What are we?

I feel like we're everything.. Friends, lovers, family,...etc but then, we are nothing?

It hurts to think that way, that we have nothing left to share.
It hurts to think that our time is coming to an end but then, this is all that I'm thinking about! Maybe I should put an end to this, Maybe it's time to put an end to us and maybe then, we can both live our life...
To continue living and search for what makes us really happy instead of having what we have which is nothing and keep living in the past.

I wish I can share my thoughts but I'm afraid...
The thought of it hurts, the thought of it makes my eyes start tearing, Telling you this would break me and you, and eventually, I know... No, I'm sure, that we'll never move on and the same routine will keep on repeating because what?

We're still somehow in love...

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