I’m Kim Ryeowook, the guy who confessed of being gay to his homophobic best friend. I’m not expecting him to accept and he did not. He hated the thought of it. I just want him to know. That even if he starts hating me it was because of me being the kind he don’t like not because I am a friend who lied. He offered a crazy thing to do to keep our friendship intact but also be the best friend who supposed to support me. The idea was nuts! Can we make it to the end as best friends or we’ll be something more when he found out that I’m gay not for everyone but only for him?

This is my story about how I handled a crazy man for a friend and a text-mate in different personality.

“I am your best friend and I can’t just get use to the idea that you’re gay. But I know you need someone to confide to. We can text each other. Tell me anything you want… any gay you do or wanted to do and I can pretend that it was someone else. We’ll never talk about it!” I raise a brow at him and at that moment I want to smack him hard in the head.

“Do you seriously think that we can talk something in text message but will never talk about it in person? You can’t keep your mouth shut around me.” I reminded him. Even the most private talk he had in the past he told it to me in a very detailed way. So I don’t believe he could just ‘pretend’ that he was talking to someone else especially when he’s totally aware that it’s me!