Siwon POV

I open my eyes slowly and look at the clock at the table beside my bed. I groan as I get up; I rub my face and let out a deep sigh

Last night; I was accompany my father to have a drink. He let out his stress that he’s having lately. The big one is when we lost my brother. My mother didn’t feel well until now, and that makes my father worried. Yeah, it’s been 2 weeks since we lost him. And all my family still sad about that, same goes to Yuri

She keeps silent and just having a short conversation with us. She spends almost her time at her room – Minho’s room and sometimes I hear she cried at the middle of night. After finish clean myself, I go to the downstairs to get some coffee

“Uncle Won”

I turn around and saw Yoogeun walk out from his room, holding his pororo’s doll. I smile at him and bend on knee “Good Morning Boy”

“Molning”

“Breakfast ?”

He shakes his head; I frown “Why ? You don’t hungry ?” I poke his stomach

“I want Daddy”

I look his eyes who’s exactly same with Minho; What should I tell this little guy about his daddy ? I smile a little “How about we eat breakfast first and then we can play soccer later”

“Soccel ?”

I nod and hold his hand “Let’s go… Grandma must be waiting for you” He bit his lower lips and nod. We go to the kitchen and we saw Umma was there; Yoogeun greet her “Good Molning Glandma”

“Morning Yoogeunnie” My Umma smiles weakly; she kiss Yoogeun on the cheeks and help him to take a seat in the dinner table

“Where’s Yuri ?”

“Still in her room”

Umma breath heavily and smiles to Yoogeun “What do you want for breakfast boy ? Pancake or Cereal ?” Yoogeun pouts “Can I have…… Pancake Glandma ?”

“Sure boy” Umma says as she prepare the breakfast for Yoogeun

I sip my coffee as I look at Yoogeun who’s eating his breakfast, Umma looks at Yoogeun “He really looks like Minho… Oh my… I really miss him” she says as her eyes already teary

“Umma…”

“I can’t stand it Siwon-ah…” and then she walks to her room

Yoogeun looks at me “Why glandma leave ?”

“She wants to wake Grandpa, Yoogeunie…. Hurry finish your breakfast and we’re going to the park”

“Nae Uncle”

After we finish our breakfast; I give Yoogeun to ahjumma, to help him to go the bath and also change his clothes. I walk to Minho’s room to see Yuri’s condition. I didn’t see her since yesterday

KNOCK KNOCK

No answer

I try to knock once again; but still no answer. I open the door slowly and saw Yuri is looking at the window; staring blankly. I walk slowly to her and sigh

“Yul… I’m going to the park with Yoogeun… Do you want to come with us ?”

“Yul…”

“Kwon Yuri”

“Siwon-ah… What if….” She takes a deep breath “I follow Minho’s path… It’ll be great right ? I’ll meet my Umma and Appa”

“Yuri… Don’t say that”

And then she crying again “I can’t stand it Siwon-ah…” I turn her around; I look at her face. Her face looks really pale and dark circle under her eyes is really deep; quickly I hug her “Don’t say that Yul… Yoogeun needs you… We need you…… I need you”

“I miss him, Siwon-ah” she crying really hard

I her hair and try to calm her down “I know Yuri… I know”

End Of POV

1 Month Later

Yuri POV

“No… no… no… MINHO!!!”

I can’t breathe properly; another nightmare...again. I look at Yoogeun who sleep peacefully beside me. I wipe my sweat in my forehead and get up from the bed. I wear my jacket and walk out from the room and go to the downstairs.

I turn on the lamp in the kitchen and making some tea. I let out a deep sigh before I sip my tea

“Hey, are you okay ?”

I turn around and saw Siwon; I smile weakly “Just another nightmare”

Siwon looks at me “Can I Join ?”

I nod and he takes a seat beside me “You should have some holiday Yul, to relax yourself”

“I can’t”

“Why ?”

“It’s almost 2 months that I’m staying here, I should search some job. I can’t count on anyone…”

“You can count on me… I’ll pay everything for you”

“No Siwon” I look at him; our eyes meet. It’s been a long time since we’re broke up in high school day we never look each other eyes. He’s handsome, everyone must be agree with me. His scent, it’s really different from Minho. The scent that I used to know

“Why ?”

