"okay yoon jinah-ssi , look at the camera" 

"okay" 

"model ..." i kept repeating it in my head while looking at this guy , for a moment i had a million of thoughts but just one answer "no" i replied to the men standing infront of me , bowed down then walked away 

"ya !" he shouted at me rudely .. "sorry but i don't like the idea , you may leave you're making a scene and distracting the customers"

i went to the kitchen to hide , why would i even be a model ? i haven't gone crazy yet , in the other side the men left and baekyeon ajeossi came to me with a sad expression ".. awh ajeossi !" i made an aegyo cause i know he didn't like my decision "jinah-ya .. why did you let a great opportunity slip away like that ?" 

"i don't want that stupid job !" i kind of rised my voice .. "i'm sorry ajeossi ,, i like being here .. working in this restaurant means so much to me you have to-.." he suddenly interrupted me ".. your mom?" .. "a-ajeossi .." 

"i know that you love this place because of your mom , i know , but you can't stay here forever , you're still a young girl , live your life have a great job fall in love , explore this world , ever since you were 12 all your life you've been staying in this rotten old place and neighborhood .. jinah-ya think about it more ok"  he patted my shoulders and left me having deep thought , i still don't want to be a model , like what did they even see in me it's funny. 

"i'll find another one" said jaejoong while bluntly holding a watter bottle 

"jaejoong-ah .. we won't find another one .. plus did you know that this girl im jinah never had a plastic surgery or worked on her body ?

 she's all natural .. that's rare and it'll make your company more famous" said secretary kim while reading from a paper 

"Really ? .." jaejoong took the paper and started reading .. "yoon jinah .." 

"Go back to that rotten restaurant" said jaejoong to the driver , "ok sir" 

"model model model model model model model" i was sitting on the floor hugging my knees repeating this word endlessly it's been on my mind all day i'm getting mad , "should  i give it a try ?" i said looking at the mirror "pfft nah" i lie down and started messing my hair 

jaejoong walked to the restaurant , it was empty and baekyoon was sitting there drinking coffee and doing some paper work , "ajeossi , we're back for yoon .. jinah" 

baekyeon ajeossi jumped happily "SURE SURE ! HAVE A SEAT PLEASE .. coffe ? " he said to jaejoong with a big smile , jaejoong shook his head and said "just could you ask her to come" 

baekyeon ran upstairs "jinah- yaaa !" he grabbed my hand and pulled me out of bed "what is it !" i said while being dragged down stairs to see that man again , my luck is the worst 

"have a seat miss" he said to me with his sharp eyes "don't tell me what to do .."i rolled my eyes , i don't know why but i hate him so much 

"miss yoon jinah , i'm giving you a second chance to accept our offer" jaejoong said with a confident look 

"and if i said no ?" i crossed my arms and looked at him "YOU !" he suddenly got mad " why do you want me to work for your company that much ?!" i rose my voice at him "miss yoon jinah , we've carefully picked you because we found lots of unique things about you , and as for you we'll pay as much as you please and you'll be getting also a special treatment cause you're the first female visual in our company , so you'll basically be the company's face .. more like company's princesss to make it short haha" jaejoong's secretary replied nicely stating the offer , i kind of got shocked like all of a sudden an ordinary restaurant girl works as a company's visual , "i'm sorry but .." before i finish my sentence i looked at baekyoon ajeossi and he's giving me this puppy eyes look , ugh why before i even think about it my answer was "looking forward to work with you" jaejoong made and evil like smile , ajeossi was smiling like a little kid it made me happy "tomorrow at 8 am see you at the company" they simply got up and walked away and yeah right 8 am ..

"8 am" i wore my cardigan and walked out of the restaurant to a black fancy car waiting for me a guy walked out and opened the door "oh thanks" i said to him while feeling awkward, got to the car and he drove off to the company 

the company was so big and fancy , walked in staring at the fountains and all these clothes , models going in and out working brands and people shopping at the mall upstairs and ofcourse , sharp eyes pictures every where , what a morning 

"miss yoon jinah , good morning i'm kim jae young you can call me secretary kim , pleased to meet you again" we shook our hands and i bowed down "this way miss" he took me to a big room full of clothes and make up and stylists and make up artists doing their job i stood there and then suddenly sharp eyes walked in and stood next to me then loudly clapped his hands and everybody froze and looke toward him "thank you for your attention , from today on everybody this is yoon jinah , JJ's new visual , we'll be working on turning her into a real pro model and we'll be starting .." he looked at his fancy watch that can buy my life "NOW" he pointed at a girl and walked away and she came rushing and dragged me with her to a room 

jaejoong came to that room and sat down crossing his legs one on the other 

the girl made me sit on the chair "so miss first , all about being a model is face expressions , you should learn how to make the suitable expression and pose for the photoshoot" she showed  me a picture of a very cute dress "now when wear this dress , which expression you'll make for the picture ?" she asked me and was waiting for and expression , i just awkwardly smiled "umm .. and this picture ?" she showed me a picture of a really short hot club dress , but i made the same smile and jaejoong facepalmed , the girl then clicked on the cute dress and made a really cute expression with a cute princess like pose , "oh i get it .." she then showed me the picture of the hot dress again to give me another try but oh i just imitated her pose , "NO !" jaejoong shouted angrily "let's just move to heels and walk practice" he stood up and walked out and the girl then pointed with her hand at him telling me to follow him so i did to another really really big room 

there was a man this time "oh jaejoong-ssi good to see you here !" he was so girly like and soft "just teach her walking with her properly "i'll make her a pro in seconds just wait " the man got excited 

