Realization P2

If Only You Knew (HIATUS)

 

Reluctant to go outside the room, I kept walking around in circles.

I looked at the phone ringing on my hand.

"Incoming call from Seungyoon."

Should I answer?

If I don't, he'll surely nag non-stop.

But, if I go outside, I'll see Mino.

And that's not good.

I'm not ready to face him, yet.

What should I do?

I can't just lock myself in here forever.

I have to go out.

Besides, I'm starving.

Ah.

I know what to do.

Mino's usually the one who wakes up last, so maybe, he's still asleep?

I'll just sneak out of this room, take a shower quickly, get dress, and then go outside.

I'll do all of that without making any noise.

Without him knowing.

But, what if he's already awake?

No no no no no no.

Think positive.

It's alright.

I can do this!

..Wait..

Even if I managed to avoid him now..

Won't we have to face each other, sooner or later?

Isn't it useless even if I don't see him now?

..But..

Just for now..

I don't really wanna see him..

Just for now!

And then, I'll find a way to deal with this later!

Yeah, that's right.

I'll do that.

For now, I have to get out of here quietly.

Okay, here we go!

I stopped walking in circles, and stood still.

Getting a bit nervous, I closed my eyes, and took a deep breath.

Calm down, Jinwoo..

Just get outside quickly and quietly..

I opened my eyes, stood up straight, and walked towards the door.

As I reach out for the doorknob, I could feel my hands trembling a bit.

My hand flinched as soon as I touched the cold handle.

I pushed open the door; it made a loud creaking sound.

Damn.

Why does this door always makes loud noises!?

I peeked my head out of the door.

Looking around, I felt my heartbeat get faster.

Please be asleep, Mino.

Please be asleep!

As soon as I laid my eyes on the empty couch, my heart skipped a beat.

Where is he??

He's already awake?!

Damn!

I should go back inside!

"Omo! Hyung!" 

Upon hearing that familiar deep voice, I almost jumped from the shock.

I looked at where the voice was coming from.

Mino was standing there, with a surprised look on his face.

"H-Hyung, you scared me.. What are you doing there?"

No, What are you doing here??

You should still be asleep!

"Hyung.. Are you okay?"

I wanted to answer him, but I just stood there, still as a statue.

I couldn't bring myself to utter a single word.

How can I say that I was sneaking out of the room to avoid him?

"Um.. I'm gonna.. I'm gonna go ahead and take a shower.." Mino rubbed the side of his neck. "S-Seungyoon's been calling me non-stop. We better hurry up, okay?" He turned around, and walked away.

"Ah! Wait!" I said without thinking.

He stopped, and turned around. "..Yeah?"

Damn!

What do I tell him?

Why did I even called him???

"Uh.. Did you.. Perhaps.." I looked on the ground. "Did you.. Saw..?"

Gosh!!

Why did I ask that?!

I'm so stupid!

I wanna die!

I think my face is really red right now!

"S-Saw? I don't know what you're talking about, hyung.."

"..You don't?"

Huh?

He doesn't?

"What are you.. referring to anyway?"

He really has no idea what I'm talking about?

"Can you explain to me, hyung..?"

..Do I have to?

Aish!

Screw this.

This will be for the better!

With this, I won't have to work myself up, worrying if he knows or not!

"You see.. last night.. I woke up from my hangover.. Then, I went to the toilet to puke, then to the kitchen to drink.. And then, it was dark, so I went into the wrong room.. Your room.. Right?"

"Uh.. Yeah.. You did went into my room. What about it?"

"I think I've dreamt about.. Something weird.. Did.. Did I perhaps talked in my sleep? ..Or did something..?"

"H-Huh? Well.. I don't really know.. When you lied down next to me.. I got woken up, and then, I went outside to the living room to sleep, since we were too cramped up.. Ha ha.."

"Oh.. I see.. Are you sure?"

Is he serious?

"Yes.. Of course!" He smiled.

"I see.. Then go ahead and take a shower then. We should get going."

"Ah ha ha.. Right. I'll go now. I'll shower quickly." He turned around, and walked away.

Phew!

Good!

He wasn't there when I was dreaming!

I worried for nothing!

Phew!

It's like a big rock got off my chest!

 


 

Aish..

I'm starving..

Enough about this!

I'm too hungry to think!

I'll think through things once I've eaten.

I should get up now.

Have to fix myself up quickly.

Seungyoon and the guys are waiting for us.

That sassy leader will surely scold us.

Should I wake Jinwoo up?

But..

Can I do that?

Can I face him?

Or should I just go ahead and leave without him?

But isn't that too selfish of me?

..But.. 

I don't think I can handle seeing him, right now.

