Author POV Xiumin was walking with no direction.He don't know where he go.He seems lifeless when you see him. [A/N:Pls play the song "Miracle In December by EXO" as a background music] (I'm struggling to find you,who i can't see.I'm struggling to hear you,who i can't hear.I started to see things that i couldn't see,hear things that i couldn't hear) " it!Why are we getting in this situation again?I'm not cheating" "No,I saw you and him!You always beside him Sunny!" "Min,how many times do I have to tell you he's my bestfriend" "No,I can see how the way you look at him and I can see that you love him" (After you left me,i have grown a power that i didn't have before.The selfish me who has only thought about myself) "Xiumin..I..I can't take all of this.Why are you being like this again?Why can't you see that I love you and not him?Why?" "No!I can tell you love him" "If that so..I-im sorry.Lets *sob* cool off for now..I love you but I can't take to see you like this.Lets just have a space for now.