I sigh and look at my tea “No… I don’t want to be burdensome for you”

“No you’re not… You and Yoogeun… Is my priority right now. This is the only way I can do for Minho”

I look at him “What do you mean ?”

“I know… I was wrong and I just realize it after he left. No matter what, he’s my brother” he looks at me deeply “And once you are my lover and now my family… Appa and Umma is my priority and now…” he smiles and tuck my hair behind my ear “You and Yoogeun are including”

“Thank you… But, I’ll try by myself… I’ll move back to my home tomorrow”

“Taecyeon Hyung’s ?”

“No… Mine… Me and Minho’s house”

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It’s already morning; I already finish pack all my belongings. I take a deep breath and look around the room. I walk to the window and saw Siwon is playing with Yoogeun. I smile a little before I walk out from the room. Almost 2 months I never have a moment with Yoogeun again, I never talked with him before he’s going to bed. Honestly, I’m afraid, I’m afraid if suddenly he asked about Minho. I’m not ready to tell him yet.

I go to the downstairs and meet Umma and Appa in the living room. Umma’s condition is a little bit better. She’s losing some weight; I can see it from her cheeks. “Umma Appa” I greet them as I bow

“Yuri-ah…” Umma smiles weekly. I never had a chance to talk with them since 2 months ago; I just lock myself in the room.

 “Umma… You should take care your health… You look so skinny right now”

“I’m fine sweetheart” Umma says; Appa smiles at me “You should take care your health too Yuri-ah… You look skinnier than Umma” He tries to jokes; I giggle softly “I will Appa”

“Yuri-ah… I’m so lucky to have you as my daughter in-law… I’m lucky to have Yoogeun as my grandson… I’m sure Minho feel so lucky too, but right now” Umma begin to cries again; Appa pat her back “Yeobo… Minho must be sad if he knows you still cry for him”

“Yeobo” Umma cries

“Appa Umma” I kneel in front of them “Thank you for everything… Thank you for raising a son like Minho, like you said, I’m lucky. Lucky to know about Minho, to love him and have him as my husband” Slowly my tears comes down from my eyes through my cheeks “But… I want to go home” I finally said

“Yuri-ah... This is your home” Appa says

“I want to go back to my home, Minho and mine’s. I don’t want to be burdensome in this house…”

“Yuri-ah… You are not…” Umma says; she walks toward me and hug me “Never say that again, okay ? You are very welcome in this house, in this family” she helps me to stand up “My pretty daughter…” she touches my cheek softly “If you want to go back to your house, we will support you. But please remember, we are your family, don’t hesitate to ask us for help”

“Umma… thank you so much” I hug her tightly as we crying together “Thank you Umma” I say again after we pull-off the hug. She wipes my tears as I wipe hers

“Are you already pack ?” I nod

“I’ll tell Ahjussi Ken to help you” Appa says; I smile at him “Thank you Appa”

“That was a great shoot Buddy!”

“I know Uncle! I’m so gleat”

We can hear Yoogeun’s voice along with Siwon’s; Yoogeun smiles widely as he saw me “Mommy!! Uncle Won said that I have a gleat shoot” I smile at him and give him two thumbs up “That’s great Yoogeunnie”

“I want to be a soccel playel when I glow up” Yoogeun says; Appa giggles softly “Oh you will Yoogeunnie… You should keep practice hard, arasso ?” Yoogeun nods excitedly

“Alasso Glandpa!” Yoogeun smiles widely

I walk closer to him and smiles as I caress his chubby cheek “Yoogeun-ah… Today, we’re going back home… You should say thank you to Grandpa, Grandma and also Uncle Siwon because they already let us to stay here”

Yoogeun smiles and bows to Appa and Umma “Glandma Glandpa…Thank you! Uncle Won thank you!”

Umma smiles weakly “You’re more than welcome Yoogeunnie~ Don’t forget to come here again, arasso ?”

Yoogeun nods “I will glandma!”

“Let me drive you” Siwon says as he grabs his car keys before I can say no to him

Author Note :

Hello there! How are you guys ? I miss you, like a lot... I'm sorry for late update; I've been busy these days, but don't worry I'll keep continue this story until the end hehehe~ sorry for short update, grammar and also spelling! Comment and Subscriber are very welcome! Enjoy <3 - Sillyfish