It was raining cats and dogs outside the window yet it wouldn't snow, he liked it better when it snowed, he liked to watch the snow fall down outside while he's inside in the warmness, he liked it so much, still he was happy, smiling from ear to ear, he was happy, he was pleased today

It was strange, he knew it, yet he didn't seem to care much now, he was more cheerful and that was all it mattered to him, he had a blank in his memory again today, he remembers being at the café and then he was in his store, how did he get there he didn’t know, eunhyuk told him he ran out on him and left while he was in the bathroom, he couldn't remember that, he didn't care to remember that, he was pleased, something in him was singing happily now

A soft knock on the door and it opened ajar, a head popped in and smiled at him he smiled back and the boy entered, from what junsu knew by now the boy was a few months younger than him, so he liked to call him hyung, junsu didn't mind, he always wished he had brothers and sisters, it wasn't bad to have someone to call him hyung and make him feel like an older brother

The boy sat on junsu's bed, he was holding on a mug on hot coco and sipping some of it, he didn't talk, neither spoke a word as they sat facing each other and looking at each other, it wasn't that kind of awkward silence, it was nice and cozy

'I…' eunhyuk began, junsu blinked and waited for what was to come

'Junsu dear!' the voice came from downstairs; junsu blinked and smiled ' I'll be right back'

Eunhyuk nodded and waited, maybe this was better, maybe this was a warning, maybe he shouldn't tell him, maybe it's best to keep the secret a secret

Junsu walked out of the room and downstairs, his mother was closing the door and there stood ad young man bowing his head at him

Junsu bowed back a little, he didn't understand any of this, who was this boy?

'Junsu honey, he came to deliver your mobile, it seems like you dropped it in an alley and he found it'

Junsu blinked, he didn't even notice his mobile missing, he was too cheerful to notice that

'Oh thank you' junsu bowed holding the mobile

The boy bowed and left, it was somehow strange but junsu shrugged it off, he took the mobile and looked at his mother who smiled and shook her head on him, it was so like him to forget or drop his stuff everywhere, a while ago he lost something important as well, it was a brooch with a special design, not something expensive no, but it was important to him because it seemed the only thing junsu had left of his father, only that brooch

Well, no big deal, junsu assured himself as he began to walk up the stairs, looking at his mother she looked somehow pale, junsu didn't like that, he didn't like to think his mother was ill or worried, it made all the happiness vanish from him, it made him feel so down and afraid

'Mom, what…?' junsu began

His mother shook her head and smiled again at him, he looked at her and frowned, she didn't seem to like the boy as he left, as she saw the car he entered and left she frowned, she didn't like it for sure

'Mommy, what happened?' junsu tried again, determined to get some answers

'Oh I think I'm just too tired baby, I'll turn in early tonight, sweet dreams'

'Sweet dreams' junsu mumbled and kissed his mother goodnight, as she walked away to her bedroom junsu went up to his own holding his mobile, eunhyuk was already asleep in his bed, he covered him up and looked at his mobile, he began to check everything to make sure it wasn't tempered with, but strangely enough it had some extras in it, a video clip was taken, recorded, by it and he didn't remember recording it

Junsu went to his desk and sat down, he used the earbuds so not to make a noise and wake the sleeping boy up, he didn't know what was recorded or how loud was it so he played it safe and used the earbuds, pressing play junsu watched the clip and froze, the mobile fell out of his hand and hit the floor

He couldn't believe this; junsu was shivering from head to toe unbelieving what he just saw and heard, the man looked like him but it wasn't like him, the man looked like him but it wasn't him, it wasn't him for sure! It couldn't be him!

Junsu waited till he stopped shivering, he reached and held the mobile again, he had to make sure, he had to make sure everything was a lie, that it wasn't him

Junsu watched again, it was dark at first, only sound, it was as if the mobile was in a very dark place, his pocket for sure, he must of hit it by accident and pressing the camera button and since it was set to video camera it began recording at once

'Ahhh…mmm…more…ahhhh…'

'Yea baby…ahhh…arg…miss you…'

'Ahhhh…ahhhh…ahhh…mmmm…'

'It had been so long…mmm…love it…'

Junsu couldn't believe those sounds, he refused to admit one of them was his own; he refused to admit one of them, the other one was somehow familiar yet he couldn't decide who it was

Things became heated up now, it was getting worse, the moans were getting louder and louder, whatever the two were doing junsu didn't like it, well to tell the truth he did like it, he liked it so much it was making him hard, but the idea of him growing hard after just hearing those moans wasn't a normal thing, those were clearly two men, junsu refused to be by two men, he couldn't accept it!

Things became clear now, it wasn't all black anymore, there was this loud bang as if the mobile had fell off and hit the ground. Lucky, or maybe unlucky, for him it fell with the lens upward so it went on recording everything

Now there were two men in this dark, barely lighted alley, they were both against the brick wall and junsu couldn't really tell who was who, but his mobile fell of his pocket and he sounded like him, just like him, junsu could add one to one but still he couldn't believe it

Now they were both and wrapped around each other kissing and , touching and… junsu shivered even thinking about it

Then, everything went black again, the other man had kicked the mobile by accident and it hit the other wall, it was too far to record any pictures and it was too noisy to distinguish any voices from it, junsu wasn't even sure he wanted to know what was said or done after that

Junsu threw the mobile away, he was sure the boy didn't see this because it was protected by a password and junsu was sure the boy had no way of knowing it

Junsu deleted the file quickly and threw his mobile away again as if it was a poisoned spider or something, he looked at it and walked away to his bed, the boy was fast asleep, unaffected by the storm outside or the storm in junsu's mind

Laying down junsu couldn't stop, he couldn't stop thinking about this tape, how could it be real? Who was this man in the tape? Why were they calling each other micky and Xiah then?

Shaking his head junsu sighed and flipped on his side giving eunhyuk his back and thinking, as he did so he didn't notice eunhyuk flipping to his side giving junsu his back as well and opening his eyes thinking too, he didn't know anymore, he wasn't sure of anything

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Yoochun laid in his king size bed and smiled, he was so happy today, he was pleased beyond what words could say, he knew for sure micky had took his lover, he was too happy and so he was happy as well

Looking outside the window at the rain yoochun didn’t know why but he had a good feeling in his heart, thinking about the boy made him smile, however, thinking of the other boy with him made him frown, he needed to make sure of things, he needed to make things clear so not caring about the late time he picked his mobile and called his poor assistant

'Hello?' a very sleepy voice that wasn’t kibum's answered

'I need kibum please' yoochun spoke in English, trying to sound polite as he asked to speak for the man

'DO YOU KNOW HOW LATE IT IS DAMN IT?' the voice yelled again

Yoochun frowned, he knew it was late yet he didn't know how late it was, nor did he care

'Just put him on the phone!' yoochun spat

'NO!! HE'S ASLEEP! TALK TO HIM IN THE OFFICE!!' the voice which yoochun suspected to be kibum's boyfriend hissed and slammed the line shut in his face

Yoochun frowned, he couldn't wait till tomorrow, he needed this done right now! He had to make his heart ease down and relax; he had to make sure who the man was to junsu

Yoochun looked in his contact list till he found a number, out of all the rest this was supposed to be the absolute best, yoochun dialed the number and a sleepy voice answered him, he smile and began speaking

perhaps this will unsolved the mystery on everything, perhaps this till tell him why his heart is beating so fast with anger when thinking about him…