Both you and Infinite then headed out to the cafe that wasn't too far from their dorm. once you went inside and took a seat you started to fidget and get a little nervous about what to say to minwoo. Infinite noticed this and began to comfort you.

"_________-ah. it'll be okay. you have you Infinite oppas with you." sungjong calmly told you as he put his hand on your shoulder.

"yeah. we won't let them do anything to you" woohyun said while giving you a slight smile.

You nodded your head and began to calm down. 20 minutes later the twins and minwoo finally arrived. they saw where you were and headed to your direction. glaring at Infinite as they sat down. you slowly looked up from the table and looked at them.

"_______-ah. hear us out alright?" youngmin pleaded

"minwoo.talk.now." kwangmin said firmly to minwoo

"listen." minwoo started as he grabbed your hand but then myungsoo quickly removed his hand

"can you do something about these dogs of yours?" minwoo said bluntly while glaring at Infinite

myungsoo got up and was about to hit minwoo but you stopped him.

"ani oppa. just calm down and minwoo, they aren't my dogs. they took care of me when you did -that- to me. how..no..why?why me?" you said as you began to tear up

"look.it isn't your fault alright. it was our decision to fall in love with you. it's not something that you can just wish to disappear. love just develops. for me it was ever since we were young and i'm pretty sure it's the same way for minwoo too. so don't blame yourself." kwangmin said as he looked into your eyes.

"yeah.i'm sorry that i took your first kiss. i just felt that if i didn't do something someone would take you away from me." he said while looking up at Infinite.

"you guys will always have me though. so please. stop this fighting. i want things to go back to the way they were." you said while putting your hands on your face trying to catch the falling tears.

sungjong rubbed your back and comforted you while hoya patted your head and all of Infinite surrounded you with their love.

"if you really loved her then you would have thought about her feelings before doing something like that-" sunggyu began to say

"for a girl, their first kiss is something precious and you took it away from her." sungjong finished what sunggyu was about to say

"love isn't a game. it's something that's precious and should be treasured. finding that special someone to spend the rest of your life with won't always lead to a smooth path and there will be some bumps on the road. but it's something worth working for." dongwoo stated

everyone, including you, stared at dongwoo in shock.

"what? i'm not that much of a babo guys. even i know the basics about love" he said with a smirk

you began to lightly chuckle and wiped your tears.

"mianhe. but i don't know if i love you guys the way that you love me. we've been together forever and i need some time to myself so i can figure out what love means to me. so i decided that i'm going to get out of korea for a while." you stated while looking at everyone in the eyes.

"WHAT?!" they all exclaimed

"well Park Tae Jun oppa offered me a deal to go to different countries to model and i accepted it." you explained

"why didn't you tell any of us?" youngmin said with a face that couldn't smile

"you should have said something before~" sungjong said, while looking like he was about to cry.

the guys were all hurt at your sudden decision. especially since you didn't tell any of them and it was a suprise. it was like a big blow to their chests not knowing your decision. they felt that you didn't trust them enough and that's why you didn't tell them.

"mainhe.it's not that i don't trust you guys. it's just i know you all would try to stop me if i told you and i really need time to myself so i can better improve myself into someone worth being with you guys." you said while giving a bitter smile.

"your darn right we would stop you..but, if you think you need some time then we will let you.right guys?" sunggyu said as he asked the rest of the members

they all nodded in agreement with letting you have time to yourself as well as the jo twins and minwoo. they thought it was for the better if you escaped for a while

"just promise not to forget and of us and to keep us up to date on how you're doing.araso?" kwangmin said while holding onto your shoulders and looking you in the eyes.

you nodded your head and gave everyone a big hug.

"so when do you leave?" asked dongwoo

"i leave today. at 3pm." you answered

"What?!this soon? but we wanted to spend some time with you before you left" the guys all said in a sing song way.

"mianhe. i wanted to leave as soon as possible. the assistant already packed my stuff and he should be here in a little bit. mianhe." you said while giving them all another big hug.

then the assistant came to fetch you from the cafe all of you went inside the limo and headed to the airport. it was quiet for a while until sungyeol decided to break the awkward atmosphere by dancing to SNSD's 'gee'. everyone bursted out laughing as he tried to act cute. finally you arrived at the airport and got your luggage. as you headed towards the terminal you ran back to the group and gave them all hugs.

"don't worry. this isn't a goodbye. it's just a see you later because there aren't such things as goodbye's in life. it just means that it's the end of the meeting point." you headed back to the terminal and waved a bitter sweet goodbye to all of them.