I rolled over to the other side of the bed. "Damn."

It's been a week since that happened.

I still can't believe I did such embarrassing thing.

But, more than that..

I'm more overwhelmed by the fact that he didn't even come to my aid when that happened..

Why?

A simple 'are you okay' would've sufficed. 

Why didn't he even ask what happened?

He could've at least approached me when we got home.

I got so mad at him that I didn't talk to him since that.

..He, too, doesn't.

Why? What's with him?

I miss him..

I.. I want to see him..

Should I?

What if he catches me now?

I can't keep doing to this eveytime.

But, I really want to see him..

This would be the last time. I won't sneak into his room ever again.

I sat up and looked at the bed beside me. "Seungyoon's fast asleep."

Good.

I stood up and carefully walked towards the door, tip-toed.

I reached out for the doorknob and pulled it open.

CREAK!

Damn it. This door is pissing me off!

I turned around to look at Seungyoon.

Wow. This guy would seriously sleep through anything.

I turned my head back in front and proceeded to get out of the room.

I squinted my eyes from the darkness, looking carefully on each steps I take. 

My heartbeat started to get faster as I get closer towards Mino's room.

With a little hesitation, I pulled open the door and gulped.

My eyes, still squinting, looked around the room.

Good. He's asleep.

Not wanting to wake him up, I tip-toed and headed towards him.

I leaned my arms on the side of his bed, with my knees bent, and my back slouched.

I stared at him.

I watch him as he sleeps; I found myself unable to remove my eyes from him.

How can a person be this beautiful?

I reach out my hand to touch his face; I felt shivers down my spine.

How can a person be this perfectly carved?

I listen to his breathing; I felt my heart beat faster.

How can a person make such wonderful sound?

"Mino.." I moved in closer and leaned my cheek against his arm, facing him.

"What are you doing?"

I felt my heartbeat momentarily stop upon hearing the deep voice.

I quickly stood up. 

"M-Mino!" 

He sat up. "Hyung.."

"I was! I was just.."

He scratched the side of his neck. "Why are you always coming here?"

I leaned in closer. "E-Excuse me?"

He looked away from me. "Y-You've came here before, too, right? And you keep doing the same.. Touching me and stuffs.."

So he already knows?!

But, why did he keep it to himself?! He pretended that he doesn't know?!

What should I do?! What should I say?!

"I-I'm sorry!" I ran outside his room.

"Ah! Hyung-"

I rolled over to the side. "Ugh!"

I can't sleep.

Damn it, Mino. Stop thinking about it already.

I'll talk to him tomorrow, okay?

Why has it come to this?

I've been feeling guilty since that happened. 

He's ignoring me, and I'm doing the same.

Why?

I can't believe myself.

Why didn't I approach him?

Was I..?

Because of Seungyoon..?

Damn it. This is so troublesome.

I've been feeling really weird these days.

What's wrong with me?

I can't help but blame Jinwoo for this.

If he didn't sneak up in my room, I wouldn't have to deal with these weird things.

Damn it to hell.

CLICK!

Huh? 'click'?

My door..?

I-Is he here, again..?

Is that Jinwoo, again?!

Pretend to sleep, Mino! Pretend to sleep!

Damn, he's beside my bed!

What's he gonna do?

H-He's touching my face!

Damn it. This is too bizarre!

"Mino.." he moved in closer and leaned on my arm.

I opened my eyes. "What are you doing?"

What the hell? Why did I speak?!

Why did I do that?!

He quickly stood up. "M-Mino!"

Damn it! This is too awkward!

But, I have no choice! It's already come to this, I might as well straighten things up!

I sat up. "Hyung.."

"I was! I was just.."

"Why are you always coming here?"

He leaned in closer. "E-Excuse me?"

Damn it! This is too much! 

Sorry, Jinwoo, I just need to confirm things!

"Y-You've came here before, too, right? And you keep doing the same.. Touching me and stuffs.."

"I-I'm sorry!" He ran outside.

"Ah! Hyung-"

Crap! I made things worse!

Hey there. It's been a while, right?

I apologize for the late update. It's just that I had a lot of on-going fics, that I failed to update this as quickly as usual.

I'll try my best to update faster, this time, again.

Thank you for supporting this fic 'til now.