shook his head "I don't have it Soojung"

"bu...but oppa you like to know about his a lot, so why don't you have his phone number?"

"Because he never gave it to me,He said that if we indeed meet arranged by god. I and he would meet again without having to exchange phone numbers and somehow all what he says is always right,,his friends always said that he has sixth sense, no wonder that he often become love expert in his friends,why do you suddenly ask for his number Soojung??are you didn't get to ask him number when he got off of the plane??" shindong oppa asked with disbelief

"aniii oppa just wanted to say thank you to him for good care to me when i and him at the forest" i reply half disappointed and turned my face to the other direction

"oh,,I thought you were interested on him" said shindong oppa

I looked at Shindong oppa back with my eyes widen "O-of course not, I'm not interested in him oppa, so what if I was interested in him??"

Shindong oppa trying to breathe before answering my question "he is best known as a maker of women's heartbreak. no matter how rich, beautiful, y, smart, charming, kind, sweet and perfect every woman who chase him,,aj is not interested in the slightest "

"are his is a gay,oppa??"

Shindong oppa laugh out loud until he was holding his stomach "of course not"

"So what he is not interested in a woman if he is not gay??" I mumbled but it look like my mumble audible to the ear Shindong oppa "Maybe he already has a girlfriend,I often met him at the club and when he was drunk he muttered the name of the woman who is always the same..so I concluded that he already has a girlfriend" Shindong oppa explained

"ohhhhh" i said disappointed so he already has a girlfriend?but he ever said that he didn't have a boyfriend and even not at all once dated,what that time he lied to me??aisshhhh he really nasty, annoying, ert, but handsome and i already fall in love with him.what should i do?I don't have information about him, and now I really muttered myself for not calling him again and didn't chase him again? I ruffled my hair with upset

"soojunggg....soojung,are you do not want to come down from the van?? you said you wanted to quickly go home and when we already arrived at your home, you don't even want to go down" Shindong oppa said and he was already out of the van and has opened the door for me.since when Shindong oppa down from the van?

I got out of the van and immediately open the door of my house "omma,appa,unnie im home" i yelled and a few seconds later all the people who are in the middle of the room immediately looked at me with surprise.unnie and omma immediately hugged me very tightly like there's no tomorrow "let me go, I can't breathe" i said with annoyed,a few seconds later omma and unnie immediately release their embrace "are you really jung Soojung??" asked Jessica unnie and Omma unison

"not,I ghost jung Soojung" i reply still with annoyed note "of course I jung Soojung, what's with you guys?? Omma why did you add thin,you go on a diet?" i said with lookead at omma who the body is a little bit thin and then looked at Jessica unnie "and unnie why your eyes are swollen?are one of your anti-fans do something to you?" i asked wonder

Jessica unnie directly hit my head very hard "ouchhhhhhh,yahhhhhhhhhh unnie what are you doing??" i asked with hand rubbed my head "omma look jess uniee hit me" i said pout and hugged my mom with spoiled

"aishhhhhh do you know we're all worried about you?already five days you no news...before you ask why my eyes swollen right?of course, because weeping naughty sister like you" jessica unnie said with a little annoyed voice

"oh I guess why" I said casually

"yahhhhhhhhhh you!!" Appoints Jessica unnie with her finger "You really annoyin sister, did you know we were all worried about you until we are not able to sleep and eat and now you said with casuallu 'oh,i guess why??" jessica said with disbelief and shook her head

i sighed and take a breath "I'm not asking you guys for worrying about me" i reply with stuck out my tongue

"aishhhh" jessica unnie looked at my left leg and then looked at my face back" soojungie why with your ankle?" she asked worry tone

"my ankle is dislocated, the doctor told me five more days is already recover" 

"How can your ankle dislocate dear??" my mom asked with my hair softly.

I breathe slowly and then walked to the couch.all members of SNSD, f (x), my mom, Jessica unnie and my father followed me from behind,they were all over me and ready to listen to the real story.I told them how I can be lost, and then fall into the ravine,into the forest, settled a few days in the cave with aj oppa,until then I was back again in korea..they responded with a nod and with the mouth open

"We should be grateful to the men who help you,dear" my mom said after my story is finished

"true yeobo,we should invite him to dinner" my father added

"who Omma and Appa said right Soojung we should invite him and I want to know what kind of men who help you??" now jessica unnie who asks

I throw breath before replying to all questions omma,appa,and jess unnie "I actually have not directly say thank you to him and also I guess we can not invite him to dinner" i reply

"what do you mean??" asked omma and appa unison

"You just call him and say that we invited him to dinner,are it was difficult??" ask luna unnie

"he is busy person soojung??" now vic umma asks

"The reason why we can not invite him to dinner is because I don't have his phone number" i said with my head staring down

"whatttttttttttttttttt??" said snsd members,my members,my mom,my father and jessica unnie unison

"You're five days with him and you do not have a phone number,are you serious??you are kidding,right??" tiffany unnie asked with disbelief

i shook my head and pout "i serious and no kidding fany unnie" i said wiith flat tone

Jessica unnie slapped her forehead and shook her head "why you so stupid like that,soojung??"

"yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh uniie i'm not stupid!!! just as the plane that we were already landing he immediately went without I could get his number..so the one who fault here??he is right??" i protest

"your fault" said my member and snd member unison

"yahhhhhh why you guys blame me??all is his fault!!"

"why don't you chase him??"

Sulli's question is the same question with a question in my head why I did not chase him?I'm supposed to be chasing him until he gave a home address and telephone number "becuase my ankle is pain" i finally reply sulli question

Suddenly my door open and Dongsung oppda come with Minho oppa stands behind dongsun oppa,he brought a bunch of flowers and directly up to me and hugged me "I really miss you Soojung" he said on the sidelines of our hug

Jessica cleared his throat and because her cleared Minho oppa release his hug dan smile awkward "you alright,right??" he asked me

"ne oppa i'm alright,ohh yaa oppa why when I was in Bali didn't you call me?? your number is not active" 

He bit his lower lip like a confused answer my question.is not,my question is simple enough,what wrong with him?why he was so suspicious!!! " I'm very busy Soojung,my number is not active because I do not want to be bothered when it" he reply my question with smile but I could hear he answer that a little suspicious,I shook my head maybe i think like that because i just exhausted.I shouldn't be thinking like that to Minho oppa "Including you do not want to be bothered by your own girlfriend??" i asked with staring his eyes Sharp 

"n-not like that soojungie,i-I t-think you're also very b--busy with shooting so i-i--I turned off my phone" his reply sputtered

i sighed "fine,i trust you if you do something wrong i will kill you alive!!!" i said threaten

"oke guysss our Soojung should have to rest,and you guys  also still have a