As you began to disappear into the terminal. the group of boys were sad to see you leave and had bitter faces. all of them thinking about the happy moments they spent with you.

"although she isn't going to be with us physically, she'll always be in our hearts." sunggyu stated

all of the guys nodded in agreement.

*(kwangmin's thoughts) i know what you made was the right decision _______-ah. i too shall better myself. in order to become the best person for you. it doesn't matter if you see me as a brother or a lover. just as long as i get to see your smiling face.*

*(minwoo's thoughts) mianhe ________.mianhe...for everything that i've done to you...i was selfish..i too will become a better person..someone who you can happily smile at.i will make sure that you don't cry anymore for my mistakes. i will love you for all of my life even if you end up not feeling the same way and hating me..i will continue loving you.*

*(youngmin's thoughts) be safe __________..and don't forget us. i will always be there for you. like always, your knight in shining armour. i was an idiot for allowing you to shed those painful tears of yours and now you're gone from my reach. i vowed to you when we were younger that i would always be there to catch you when you fall..and i failed that promise..but now.i..along with the others will improve on myself in order to better protect you from this cruel world that we live in and i will make sure that you don't cry alone. i will forever be the shoulder to lean on. you're my family and i will promise to always be there, no matter what.*

-------------ON THE AIRPLANE------------------

you stared out the window as the plane began to lift off. you stared at your ticket and gave a little smirk then went back to staring out the window.

*(your thoughts) i hope they'll be alright...mianhe..i did this all so suddenly..but ..i have to..i can't keep depending on everyone to fight my battles for me. i need to be able to face them by myself..i'm doing this so i can become stronger and independent.i will be someone that you guys will be proud of.*

you smiled and began to fall asleep on the plane.

*(your thoughts) paris..here i come.*

-----------AFTER A COUPLE HOURS--------------

finally, the plane landed and you had arrived in Paris!~ as you got off of the plane and headed to the baggage claim you saw the assistant holding a sign with your name on it. you happily greeted him and went to get your bags. after getting your bags he took you to the apartment you would be living at while you were working in Paris. you thanked him politely and went to unpack. the view form your apartment was amazing, you could see the night view and the city lights, especially the famous iffel tower from your window. you were happy to be in the fashion capitol.

once you were done packing you took a nice warm bath and decided to go out and sight see the night life in Paris. you wore a sweater with a button up underneath and wore skinny jeans with some heels (http://weheartit.com/entry/16826621) you were walking down one of paris' busiest streets and took in the beautiful view. you stopped when you smelled a delicious aroma coming from a restraunt and decided to have dinner there. since you knew several languages, due to the fact that your parents made you study them, you knew; english, korean,spanish, japanese, french, chinese, and russian. you ordered your food in french and the waiter was quite impressed.

After a while your food finally came, cream spaghetti with chicken. you face brightened up as you took a bite. the taste was amazing and fresh. only the best pasta in italian countries, of course. after dinner you went back to your apartment and decided to call it a night but before you did you decided to send Infinite & Boyfriend emails about your night in paris and sent them the pictures that you took. you turned off your laptop and slept soundly.