hey Guys, its strawberry chan! did you miss me? haha

i know, i know, i should be working on 'adventures of the Sm highschool Student Council' and i promise promise promise i will!

but this little ficlet slapped me like a wet fish, so i HAD to write it! i just HAD to!

anyways, my exams are literally next week, so no more writting for me until theyre over, but i promise another  chapter after they are, okay? i PROMSISE!

but anyways, hope you enjoy this little ficlet of my alltime OTP for life, hunhann!

MISS YOU LUHAN !

and like i said, all credit to owner!

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Sehun was perched at the small white desk in his shared dorm, typing away furiously at his laptop, glasses perched loosely on his nose. Exams were the next week, and he had squandered the last few days playing Super Smash Brothers with his room mate and best friend, Luhan. Speaking of, said boy was currently lounging on his bed on the other side of the room, munching his way through a bag of chips that lay open at his side.

“Remind me why you’re not studying again, Lu-hyung?” Sehun called over his shoulder, the muffled munching sounds breaking his concentration. He continued to type, but he knew that his focus was gone.

“rmy rerrrverrr stdrrrry,hrrrnyy. Ruuu knrrrrrr thrrrrt.(I never study, Hunnie. You know that.)” his voice stifled by the copious amount of chips in his mouth. Sehun rolled his eyes but continued typing. Unlike his honey-haired roommate, Sehun not only studied really hard for his exams, but he enjoyed it (even though he didn’t really need to, either.)

“Why are you studying, Hunnie? Finals aren’t until next week, there’s plenty of time!” Luhan asked, after swallowing. With one reprimanding look from over Sehuns shoulder he begin eating the chips one by one, grumbling sourly between each one. The taller boys lips curled into a little smile as he turned to face his laptop again, calling over his shoulder.

“Because my professor said that the exam is going to be on all the matrieal for the year instead of the semester, since everyone did pretty bad on the midterm.”

“everyome but you, you mean.” Luhan rolled his eyes at his friends irritating humbleness.

Both boys were intelllegent, and had been close since highschool. Xi Luhan was a rombousitous albeit lazy genius, who was majoring in business to get ready to take over at his parents company. His smile and his chocolate brown eyes were as bright as his honey locks, and he found it easy to make new friends, people being drawn to the warmth he radiates.

On the other hand, Oh Sehun was a closed off, private individual, who enjoyed quiet places and long books. His sharp features , silver hair, dark eyes and the cold atmosphere he omits made it hard for people to approacgh him, earning him the campus wide nickname of ‘the ice prince of psychcology’, after his major and his stone-like deminor.

Even though they both had their fans and admirers around campus, most of them could not grasp how they were such good friends. Even within their little group of friends (dubbed. EXO by some of the girls around campus because they were all so hot, they couldn’t have come from this world. Between the boys, it became a really funny private joke; they did come from another planet, that’s for sure – planet we’re all gay) one of which being his cousin, no one was closer to Sehun than his ‘Lu-hyung’ (a title no one else had the privilege of using, lest they be death stared to death) and vice-versa.

“hey, Hunnie.” Sehun had just gained his concentration back to have it shattered by his roommate, who called from his bottom bunk bed on the other side of the room.

“yeah? He asked, saving his notes and pushing his laptop shut. He knew that it was going to be an exercise in futility, trying to get anything done while his best friend was unoccupied. Somehow, when Luhan was bored, working efficiently and effecrtively became, without fail, impossible.

“do you remember when I came out to you in high school?” the taller, stoic boy swivelled  around on his wheelie chair, catching the now empty bag of chips his best friend had half-heartedly flung towards the bin.

“how could I forget?”

Sehun had been enjoying the peace and quiet of the near empty library, scribbling down small notes concerning the worn novel in his hands, when a buzzing from his cell phone sent him shoving  his notebook, novel and pencil case haphazardly into his bag and bolting out of the library, earning looks from the elderly librarian and the second year girls by the door.

‘can you come to the classroom please?’

No emoticons, no ‘hunniiiee’. Something was very very wrong, since usually Luhan never sent a text without some kind of elaborate emoticon; Sehun had even been there when he discovered the app that allowed for little emoticons, and the website that showed him how to make his own emoticons with the symbols on the keypad, which he used incessantly.

But this.

This simple, melancholy text which even had the right punctuation and spelling of all the words..

Was concerning beyond anything Sehun had ever felt before.

He sprinted down hall after hall, inwardly cursing the distance between the library where he had been lounging care free, and his and Luhans homeroom class, which was all the way on the other side of the school.

As he ran, his mind began filling with all the worst conclusions, making his heart race faster that he thought was possible without hurting himself and his movement become ever more desperate. He tore down hallways and flew around corners, narrowly dodging teachers and students alike, and muttering about the abnormally high amount of people still loitering around the school at 5pm.

What if someone in Luhans family has died? What if he hadn’t been accepted into the university of his choice? What if someone had hurt him, or violated him in any way? what if he was crying?

Or.. what if he was mad? What if Sehun had done something? What if he didn’t want to be Sehuns friend anymore? What if he never wanted to see Sehun again?

The last thoughts made Sehuns chest tighten, as if someone was grabbing his heart and squeezing painfully. If that was why… well, Sehun didn’t even want to think about it.

