it was the day before Christmas, where i yelled loudly as possible, saying that my relationship with him is over. I could clearly hear him crying from behind, all alone and surely making the floor wet after he cried for hours. I couldn't manage to talk to him anymore, or neither did he. I felt a bit guility, but a bit relieve at the same time. I'm not sure why i broke with him, but i felt like, he keep a distance on me.

And he keep a lot more closer to the others, people said that it was because he's a bit shy, or either because he doesn't feel the same anymore. It made me pissed, it made me want to make it over already.

"hey, Woo!" as i woke up from daydreaming, Taecyeon who appears to yell his name, walking after him. I looked at the both of them, i looked like i was envy--no, i was frowning, while the others just smirked and tell that they're cute together. Somehow, it pissing me off. That weird guy, is hanging around him. It's really.. pissing me off. "yo, Khun. What's wrong with you?" a huge hand was patting my back, i'm guessing it's Junsu. "are you pissed seeing those two?" he grinned, the others actually know that i was dating him, but though, they don't leak it.

"what are you? stupid? we already broke up, i clearly don't need him anymore." i laughed, but somehow, from my inside, it felt clearly different. My heart wasn't laughing, and instead, it felt guility, my heart felt guility that i lied. But i wasn't. I'm totally over him. "hey, hyung." a whisper came through my ears, it almost sounded like Wooyoung, because, he always call me hyung, but.. "hey, hyung!" --it wasn't him. I clearly need to stop thinking of him, i really need to stop it. "yeah, chan?" i make a little fake smile, the others sees it and a bit worried about it.

"you.. love him right?--you still love him?" Chansung make it a bit clear after they tried to talk in many ways, i just kept staring at them. do i actually regret breaking up with him? "what are you saying? i told you, i don't need him anymore, i moved on." i yelled at them, suddenly, the both of them was smiling and came to our direction, totally pissing me off.

the others was clearly a bit shocked, they kept looking at them, holding hands--but, the weird thing is, why do i even bother to look at them too? it's not like i really actually care about them, or neither jealously. I've never felt that in my life. "um, why are you guys holding hands?" Junho stared at their hands, completely curious, i just laughed, --and at the same time, feeling wasted at the inside.

"ah--nothing really." Taecyeon replied, i stared at him widely, what's with the red thing on your face? it's making me pissed. "no way, are you guys dating?!" Junsu yelled beside my ear, it's like, he done that on purpose. The both of just laughed while they blushing, man, stop it already, seeing you two together really making me pissed off. "well, you guess it. I can't hide it very well." i was a bit shock after they make it clear, i kept looking at them widely, what, already?!

"WHAT?! you guys are dating?!--and especially, at your birthday, Taecyeon?!" they yelled, they keep making noises, laughing and smiling, while the others was curious and wanted to know why and whines a lot. I already say it a lot, but it's getting annoying, they're really doing it on purpose, huh?! making me pissed.

"alright, you guys, it's time to practice!" Noona appeared to open the door and yells, i hurrily stand up and so is the others, finally, some pea