Title:  Sorry.

Pairing: Yesung/Donghae

Genre: Angst-ish

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"Please.. Sir.. I need to leave! I can't stay any longer!" cried Jongwoon as his sergeant folded his arms.

"Kim Jongwoon. When I say stay. You stay. Besides, whats the matter? Why can't you stay for just 5 more hours?" grunted the sergeant.

"C-cause..."

because... it is 9pm.. which means in 3 more hours... the day is gone.. it's no longer t h e day.

"No reason right? Now get your back to your duty point! I don't want to hear your whines anymore."

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Donghae sat on his bed while looking out of his window. He had just send a message to his boyfriend but hasn't gotten any reply.

Hasn't he finished? He should have ended 1 hour ago...

He stared at the stuffed turtle which was in the corner and then to the stuffed nemo he was clutching.

Why.. is it so hard for a turtle to crawl back to his fish?

He sniffed and crawled onto his bed.

It's already 12am... He's late.. He's not coming.. Might as well I sleep early..

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"Please.. Sir.. I need to leave! I can't stay any longer!" cried Jongwoon as his sergeant folded his arms.

"Kim Jongwoon. When I say stay. You stay. Besides, whats the matter? Why can't you stay for just 5 more hours?" grunted the sergeant.

"C-cause..."

because... it is 9pm.. which means in 3 more hours...

the day is gone.. it's no longer t h e  day.

"No reason right? Now get your back to your duty point! I don't want to hear your whines anymore."

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Donghae sat on his bed while looking out of his window. He had just send a message to his boyfriend but hasn't gotten any reply.

Hasn't he finished? He should have ended 1 hour ago... 

He stared at the stuffed turtle which was in the corner and then to the stuffed nemo he was clutching.

Why.. is it so hard for a turtle to crawl back to his fish?

He sniffed and crawled onto his bed.

It's already 12am... He's late.. He's not coming.. Might as well I sleep early..

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"Duty done, sir! Seeking permission to report off, Sir."

"Noted. Permisson to report off is granted. Rest well, Kim."

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Jongwoon stared through the window. It was already 2am.

I am so goddamn late. What am I? What kind of boyfriend am I? One who doesn't even have time to celebrate his other half's special day. One who doesn't even have time to talk everyday.. 

He took out his phone and snapped a picture of his boyfriend who was deep into his slumber. 

I really miss you. It hurts. I hope you read my text.

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 It hurts. Seriously, Donghae. It hurts that I can't see you 24/7. It hurts I can't speak to you everyday. It hurts that I couldn't even be there for you on your birthday. If only I could just... I'm sorry. for the 1927368th time. For being this kind of boyfriend. I guess this is why I'm not the best one out there. I hope you will always know that you're the only one who is in my heart. You are what I live for. Without you... basically, I won't survive. I'm more than thankful you exist. You are the best I could ever ask for. I love you, baobei.