JIYONG’s POV

One week of this hell. Its continued for one more week.
I grabbed my microphone tightly and took a deep breath in. Out of all the songs they wanted me to sing, why this one? WHY THIS ONE?!

“Okay, let us all welcome the leader himself. G-Dragon to sing Obsession!!!!!!!!!” The MC screamed and I closed my eyes, running on the middle of the stage and the song started.

[a/n: Read the lyrics, and connect it to the situation. Its really sung by GD, if ya don’t know. Search it XD]

If only I could hold you once
I wish you were my lover for just a moment
Please, please, please I pray
Us, us, us, us together, together

Because I love her so much my greed keeps growing
I want you for myself. You by yourself. Don’t run, don’t escape.

1-uno 2-dos 3-tres 4-cuatro

Time passes and it’s been years since I’ve seen you.. So what?
All I do is call your name in front of you
I couldn’t stand meeting as friends, No
I’m going crazy. No I grow crazier. The more I meet you
My head gets fuzzy, my heart is confused, I don’t know what I’ll do either, Yeah

Eyes that can’t lie, The dream last night that was like a nightmare
I love it when you look only at me like this, say “dear”

It’s my obsession, don’t curse me
That’s my obsession, don’t look away
It’s my obsession
Don’t tell me please, Don’t tell me, That’s my obsession
That’s my obsession

If only I could hold you once
I wish you were my lover for just a moment
Please, please, please I pray
Us, us, us, us together, together

I’m sorry
That night wasn’t lonely
For some reason there’s nothing different to the usual
But the spot I prepared so beautifully for you doesn’t look that happy
Not even a word, But it’s okay dear
It doesn’t bother me, I’m happy we’re together
Don’t worry anymore
I’ll stay by your side and protect you forever

Eyes that can’t lie, The dream last night that was like a nightmare
I don’t know what to do if you fall asleep so quietly, Dear open your eyes

It’s my obsession, Don’t curse me
That’s my obsession, Don’t turn your back at me
It’s my obsession
Don’t tell me please, Don’t tell me, That’s my obsession
That’s my obsession

If only I could hold you once
I wish you were my lover for just a moment
Please, please, please I pray
Us, us, us, us together, together

[serious tone]Smile, please smile, you’re prettiest when smiling, Cry? Why am I crying?
Wipe those tears, and you have no expression
You stiffen, I bring my knees to the floor, and ask you what you did wrong[/serious tone]

Endless expectations, by some possibility
If it was all a joke, if someone woke me up
This was all my persistence, If only I lessened my greed
If I knew I’d live like this as a sinner

1-uno 2-dos 3-tres 4-cuatro

It’s my obsession, Don’t curse me
That’s my obsession, Don’t turn your back at me
It’s my obsession
Don’t tell me please, Don’t tell me, That’s my obsession
That’s my obsession

If only I could hold you once
I wish you were my lover for just a moment
Please, please, please I pray
Us, us, us, us together, together

When the song was over, I looked over at the crowd that screamed loudly and closed my eyes forcefully.

“Jiyong-shii……” I heard her voice in my head and I shot my eyes open, studying the crowd. I heard her voice……
I dropped the microphone and rubbed the back of my neck

“Am I going crazy?” I whispered to myself “I heard her.”

“Thank you G-Dragon, that was quite a performance.” The MC smiled at me and I nodded, slowly making my way the stage. I took one last look at the audience and sighed. Maybe I have gone crazy……

“You were awesome.” Someone hugged me from behind and I growled at him

“Sorry. Sheesh, you hot head.” Taeyang let go of me.

“Don’t—Just don’t mess with me right now Youngbae.” I warned him as I walked away

“We’re going out to drink later, get dressed and we’ll leave.” He called after me and I simply nodded and walked into my dressing room.

Once I got dressed, I tried dialing her number once more but still…no answer.
I sighed, stuffing my phone into my pockets as I walked out the dressing room to be greeted by the other bigbang members.

“Lighten up Jiyong, we’re going to party.” TOP patted my back

“Yeah, we need to relax and let out.” Daesung clapped happily

“You guys do that. I just want a drink.” I walk ahead of them and put on my sunglasses.

When we had arrived at the club, loud music was booming and we walked pass the people dancing around. Girls would dance beside us, but I’d ignore them as I continued to walk on. Once we had found a private table, we sat down and instantly drinks were served to us.

“You guys need anything else?” The female waitress asked us and we all shook our heads

“We’ll just call you if we do need something.” Taeyang smiled at her and she nodded then looked at me

“I’ll be waiting then.” I rolled my eyes and looked away, taking a shot of vodka that we had on the table.

“So Seungri, is Yuri coming?” Daesung asked him

“Nope.” The Maknae shook his head “I didn’t allow her to.”

“Awwww, Oppa is such a party pooper.” TOP teased as he stood up and smiled at us “I’m gonna dance, okay?”

We all nodded and I took another shot and drank it.
“if you continue drinking at that rate you’ll be wasted by the end of the night.” Taeyang looked at me with worried eyes

“Isnt that the point?” I scoffed and turned away.

I walked out the club, grabbing onto some cars as I made my way towards the parking lot. My head was killing me and the music was no help at all.
I saw one of our cars and placed my hands on it, making my head drop as I sighed.

“I need a break.” I told myself and suddenly felt something hit my back, I turned around and saw no one there. I shook my head and looked back at the car. But then I felt something hit my back again.
Okay someone was playing with me again….and I had a great feeling it was Taeyang.

“WOULD YOU ING STOP IT!”I screamed. He knew better than to mess with me while I was in this state. This one month drove me insane and I cant handle it anymore. I just wanna scream and hit someone and if that someone ended up to be Taeyang, I’d hate myself for it.

“What are you going to do about it then Jiyong-shii?” My eyes widened and I quickly turn around to find her standing there, arms crossed as she smiled at me.

Was I really going this crazy? Am I really this drunk?
I rapidly walked towards her. God, please don’t make her disappear. I wrapped my hands around her waist and my eyes widened even more. Was this really her?

I leaned closer, putting my hand on the back of her neck as I placed my lips on hers.
She was real, she was really standing here, she was really infront of me.

I pulled away from our kiss and placed my forehead on hers, looking deep into her eyes.
She smiled at me and held my face.

“Mianhe.” She whispered and I simply shook my head, giving her another peck on the lips

“Not now.” I whispered and kissed her once again. She smiled through our kiss and wrapped her hands around my neck.

She was really…..back. 

a/n: Guess whose bacK? Back again. Soon-ei's back. tell a friend :))))))))))))))))))))
SHE BE BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh She's back babe! HAHAHAHAHHA

anyway, I just wanted to update now, BECAUSE.
I will be posting the final chapter on NEW YEARS EVE. :(
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