"Our fate was beyond our odds,  we tried all the rejections but we keep standing tall and together. I, Kim JongIn couldn't ask for more but only you and you alone. You complete the missing piece of my endless puzzled life.  As you stand here with me,  I can already guarantee that you,  Mrs. Kim Hyunjae and I,  would make a fruitful and happy life and a wonderful family in the future. I promise to keep you warm,  safe and sound no matter how many hardships occur to our lives.  I'll be your pillar of support and hope. Your ball of sunshine and happiness.  I will be your shelter, I will prove to you that forever exist and that forever is in our hands."

With shaking hands he finally placed the ring on my finger and swiftly kissed my palms

"I love you" he whispered and caress the ring that was perfectly placed in my fingers.

"I Love you" he whispered against my ears and pulled my waist deepening another mouthful passionate kiss. 

"I love you! I love you" he jumped around with his smile oh so wide and true, suddenly he went on his knees and rubbed my stomach giving it smooch all over
"I love you,  baby... "

"She's coming..." I remember the last text I sent before fighting over hours of painful contractions and another long hours of labour. Alone

"Its over. I'm sorry" that was his last words and hung up his phone

Why does he need to leave us?  

"Dont take her away from me!!! Please let me have my daughter,  please give her back to me!!!  I'm begging you!!! Jana-ah!!!!?"

"UMMA!!!" I abruptly woke up from my haunting dreams and look over my little angel whose looking intensely at me.

"Umma's crying again" she whispered and wiped off the tears I never realised was there

Please stop hunting me... 

"umma,  please stop crying... " my sunshine smiled and hug me tight
"Jana wont leave umma right?" I ask reassuring that the nightmares will soon fade away. With her sweet smile she nodded and kissed my cheeks
 

"Jana and umma will be forever"

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I'm sorry it took a while for this chapter and short too...:D

so this is just a short view of the how their past was... hope you enjoy :D

HELLO SUBBIIESS :D