When I recall all the moments I had spent with Leeteuk hyung, I can see nothing but pillows and hugs and laughs and smiles. He would always snake a loving arm, ruffle my hair and whisper sweet nothings when I'm always alone and stuck and be teased as-the-maknae-not-so-maknae guy. He would lean close and ask me if I already ate or had enough sleep. He would simpy kiss me on the cheeks and Kangin-hyung would tease me as a whiny son of the family. But I didn't care, as long as Teukie-umma, as all of us call him, (I don't really see the logic but then I got accustomed on calling him umma), would tuck me goodnight and check if I'm doing fine despite all the tragedy I had to endure for almost forever now, and I would definitely feel bad if he would go away and be gone. Even if he nags almost the entire time, I will miss him even if he's gone for a short time. So, I like it when I stay up late and wait for him after their radio programs, he would smile at me and would prepare a hot cocoa for us to drink everytime he arrives. I like it to last forever and now i'm cherishing it always because I don't know when, where and how will I can spend some time with him again.