Epilogue

A year before the incident

 ___ was looking at the girl who’s seating a the café alone, she wanted to talk to the girl she love but she held herself, she can’t help but just to see the girl far from her, she can’t face the girl that she leave on their wedding day, how can she just face her when she clearly knows that the girl was hurting and broken, so all she have to do is just look at the girl she love, her mind was telling her not to go but her heart told her to approach her, she let her heart win and she walks towards the girl, but she was about to approach when a girl went to her and hug her from behind, ___ can’t process what’s happening she was stuck at the middle and didn’t know what to do, she saw her lover smile sweetly at the girl behind her, as ___ hurt broke into pieces, ____ didn’t saw the girl’s face, as she run away from the place as her tears a visible on her eyes,

Taeyeon’s pov:

I was waiting for tiffany at the café, as I just playing my drinks when someone hug me from behind, I smile at the person who’s whispering at me and said,

“did you wait for too long for me?” I shook my head and turn to face her as I smile at her, but those smile is just a friendly smile, as I was about to seat down when I saw ____ or it was just my imaginations, as I stand up and run outside, tiffany was calling me , I was looking right to left but I didn’t see her, am I hallucination now? Or I really see her here?, I feel tiffany tap my shoulders and turn my body to face her as I saw her worried face, and she cup my face and wipe it, I didn’t even know that my tears drop, as she said,

“why did you run away taeyeon-ah?” I didn’t utter a word and still looking at the surroundings when she said,

“did you see her taeyeon?” I look at tiffany and I slowly nodded my head, tiffany doesn’t know ___, I didn’t tell her, even she ask what’s her name, I just didn’t told her who she is, as I still look around when tiffany said,

“taeyeon she’s not coming back, she run away from you, if you see her here maybe you were just imagining it, please taeyeon don’t be like this” I glance at tiffany who’s in the verge of crying, I wanted to comfort her but my mind just went off when I see ____, I’m still waiting for her, and still love her even what she did to me, even she hurt me and broke me into pieces but my heart is not complete right now, like there’s a missing puzzle and its only ___ can complete my heart right now, I still be waiting for her, I just want to see her, to feel her warm hug, those sweet words that she always say, those kisses she give me, those grinning smile that she always give me, her caring side, I miss everything about her, just one word from her, just one word, I want to hear her voice, just one sorry from her, then I would forgive her, I just want to see her badly now, but I wanna ask her why she leave me, am I not enough for her, did I do something, were so in love and she vow to love me forever, but why she have to leave me hanging? Where are you now ____, I just want to see your face just one glimpse of you then I’ll be satisfy, I feel my legs went down as tiffany catch me before I’ll be on the ground, my heart hurts, why my mind was playing on me? why why why!!!!, I hear myself cry louder as tiffany was calming me but I can’t even hear her as I keep sobbing, she hug me tightly, why did you leave me broken hearted ____, why,

2 years after,

Taeyeon’s pov:

Me and tiffany become closer, she become my best friend, who always there with me, she was my shoulder to cry on, even she’s busy, she always have time to see me, as I feel myself being comfortable on her. I don’t know if I love tiffany or maybe I just like being with her, I still didn’t know what I feel about her, she just calms me down when I remember her, I don’t know why my heart still beats for her, and I don’t know why I still waiting for her, I was at my office when my secretary went in my office and said,

“ma’am someone wanna see you” I look at her and ask

“who?”

“tiffany hwang” I look at my secretary as I told her to get here inside, she nodded and went out as I hear her say to tiffany to go inside, minute later I saw tiffany smiling at me, as I can’t help myself smile at her too, she approach me and said,

“are you busy today?” I look at her and shook my head

“great cause your coming with me”

“why tiffany?”

“please taeyeon just come with me okay?” she give me her puppy eyes as I chuckle at her and said,

“okay but I’ll finish this then were going” she nodded and told me she will just seat herself on the couch, I just continue the paper that I’ve been working on, and after 30mins, I was done, and I look at tiffany who’s really bored just seating by herself, I stand up and went to approach her, she look up at me giving me those eyesmile as I feel my heart beat so fast, she hold my arm and ask if I’m already done as I just nod, and she drag me out of my office, I didn’t protest as I just do what she wanted to do,

Were here at the han river and I don’t know why we came here, I saw her walk ahead of me, and walking backwards as she smile and said,

“this where we first meet taeyeon” I look around and she was right, this the first we met, she stop at her track as she look at me lovingly and said,

“this is where I feel in love with the girl who wanted to die” I look at her confuse when she continue,

“you where the girl taeyeon, I may not be so romantic but, I really do like you taeyeon and this is where all begun, my feelings for you just got worst and I feel myself that I’ve fallen for you,” she walks towards me and hold my hand and said,

“I love you taeyeon, will you be my girlfriend?” she ask, and I can see in her eyes that she really love me, I wanted to say yes, but i saw the image of ____, the image of her when she vow to love me and never leave me,

Flashback

Me and ___ was running while holding hands as we went to the small chapel, she smile looking at me, as I just love seeing her smile, as we arrive at the chapel we went it and went to an altar, we stop our tracks as she turn her body to look at me, she hold my two hands, and now she was grinning and said,

“because my parents and yours want us to be together, I want to make an official statement and I will vow to you” she let go of my other hand as she put her hand on her pocket and get something in there, I saw I small box that she was holding and she look at me and said,

“even the marriage was arrange, I still want to officially ask you so here I am,” she kneel down in front of me while look up and holding my left hand and said,

“I ___ park, kneeling in front of you, as I give all my life, and will cherish you, so ms. Kim taeyeon, will you give all to me and make this into the next level? And be my wife, will you marry me?” she beam her smile at me as I cry and nodded my head,

“are you not gonna answer me? tae, my knees are hurting now” she pouts as I grab her and hug her tight and said,

“of course I will marry you” I cry and she release the hug and look at me and ask,

“you’re not kidding right?” I shook my head as she hugs me and spun me around while saying.

