"A toast for our very first performance as a debuted group. We did great!" Taehyun lift up the beer he was holding. "Tonight, we celebrate!"

Following Taehyun's toast, I lifted up my beer, together with the rest of the members.

I glanced at Mino, who's at the other corner of the table.

Embarrassed at what happened earlier backstage, I purposely sat here, beside Seungyoon, and across Taehyun. 

At all cost, I wanna avoid him.

I'm too ashamed to face Mino, after crying in front of him.

My anxiety makes me do stupid things.

Why did I even cry?

I took a sip on my beer. 

Am I that relieved by his comfort?

Can't believe I did that!

And even the rest of the members saw it!

I wanna die from embarrassment, right now!

Can I just disappear?

I took another sip.

Aish!

We're here to celebrate, not to sulk!

We did really great at the performance earlier!

Before I knew it, the performance was over!

The fans were screaming my name!

I did great!

No, I did excellent!

I took another sip, almost finishing the whole glass.

Seungyoon looked at me. "Hyung, take it easy." 

I smiled at him. "It's okay. Just this time." 

Seungyoon raised an eyebrow. "Don't you dare getting dead drunk, huh? We won't carry you home."

"But, I wanna celebrate tonight. Let me be!~"

"Aigoo! But, you're a lightweight!"

"Ehh?~ Don't worry. I can handle myself!"

Seungyoon chuckled. "You? What a joke!"

I pouted. "Of course! Look!" I chugged down the beer. "I finished it, and I'm not even feeling a bit dizzy!"

"Okay, you manly man. That's enough. That's your last beer for tonight. You can't drink anymore."

"Hyung, don't be so stingy!" Taehyun said to Seungyoon. "Let him drink!"

Seungyoon's eyebrow furrowed. "What? You know Jinwoo can't handle his alcohol!"

"Just let him celebrate for tonight! He deserves to." Taehyun looked at me. "After all, our baby cried his eyes out earlier."

I felt my blood rush to my face.

Taehyun chuckled. "Here! Drink up, you crybaby!" He handed me another beer.

"Yah!! Taehyun! If he gets drunk, you carry him home!" Seungyoon raised his voice.

"Aigoo! He won't! Don't nag so much!" Taehyun scratched his head. "It's our celebration!"

Seungyoon rolled his eyes, and continued eating.

"Drink up, hyung!" Taehyun grinned.

I guess I could use some alcohol tonight, eh?

Alcohol's not so bad once in a while.

I chugged down the beer, almost finishing half.

"Wooo! Go, hyung! So manly!" Taehyun clapped.

Crap. 

I really am a lightweight.

My head's starting to get dizzy..

"A toast for our very first performance as a debuted group. We did great!" Taehyun lift up the beer he was holding. "Tonight, we celebrate!"

"Aigoo! This little diva."

Seunghoon chuckled. "He always wants to be on the spotlight."

"Even taking Seungyoon's place in making the toast."

"Just let him be. He always wants to play around." Seunghoon chomped on his barbeque.

"But we did great earlier, huh?"

"Of course! We're the bomb!"

"Especially Jinwoo, right?"

Seunghoon raised his head. "Yeah.  Why did he even worry so much? He was really great!"

Oh, yeah..

Why did he even have to worry that much?

He even cried!

Is it because of his anxiety?

..But..

He cried just when I comforted him..

Is it because of me?

Did I made him cry?

But how?

Should I ask him?

But he's too far away from me!

Why is he even there?

Did he sat there on purpose?

He's avoiding me?!

What did I do?

So, I really am the reason he cried?

Damn.

I want to talk to him.

Should I exchange seats with Seungyoon?

Ah.

What are they doing with Jinwoo?!

Are they fighting over him?

Ah!

That damn devil!

Taehyun don't give him another beer!

You're gonna make Jinwoo drunk!

But..

Jinwoo looks like he wants to drink.

..Should I just let him be?

I guess he's still embarrassed about earlier..

But look at him!

I think he's already drunk?

He's a lightweight.

He already finished almost two beers.

Aigoo!

What do I do?

As you noticed from the previous chapters, the style of this story is a two-person POV. And it's only one scene at a time.

I have to be consistent with my style of writing, so I made this chapter in two parts, as I can only write one scene at a time.