A cry of relief almost escaped his lips when the door to their homeroom came into view. He screeched to a halt in front of it and flung the door open, using more force than necessary making the small pane of glass imbedded in it quake under the force.

“Lu-hyung?” his voice called out frantically, making the figure standing by the window turn, tears glistening in the light of the setting sun.

“Sehun?” Luhan never called him that. It was always ‘hunnie’ or ‘hunhun’; never his  full name. with that single, almost whispered word, Sehuns already cracked composure shattered.

the taller boy wordlessly flung his bag off his shoulder and weaved through the tables until he reached his friend, gathering him into his arms and his soft honey-coloured hair. Expecting the other boy to melt into the embrace and return it as he usually would, he was surprised to find that instead of the usual response, the smaller boy stiffened in his arms, and his shoulders shook little harder than what they had before.

“Lu-hyung.. whats wrong?” Sehun broke his firm embrace and bent down, so that his and his best friends faces were the same height. He put one hand of the smaller boys shoulder, to keep him from running away, and another on his chin, tilting his face up so he could see his eyes. His head had become void of anything but fixing Luhans problem by any means necessary.

Luhans normally bright, incandescent eyes were subdued, a strong fear swimming in the chocolate brown hue. The tears, which had been b when Sehun entered the room, flowed freely now, carving wet tracks in his cheeks.

“Sehun… I have something to tell you.. please… hear me out first, okay?” he sniffed, rubbing the tears out of his eye. Sehun nodded, waiting patiently for Luhan to talk as the other boy gathered his courage and his wits.

“i…im.. Sehun I’m Gay.”

What?

Sehun froze. Really, it made a lot of sense, with the way he turned down every girl who had ever confessed to him, and how his eyes had never even lingered on any one girl with anything more than a friendly smile. But that certainly didn’t change Luhan at all… he was still the emoticon obsessed, potato chip eating, book loathing, most important person to Sehun ever. And he certainly didn’t care about the kind of people that Luhan liked, it was more about keeping the warm smile on his face no matter what.

“okay… but are you okay? “concern continued to grip Sehuns chest painfully.

“you… your not disgusted… by me?” Luhan asked meekly, raising his head to meet Sehuns eyes by choice for the first time.

“what? No! are you stupid?!” Sehun playfully knocked the upside of Luhans head. “Lu-hyung is Lu-hyung, no matter who he likes.”

Tears begun streaming down Luhans face again, causing sehun to panic.

“what?! Have I said something wrong?”

“hunniee… your so stupid!” he pounced on his taller friends, burying his fance into his chest. He was crying freely now, arms looping around Sehuns neck and squeezing gently.

“thank you..”

“for what?” the taller boy returned his friends embrace, chest having loosened considerably.

“for being you.”

“what about it?” Sehun asked, clearing the memory from his head. It had been almost 2 years ago now, but it was all still so vivid.

“well. You know… I have a little confession to make.” Luhans mouth was curled into a small, sheepish smile. Sehuns silence beckoned him to continue.

“well.. you know.. before I came out you.. and then to the guys…. Well.. to be honest… the reason why I was thinking about my uality.. well… it was because I had this crush on you..” the honey-haired boys cheeks had a dusting of pink as he laughed to himself with a hint of bitterness.

“stupid, right? Falling for a straight guy…” he put his hands oh his face, pushing himself deeper into the pillow he was lying on.

“who said anything about being straight?” Sehun deadpanned, taking the glasses off his face and folding them neatly, twisting back to his table and setting them next to his laptop.

“wait, WHAT?” Sehun heard the bed creek as his friend sat up abruptly.

“I’ve been in love with you for years.” He said emotionlessly. Luhan paused for a moment, staring frozen at his bestfriends indifferent face, then melted into bitter laughter.

“OH MY GOD SHUT UP!” he hurled the pillow he had been lying on at the stoic silver-haired boy, grumbling to himself as he stretched.

“guy tries to be serious for once….. you cant make jokes about that you …” he ran a hand through his honey hair roughly, oblivious to the fact that that after his pillow had gotten Sehun in the face, said boy rolled over to his side steadily, hugging the pillow tightly. 

It was only when he looked up, to find Sehuns face just inches from his. The usual stone-like expression graced his features, but his eyes swirled with an emotion that Luhan knew mirrored his own.

“I wasn’t kidding, you know.” And with those simple words, the taller boy kissed his cheek tenderly and rose from his seat, gently pushing the wheelie chair back in the direction of the desk.

“come on, we both know I’m not gonna get to study anymore. You wanna get some bubble tea? Ill shout?” he asked over his shoulder, shoving his phone and wallet into his back pockets and running a hand through his messy silver hair, glancing at the mirror to make sure he still looks okay.

Luhan, on the other hand, was still frozen on the bed, eyes wide with disbelief and hand on his flaming cheek.  Sehun smiled at the adorable, dazed look on his honey-haired loves face, ruffling his soft locks tenderly and grinning, the kind of grin that no one but Luhan was privy to.

“come on, Lu-hyung. Lets go.” He held out his hand, and snapping from his daze, Luhan took it, their fingers intertwining naturally.

“I really wasn’t kidding, you know…”

“I know…”

heheheeh i know i know its so short, hope you enjoyed it, regardless, and have a great week!

look out for the next chapter of 'aosmhsc' soon!

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love you always, study hard and have a great day,

- Strawberry Chan x