“I love you I love you I love you, taeyeooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnn” I just laugh at her when she said that after she spun me around she look at me in the eye and said,

“I love you so much tae”

“I love you too ____” I wrap my arms around her neck, as she was looking at me intently as I can’t help myself and lean in to give her a kiss, I kiss her so hard, and I feel her smile when I kiss her, she responses the kiss and we let all out our emotions, she was asking for an entrance as I gladly let her, she kiss me passionately as I feel her love towards me, I’m just so happy right now, she will always be my love, and I will never hurt her, we pull out from the kiss, as I smile dorky at her, she just hug my waist and she said,

“I love you more than anything tae”

“I love you more than my life ___”

We just stay at each other’s arms as we just stare and just savor the moment for us, she look at me and said,

“why don’t we make a vow tae?” I look at her confuse and she continue and said,

“like we do when we first get together” I smile at her as I remember those, as I said,

“okay lets vow, we here at the chapel now so you can’t run away hehe” I joke she pinch my face as she nodded and get her phone, I look weirdly at her but she just said,

“for me to record it tae hehe” she giggle at I really just love how she giggle, she went to turn on the record as she said,

“hello mic test” I laugh at her and said,

“yah it’s not a mic okay” I slap her shoulder she just stick her tongue out and said,

“well at least I make you laugh hahah”

“okay so let’s begin now?” she nodded and said.

“you go first?”

“yah why me?”I whine.

“can you just do it first hmm?” she uses her puppy eyes to me as I try to cover my eyes and I said,

“yah you’re the one who suggest this, you go first” still covering my eyes when I hear her say,

“hahah your cute, I was just teasing you, I’ll do it first” I put my hands off my face, as she look me straight in the eye and said,

“I vow to love you with all my heart and soul, to love you and cherish you more than my food hehe,” she giggle as she continue

“I vow to not hurt you and not to leave you even when you got old and when you feel yourself you’re not pretty, because for me, you always pretty in my eyes, I vow not to leave you even you hair turns grey, or your teeth pull out from your gums hehe” I slap her as she contunie again,

“I may not be perfect and we have a lot of differences but fate both us together, even the stubborn and a rebellious and prankster that I am, you still love me for who I am and what I am, I never imagine myself to be with someone else except you, as you love all of me, even my good and bad sides, you cherish me more than anything else, I vow to love your good and bad sides too even you laugh like an ajumma ohh, I fell in love with that hehe, your cute dimple, you white skin, your beautiful smile, all of that, that I feel in love with, but there’s one thing that can never compete all of that, it’s you, your personalities that I feel in love with, a I vow here in front of god, that I vow to cherish and love you taeyeon, every curves and edges I will love you forever even until I become a hag, even I become old, and maybe forget about you, but my heart will always be beats for you taeyeon, I will vow my love, I love you taeyeon,”

As she finish her vow, she give me a peck on the lips and gesture me to say my vow, I take a breath and I look in ___’s eyes as I saw that its twinkle and waiting for me to talk, I gathered all my courage and said,

“I kim taeyeon vow to make you happy for the rest of your life, to vow to love your stubbornness and rebellious side, I vow to make myself  beautiful so you won’t leave me hehe I’m just kidding I know you won’t leave me because I’m always pretty on your eyes haha, I vow to make you smile that I feel in love with, I vow not to leave you and I will always understand you, even you became a hag, I still love you forever, even my teeth pull out from my gums, I will always say that I love you, I vow to make you the happiest woman on earth, as I vow not to hurt you or make you cry, I vow to love your bad sides and good sides, I vow to love you even you have a big appetite haha, I am not perfect too ___, but I always love the real you,, all of you, I love you when you teasing me, when you prank on me, I love you even you throw away all my stuff toy because you got jealous,, I love all of you, even your jealousy, I love the hard headed___ but I most love is the sweet and caring ___, the ___ that people didn’t know, the ___ that love me forever, I vow to love you with all that I have and all that I can, I will love you even we become old I will love you eternity, I love the way you cook for me even you clearly doesn’t know how haha” she laughs at me as I continue,

I vow to this altar and to god, that you will just be my one and only love, and the love who will always have my heart, I vow to love you even I die, I love you ___ forever, I smile at her, as I can see her tears stream down on her face as I wipe her tears away, she kiss my lips and said,

“I love you taeyeon”

I kiss her forehead and lips and said.

“I love you too ___,

We smile at each other, as this day is the best and memorable moment that I have with ___. How her sweet words, warm my heart, and fell for her harder,

End of flashback

I woke up from the reality when tiffany shook me and ask,

“your spacing out taeyeon”

I look at her and smile sadly and she said,

“you didn’t answer what I ask you taeyeon” she was in the verge of crying, as I don’t know what she ask, as I just nodded at her, when I notice she smile at me widely and said,

“really tae? You want to be my girlfriend?” I look at her, I was shock, I didn’t know that she ask me that, I wanted to say no, but I saw how happy she was, as I just let her be happy and she said,

“I promise you won’t regret this, I promise I will love you forever taeyeon” she look at me happy as I cant ruin that, as I smile at her, this is the first true smile that I did for her, I guess tiffany could help me forget about her, so I let myself to be with her,

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