He slowly opened one eye to see who was calling his name, he saw his best friend sitting on the edge of his bed 

 

" Youngjae.. What are you doing here? Go home and sleep " Daehyun said as he tried to sit up his sore body.

 

" i didn't want to leave you alone " He looked up at Daehyun's pale face, then down at his body lying in the hospital bed

 

" Jae.. I'm sorry, my body gave in first. I- I can't live like this anymore "

 

Youngjae started to tear up as he placed his hand on top of his best friends.

 

" I- I can't ... " He couldn't finish his sentece and instead let out a small sob. He took a deep breath 

 

" i can't do this either Dae.. I don't know w-what to do " Youngjae said, his voice shaking

 

" Youngjae, its gonna be fine. We have to talk to the Hyungs, okay? "

 

The slighlty younger nodded, and looked down to his lap trying to stop the tears. 

 

" Jae... " Daehyun said his voice laced with worry, he made space for the other to lie down

 

" sleep here for tonight, lets talk more tomorrow " 

 

Youngjae nodded once again and gave the other the best smile he could manage at the moment.

He knew that if he tried to speak his voice would break.

He took his shoes and jacket off before lying down, and felt Daehyun's arms wrap around him as he burried his face in the slightly olders chest.