Dear kyungsoo , 

l'm sorry that l can't protect you, lf i was much stronger l would have saved you and protected you l didn't know what we would do if kris hyung wasn't there , l'm happy that he saved you but l'm disappointed with myself, disappointed that i couldn't save you, so l decided to leave don't be upset l will come back home when l am much stronger , so please forgive me. I love you soo 

Your jongin (who will love and protect you, forever) 

kyungsoo read the letter while crying , he didn't want anyone to protect him nor hurt just because of him , he want jongin to be here beside him , he needed him , he need all of them beside him

yixing tug kyungsoo hand and scooted closer to him, he hug the latter and pat his fore arm "hey.. don't cry, he will come back.. he promised didn't he" yixing coo , softing his voice 

kyungsoo buried his face on yixing chest and mutter "yes ..yes he promised " tears still flowing , wetting the chinese boy shirt

Chen watch the two boys hugging he sigh , is this what would happen if he left to? , because like jongin he felt useless too... he want to protect kyungsoo but he is to weak ,weak of his power,  weak to left kyungsoo aside , afraid that when he come home kyungsoo wouldn't love him anymore

so he resolve with one thing.. stay 

he smile at the duo , he move towards kyungsoo and pat the boy head "there,there don't be sad" 

" guys!! the food is ready come down " suho yelled from downstairs 

Tao is the first to get up "okay hyung.." he said 

sehun get up and touch kyungsoo shoulder " let's go soo.." 

they all arrive to the dinner room with jaw drop " hyung what the hell" 

infront of them all , on the dinner table is a five star buffet that could fill atleast 20 person 

"well.. xiumin and i overdo it, aren't we" suho sheepishly rubbed his neck, he looked at the member, the member still stunned by the food fiesta infront of them "let's just eat" he finally said

a few days later.... 

kyungsoo was sitting in the garden, lt has been a week since the accident and he hadn't gone to school since then either and one week since jongin gone,

he miss him so much 

his hyungs has tried to convince him to go to school but he didn't want to go there , he was scared what if these time he lost it forever or worse what if someone hurt , what if the one he love hurt , no... he didn't want that , he don't want to be there 

a loud voice startled himout of his reverie 

"Soo... kyungsoo come here quickly" chanyeol said while running panickly to him , worrying him a little

"What's wro--"

kyungsoo didn't know what happen , just a seconds ago he was sitting indian style on the garden ground talking to chanyeol then suddenly he was pressed againt something hard, more like a.. clothed chest  

"kyungsoo!