after a few minutes, the streaming tears started to get decrease by seconds, i run my way to the bathroom, washing my face and taking off my shirt. I looked the way i look, i can feel the mirror going to broke like the way my heart is breaking. I looked so fragile, and broken, i felt like my body is going to be smaller by a day, i felt all my emotions are mixed up. I felt like i'm going to die already. "damn." i sighed, at the moment, i feel like i shouldn't do this, giving up, and starting to feel suicidal, i should stay calm, and try harder. ---even if it won't work.

~the day before~

"hey, hy-hyung, what did you want to talk about?" the younger one speaks, i can feel the presence of others behind us, damn, why would they peek in at the moment?! "something." i said, making Woo curious. "what do you mean?" he asks, i looked at him deeply, with my tiny scary eyes. --not really, my eyes are bold. "i had enough." Woo got a little bit nervous after i said that, he looked at me deeply. "what do you mean, hyung?!" he said, starting to yell.

"i said, i had enough of you. You keep clinging to others instead of me, i'm your boyfriend, Woo!" i yelled loudly, louder than Noona--well, not really, she's more scarier.

"y..you mean.." i didn't hear what he was saying, i kept focusing of how to control my breath, i didn't want to yell and made him cry, it's just to cruel. I knew we only date for a week, but, seriously, this need to stop. "i want to break up." i sighed, playing with my own hair, while Woo tries to not to cry, i can feel he wanted to whimper, but i also need an answer. "i want to break up." i said, i replied the setence, i keep replying it and replying it, i'm not sure what's happening with me, but i can feel that i'm going to explode,

my voice getting louder each setence, i feel like my emotions are controlling me. "i don't want to!" finally, an answer, but though, he was crying. --ah, i done it this time.

"let's break up." i'm not sure why, but i feel like i want to reply it again, untill i got an answer as a 'yes' i would ignore other setences he would speak, i want answer, i don't want a 'no'. "i..--please don't!" i can hear him crying and fell down, i can see that he wipe his tears off but it won't work,he wo