Xiu Min's POV

  He's strong. He's cute. He's manly, though no one admits it. He has never been a coward. Except this time. Leaving a note and then run away from us? 

  Really, I don't know.

Yi Xing's POV

  He always sings better than me, yet he says he practises not very often. I know. He always practises until late night. He always looks like he is just doing something casual, yet he does everything so well. So well that I get jealous of him sometimes. He also does good this time. Leaving no traces of him as he goes. Fancy being a best friend.

 Really, I don't know.

Jong Dae's POV

  He is such a fun person. He gets along with people very well. He is positive about everything, and shows his emotions freely. Correction,he only shows his bright side. I know he is sick all this time, bue he does not tell us anything.

  Really, I don't know.

Sehun's POV

  He is someone that I admire. He does everything so well. Even if he is sad, he covers it up all, just showing a rather moody attitude. But sometimes he is so talkative, so bright so happy, and we have so many similiarities. He always have a bright spark in his eyes, making him so lively. He could be shy in front of strangers, but he always talks a lot among us. I don't know why he leaves us.

  Really, I don't know.

Joon Myeon's POV

  I do not know much about him, but he is such a happy-go-lucky person. Sometimes his comments make us sneer or laugh, and it doesn't feel right without him. Without him, the group is incomplete.

  Really, I don't know.

Jongin's POV

  He dances well, but he does not admit it. He is always humble, always saying the otgers are better.

  Really, I don't know.

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Lu Han's POV

  I don't know if I have made a right choice. I have never been such a coward. But my face is swelling like hell, and I cannot face my dear fans in this condition. I am so tired about these shxt, but I love my dear bandmates, so I have to continue. Until now, I feel that I cannot bear it anymore.

  I always hide and cried by myself, alone, not wanting to shownothers my dark emotions. Yes, I may seem so lively and happy in front of the camera and my friends, but my true self is always hidden. There is so much negative comments about me, and I try VERY hard to ignore them, but I just can't. It is hurting me so much.

  Leaving hasn't been a choice, but finally I choose to. Leaving my friends behind is so painful, but I really have to end this. The suffer that tires me and hurt me so much. Yes, I love the stage, but I just... ...

  Really, I don't know.

 Author's Ramble: Pheeewwwww. Typing is harder than writing.

                                This is it. My first attempt on a fanfic. And maybe last.

                                Now I think my social life have some serious problem. Gotta seek a counsellor soon. I just do a research on social phobia, and I have the symptoms.

                                Lu Han left 21 days ago. Yes I am counting everyday, and will continue to. I miss him so much.

                               Till then, bye! XOXO

20141031, Friday.