*1 hour later * 

"YOU NEVER WALKED IN HEELS BEFORE" the guy collapsed while holding his head 

"YOON JINAH" jaejoong yelled "you're such an ignorant little annoying bastard who knows nothing !" he rudely pointed at me while yelling "EXCUSE ME" i got shocked really shocked and hurt , "yes , YES i never walked in heels never put on make i know nothing about fashion and i'm not even interested , but it's not right of you to be that rude" i rolled my eyes "you're wasting our time miss yoon jinah" the guy slowly whispered , "i'm just a beginner !" i angrily replied "and i'm just disappointed !" that guy jaejoong yelled again and walked away

 it's been 3 days and i haven't made any progress , i don't know why , i hate this place and job so much it makes me dizzy walking inside

 "yoon jinah-ssi" secretary kim walked to me and i bowed "good morning secretary kim" "may i talk to you for a sec ?" he said politely with a smile and took me to this audition room where there was a bunch of girls lining up and practicing 

"you see these girls ?" he said to me while looking at them , "yes " i replied confused "they are girls auditioning to take your place" 

"they've worked hard to get here , jinah-ssi , you're lucky and gifted .. somehow , i believe that your part in life no one can play so , make it official , show the world that you are the one for this , don't make this girls more nervous we are delaying their results waiting for you to improve jinah" he looked at me and oh boy i felt guilty  "i'll try my best" i slowly replied and bowed , as i was walking heard these stylist talking about something and yeah it made me stop 

"jaejoong-ssi is really crazy , why did he even pick her !" .. "ugh she's such an ignorant waste .. she basically knows nothing" "saw lots of pretty girls auditioning today made me think really , jaejoong is blind" 

i walked past them with a smile and they got shocked , and i was really really hurt , i'll quit , just then i got a new message from baekyeon ajeossi 

"jinah-ya , hope you're doing great there ^^ work hard i believe in you , make us proud" 

"ajeossi .. " i got really sad for some reason 

   he really believes in me while everyone doesn't , will maybe secretary kim does , i'll prove them wrong

while i was walking i saw this big poster of a model named "kim tae hwan" i wrote down his name , he seemed to be company's male visual , maybe i should ask him for help ?

i kept looking for him everywhere , yeah i'm stupid looking for such famous person by just walking around but suddenly i pumped into someone and dropped my phone "be careful" said very tall guy with all this fancy fashion taste and when i looked it was him , it was kim tae hwan "excuse me !" i stopped him 

"hello i'm yoon jinah , new female visual of this company and i'd like you to help me" he stared at me and rose his eyebrow "they didn't pick the female yet so stop lying" .. then he stopped talking , looked at me and his eyes widen "i see"  

"but why would i help you , find someone else" he coldly replied and walked away 

i shouted "maybe because i can tell jaejoong that you didn't and you'll get scolded" i pouted and rose my eyebrows 

"WHAT" he made a shocked expression "you really think that scared me ?" he said again 

"okay.." i started typing a phone number and then he shouted "YA" 

we started working for hours , he really hated me this tae hwan guy , he was cruel and evil but that was good i need to learn "when you walk keep your head up , cold expression , yes just like that" i kept falling from this stupid high heels , but i stood up everytime , didn't feel anything even though it hurts , was thinking about what the girls were saying about me , "head up , HEAD UP !" he lifted my head from my chin , "alternating hand movemnt for the millionth time !!" he got mad again but i was too tired to hear him "okay okay" we spent all day practicing , everyone left home and we were still there , i worked hard and vowed to do this for my self and to prove to everyone that i'm not ignorant 

"face expression is about .." he looked at me "making the outfit you're wearing alive and make the picture more beautiful therefore it'll attract people" i answered 

"nice .." he said "now bye i'm tired" he stood up but then i grabbed his hands " please please i want to learn everything today !"

"y-yah !" he pulled his hands looking at me shocked "please just a little more !" i grabbed my hand and pouted "ugh fine , you only have photoshoots routine left" 

"okay let's do it" we walked to a photoshoot set and he showed me everything and how everything is done 

"i can't believe i'm helping her steal my place" he whispers i turned to him and made a confused look "what ?" 

"nothing" he replied while fixing the camera .. i stood infront of the camera and started making stupid faces and poses "i'm doing a photo shoot"  i laughed and looked at him seriously staring at the camera 

"she's ..  a natural" tae hwan thought while looking at the camera's screen then lift his head to look at her 

"yoon jinah .. you're ready" , jinah got shocked and smiled "thank you so much tae hwan-ssi" she bowed "i owe you" 

"you still don't know how to walk in heels yet but i'm out" he ran away before she comment "YAH !" jinah yelled 

jinah walked back to that practice room and wore another high heel "ugh feels sore" she made a crying face 

"but i have to do it !" she kept walking for hours and falling down and trip 

"see you tomorrow jaejoong-ssi" .. "bye" jaejoong was taking his way down to the company's door the he heard something heavy falling "AH!" 

"Who's still here ? " he walked toward the room and looked through the glass door .. "she's here .." he looked at her hardly walking .. her feet are swollen and red 

"stupid" then he simply walked away 

*new message* 

*unknown number* 

"stop acting like a fool and go back home" 

"who's that .." jinah looked at her phone and looked around 

*next day* 

while jaejoong was having a meeting about picking the new visual girl , jinah walked in interrupting them "i'd like to make my debut today" 

everyone got shocked and jaejoong smiled "you may start" he just answered like that making everyone shocked 

as the day was passing jinah got ready for her first photoshoot , "hope she won't screw it up " jaejoong rolled his eyes at secretary kim 

"come on you picked her" .. "it was you !!" jaejoong gasped 

"she's still a beginner and she thinks she's already a pro who'll beat the whole company .. well , that's just funny kim-ssi" jaejoong made a sarcastic expression and walked out of the set 

photographer :"okay yoon jinah-ssi , look at the camera" 

"okay" she lifted her head and smiled