CH 89
Am I Living It Well ?Life has it's challenges
All alone in this room
Full of painful thoughts
Feeling so lonely
As I close my eyes and drifted away
So tired of feeling this way
Breathless life
Coming back to everyday like it doesn't really matter anymore
Self contained struggles
Over working mind
One more day and I''l go insane
Nothing really makes me happy
Not even all of these beautiful words anymore
I just need someone who truly understand
But I guess life itself is some kind of a pain
Was trapped by my own secrets
Slowly ,
Everything darkened to an emptiness
I fight so hard against these thoughts
But I guess some kind of pain was too much
That it just turned invisible
No one really saw me ( saw it coming )
As if I was born to disappear
One day ,some day , I'l be a memory
Why do I feel so much?
Love so much?
Hurt so much?
To just fake it ( happiness )
Fake it
Till I feel it
Do you feel the pain?
Are you in trouble trouble trouble?
Is it hard to even sleep?
Did you fake it? ( Just like me )
Fake it
Just like me
Fake it
Till you forget it
Fake it
Fake it
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