I looked at her walking back and forth in this small bed bedroom, packing some things.

Her tear-stained cheeks seemed to be red from all the crying. And all I could do is look at the woman I once loved.

"You don't have to go you know.. This is your home too.." I was sincere when I said it, but found no answer as she continued to ignore me. But I don't have the face to demand for an answer. "Youngji, it's almost midnight, you know how dangerous the streets is nowadays." I continued- worried.

"Dad will come to pick us up.." was her short answer. I heaved a deep breath.

"How about the twins?" I looked at my 5 year old kids sleeping peacefully in their beds.

"You.. you should've thought of that before you decided to break up with me.." she was calm, as ever. But the hatred behind her eyes could tell me she's angry.

"Ji.."

"Jackson.. please. Don't try to sugarcoat what you're going to say.." she looked at me straight in my eyes with tears streaming down her face. "I get it.. You had enough. You don't want any of this anymore-"

"That's not what I meant Ji.. that's not it. It's just.." I stopped. What am I going to say now? I've hurt her enough to just throw stupid words again.

"It's just.. you don't feel the same way anymore.." she finished which I defended right away.

"I told you.. it's not like that. I just wanted to be alone.. for a while.." I was a little hesitant.

"Why and for what? Jackson, for what?? We've been together since forever.. we've been in a lot of situations. We were buddies, roommates and more than that.. we're more than just husband and wife. We're partners.." I let a teardrop fell as I watch her sob every word. "We were perfect.. until you told me you want to find yourself. BULL!!!! you should have looked for it in the mirror!!!!" Fist closed, she yelled at me as she started walking out the room bringing the suitcases and her coat.

"But I didn't want you to leave.. Ji, this is your home.. you can live here as long as you wanted to." I explained as I trailed on her back towards her father's car.

But she ignored me, so I caught her arm and made her turn around..

As I saw her bloodshot eyes, I realized I don't wanna see it again. But I've caused it, it's already done. As I crept on her hands, I realized how wrinkled it is now.. And I made it.  As I saw her lips tremble as she cries.. I realized how ugly it is in that form.. I realized how much I wanted her to smile. "Stay.. for the Kid's sake.. For your safety.. For old time's sake.. I.. I'll be the one who will leave.. just.. stay.." I said, as My eyes started to water again.

She shook her head, and cried harder.. "No.. I don't want to stay and watch you leave. I don't want to stay and wait for your comeback.. I don't want to stay and be hurt. I don't want to stay and wait for nothing.." she cried as she pulled my hand away from hers and turned towards the car.

I realized how pretty her back is as I watch her leave.. I realized how much I still love her as I watch her cry because of me.. but Do I still deserve her?? I couldn't help but let out a long and shaky sigh as she looked at me with disappointment yet there's still love in her eyes.

I wanted to run towards her and ask her to comeback to me but the man beside me, carrying my twins stopped me before I could do so.

"You asked me to trust you, I did. You'll never make her cry you said.. You're going to give her everything you vowed.. It will be only happy days ahead.. you promised.. but what happened?" he shook his head. "It was all my fault. For trusting my kid to you."

"Dad.." I called, but my eyes were glued to my Kids. "I'm sorry.."

He sighed. "I don't know Wang.." then walked away.
 

And just like that. I watched them leave. And just like that.. I let my first love go..

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Heavy drama yes??
Hahahahaha.
I'm sorry.

So this will be chaptered and every chapter is written in different POV.

The first one will be Jackson's :) 
See you next Chapter eh? :)