I'm pretty sure I'd be awkward in front of him!

Ottoke?

Aish!

I'll think things through later!

Sorry Jinwoo, but I have to avoid you for now.

I'll get ready while he's still asleep.

I quickly stood up, and headed for the bathroom.

Upon walking, I saw the door of my room open.

"Omo! Hyung!"

Crap!

That gave me a heart attack!

What's he doing popping his head out like that?!

"H-Hyung, you scared me.. What are you doing there?"

Why isn't he answering?

He's frozen there..

"Hyung.. Are you okay?"

He looks so awkward..

..Why?

..Don't tell me..?

D-did he realized that I knew about that?!

Damn!

This is so embarrassing!

Embarrassing for me, and especially for him!

Is that why he's acting like this?

I bet he's sneaking out!

Is he avoiding me?

"Um.. I'm gonna.. I'm gonna go ahead and take a shower.. S-Seungyoon's been calling me non-stop. We better hurry up, okay?"

"Ah! Wait!"

Huh?

What now, Jinwoo?

I decided to leave, for us to get out of this awkward situation!

But now, you call out for me??

What's wrong with you?!

"..Yeah?"

"Uh.. Did you.. Perhaps.. Did you.. Saw..?"

What the?!

Are you referring to that?!

Oh gosh!

But why???

Why did you have to bring that up?!

Isn't it better if you just stayed quiet??

We can pretend nothing happen!

"S-Saw? I don't know what you're talking about, hyung.."

"..You don't?"

Of course I do!

But it'd be weird between us if I admitted!

What's wrong with you?

Do you think I'll tell you that I knew??

That you had a wet dream about me?

"What are you.. referring to anyway? Can you explain to me, hyung..?"

"You see.. last night.. I woke up from my hangover.. Then, I went to the toilet to puke, then to the kitchen to drink.. And then, it was dark, so I went into the wrong room.. Your room.. Right?"

"Uh.. Yeah.. You did went into my room. What about it?"

"I think I've dreamt about.. Something weird.. Did.. Did I perhaps talked in my sleep? ..Or did something..?"

Yes, you did!

I was so shocked that the innocent Jinwoo would do something like that!

..But..

..I'm shocked at myself too, for responding like that..

"H-Huh? Well.. I don't really know.. When you lied down next to me.. I got woken up, and then, I went outside to the living room to sleep, since we were too cramped up.. Ha ha.."

"Oh.. I see.. Are you sure?"

"Yes.. Of course!"

"I see.. Then go ahead and take a shower then. We should get going."

"Ah ha ha.. Right. I'll go now. I'll shower quickly." I turned around, and walked away.

God!!

That was so awkward!

 

 



Well, the content of this turned out longer than usual.

But I guess you guys like that, huh?

I'm having so much fun writing this fic, that I have decided this will be a long series.

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DaisyJinu
#1
Chapter 13: Can you update this 〒_〒〒_〒
KimHyunJoongWooBin
#2
Chapter 15: Ahh you have to update you stopped at such a critical moment
charliesann
#3
Chapter 15: i jz found this..omg..please update pleaseeeeeeeee3 ╥﹏╥
huggasaur #4
omggggggggg finally found this
SongRachel
#5
Chapter 13: Embarrassing !!!!!!!!
Uh but why did u do that to jinu aaaa,
He would make space between you two uh, and I don't wanna that thing happen ...
Please uhhh
Make this clear for jinu and mino, meriel kakaakkkkkkkk you are god of angst hweeeeeeeee
escapeartist #6
Chapter 13: OMG this was such an embarrassing moment! Poor Jinwoo, I would run away too!!! Run for your life!!!

Lol love this fic, I think Jinwoo will ignore him more after he was caught! Mino should follow Jinwoo's example and touch/stalk him too!))) Hehe now it's Mino's turn to show his affection♡
Thanks for updating!)))
bloodymoon #7
seriously 69 subscribers and only 2 upvotes wth
rainbobow #8
Chapter 12: aww~~~~~ your fiction is so cute. i love the way them express their feelings , kinda awkward and it's lovely. mino you should know abt your feeling with jinu! because jinu is so poor and i think he will not confess before. hahaha many thanks abt fiction, wait for the next chapter XD
aozora7 #9
Chapter 12: aww jinwoo, i think he started to realize his feelings to mino but afraid of it cz of the society & all. poor kid!!!
SongRachel
#10
Chapter 12: KYAAAAAAAAA SEUNGYOONIEEEEEE aha ha I didn't guess that mino would jealous till he disappointed caused that XD

uhhh so surprising me !!!!
Uh I don't know but I felt little pity for babynamtae XD

Ahaha mino yaaa you are trapped in loveeeeee